#yeji scenario

It wasn't long after she realized her feelings for you that you two became official. Not to the public though, you were just a fan that often got access to fan signs and concerts, nothing more.

It was a thrill for Yeji to sneak around with you for the first few months, with photographer's narrowly missing how you kissed her in public and taking her in places that were rather dangerous if she got caught.

As much as she loved those moments, the group's leader knew that they would be scarce when promotions started.

And of course she wasn't wrong, they were in demand and flying all over the place, it wasn't just physically taxing but she hadn't been used to not being with you with how relentless you were during your courtship.

Since the promotions for their concerts and their public appearances, Yeji had been glued to her phone as much as she could, sending you updates and the occasional racy text.

It kept you both close even when you were miles apart.

One night, she and the girls were given a lighter schedule than the last few days, you were dedicated to your studies in front of you as Yeji watched you. On edge from just how much she missed you.

The leader, wanting to respect your space let you work and ramble about how your classes went that day but she couldn't shake the need of you in her pussy.

And she couldn't hide it either.

You were focused on your work while she lay in bed, squirming uncomfortably, missing your smile, your smell, the way you touched her.

Feeling her heavy gaze on you, you look back to your girlfriend with an amused grin on your face. "Now you're either frozen or you want something." You push your work to the side, propping your chin onto your hand as you give her your full attention. Yeji smiles before she pouts childishly.

You wait patiently for her response but she merely responds by sitting up from her bed, her baggy shirt beginning to slip from her shoulders, exposing the skin you loved marking in the dark of the night.

The expression drawn on your face falters and suddenly your entranced by her, like you always have been. Your breath catches in your throat as she tosses her hair to one side, gorgeous brown cat-like eyes glued to you.

"I miss you, Y/n..." She purred softly, she kneeled in front of her phone, placing it on the foot of the bed, giving you a peak of the athletic shorts under her shirt. You look around your room cautiously.

Yeji giggles before teasingly biting her lip, "You're adorable..." She coos, you look back to her with wide eyes. "...but I want your eyes on me."

You're stunned for a moment watching your girlfriend's bold actions, "I want you to tell me what to do..." She pauses and sits back, legs spread apart, making you lick your lips slowly. "I want you to hold the power over me, N/n..."

Your eyes darken as you nod. She smiles at you excitedly, her fingers already hovering over her clothed clit. "You don't understand how much I've craved for you, N/n..."

"I can imagine, baby." You say between chuckles before your voice returns to the lower register, knowing what that does to your girlfriend. "Now, pull that shirt up. Let me see your tits, baby."

Without a second thought, Yeji pulls the loose tshirt up, her tits exposed to the camera while she rubbed her clit with fervor. Her eyebrows creased as you bit your grin back, seeing her so helpless for you. "Palm them for me, let me see how badly you want to get off."

Again Yeji obeys, a soft sigh escaping her lips as she kneads the soft flesh of her breast. You watch as her lips turn up into a smile as her base needs and desires are being fulfilled.

"You are loving this aren't you?" You husk out, "All the attention on you, when you know just how hot you look." The leader whines as her grip on her chest tightens.

"But you are baby, you look so hot, Yeji... So fucking hot." You trail off, pushing your own hand into your pants. "That's my good girl," The leader throws her head back with a loud moan.

Your ears jump up at the sound, "God I fucking wish I were there, I bet you just feel so wet right now..." You halt, watching her eyes shut, getting lost in the pleasure. "Wet enough for three fingers, darling."

Yeji's quick to look at you with pleading and desperate eyes. You raise a brow, daring her to test you. Her fingers push her drenched underwear to the side as her eyes are glued to yours as a tentative finger pushes into her heat, then another. The leader's whines are muffled as her other hand clenches her own thigh, leaving imprints of her nails on her porcelain skin.

Your hand circles your clit as Yeji's hand pumps her steadily into her dripping cavern. You were hypnotized by the very obvious stream that was leaking from her, lust pooling in your stomach. You groan as Yeji pushes in the last finger. "There's a good girl...now tell me what you want..." Your words are snatched as you moan, the pressure beginning to build.

