#yesteryears

(I don’t own this video)

TW: Alcoholism

I’d do anything for you

And that’s why this must end Nothing really went as planned

I found myself walking down a different road

And am feeling so alone

I found myself doing things left and right 

To make sure your happy and alright

If I could only show you all of me to make you see how things can truly be

But I am reserved, a man of mystery

The road ahead is slippery  It’s far and unknown

But the path ahead is indeed my own

It’s a bad habit for me to cover the hurtful truth with these pretty colored deceptions

You have yet to see the worst of my aggression 

I’m private and give what I think you can handle

But evil is something I occasionally embrace and channel