Oct 1, 2023
I somehow wonder how I've gotten through life being as dense as I am. Before I figured out the whole trans thing I just kinda thought that, much like some people have a gene that makes cillantro taste like soap,I had some personal quality that made masculinity feel like hell poison
#Yeah no I'm very stupid#At first I thought manhood was just universally awful and we were all suffering together#but then I realized that a lot of the guys who I thought were also struggling with this didn't want to escape masculinity or make it better#they just wanted a shortcut to the top#I just wish it would have clicked that if you hate being a guy and if it causes you actual pain to exist like that#you...don't have to#trans#tombposting#which I mean I did but unfortunately I was too stupid to realize at the time :')