A smirk crosses your lips as you see Yeji's focus on you sharpen. You begin to hunch over your desk, eyes still glued to your girlfriend's diligent fingers.

Her movements become more determined, her cat-like eyes staring into yours, her begging face plastered onto her face. You coax her with soft, 'yeahs' and 'you

"Mmf, plmf—" You quirk a brow curiously, your own climax on the verge of hitting you. "Fuck...aaaaahhh Yeji, you're going to have to be clearer..." You mutter through whines before Yeji's knees tighten and her fingers freeze in place.

You watch as her eyes roll to the back of her head, her entire body trembling as a loud and low moan. You quicken the pace of your fingers toying with your clit, the image of Yeji's climax pushing you over the edge.

"Yeji-Oh Jesus fucking Chirst, baby" You squeal as your fingers become sticky. Your free arm falling onto your desk to keep your balance.

Yeji's knees are numb as she comes with an intensity she'd long been craving. Her mouth drops her t-shirt, the cloth bunching just above her chest as her head hung low, her breath catching with her.

The dazed smile on your face grows as you watch her tiredly reach for her phone and fall back into the mattress. Yeji's cheeks are flushed and her smile is tired but just as bright as the day you first saw her.

"I can't wait to be with you again, Yeji." You smirk, leaning into the phone so that she hears you right. "When I do, you aren't walking or dancing right for a week."

Yeji giggles then looks at you deeply in the camera, "Want me that much, N/n?"

"Definitely..." Your voice lowers again, "That's just the power you have over me, darling."

is this late ? yes. did i get distracted several times whilst writing this? also yes and i apologize HAHAHAH i hope yall will forgive me and in its place a full yeji smut, bc why the hell not.

im sorry, with classes hitting its becoming much harder to juggle everything ))): but i will see you all again on Monday!! i love you all vv much and i hope you're all keeping safe :>> see you soon, my lovelies!!

But now you would come with her and nothing would change. The same game would start all over again. The two of you would be introduced to everyone as a twin pack and people would start thinking of her in the same way as everyone else had all her life. Of course, she could break up with you and start walking a path without you. But Yeji didn’t want to walk without you. All she was asking for was a little space. Everything could have been so easy, if the two of you just went to different colleges.

With the knowledge that she still couldn’t set herself free, Yeji started getting quieter and quieter every day until the two of you left for college. Then, however, things began to change. Although your rooms weren’t far apart, you had different classes and Yeji managed to find a different group of friends for herself. It was mean not to introduce you to them, but it was the only way for Yeji to discover possible new sides of herself without the weight of her past.

She began hanging out with her new friends and dipped into a whole new world. They went partying almost every night and even though Yeji didn’t necessarily approve of their lifestyle, she didn’t want to risk losing them. She couldn’t go back to only hanging out with you again. There was so much she wanted to try out, but with you by her side, she felt like you were holding her back. Yeji always had been a little responsible for you and she couldn’t let go like she wanted to if you were around.

Of course, it was wrong to neglect your relationship like that, but Yeji knew that nothing could shake it. You had been through much worse and the two of you would survive some dark times.

But then everything began to get out of hand. Her so-called friends started going out more and more and the alcohol consumption increased steadily. Yeji didn’t want to get wasted all the time, but they looked at her like she was some maniac if she didn’t. Therefore, she eventually joined in. The nights and days began to blur together, making Yeji feel physically dizzy.

And then it happened one day.

They were at a house party all together and Yeji had already overstepped her limit to think clearly after an hour, causing her to not even know what she was doing. It wasn’t until she laid panting next to some random guy that she had realized what she had done. Tears sprung to her eyes and she sprinted out of the house. The fresh air made her sober up even more and her bad conscious made her heart break in two.

She had betrayed you.

Yeji didn’t return to you that night. She couldn’t look into your eyes, because she knew that they would hold the same love as always, only making her betrayal even worse. From that point on, her personal nightmare and vicious cycle began.

Yeji’s bad conscious was suffocating her, but she was too weak to confess. You couldn’t leave her. The only relief she could find for her torture was alcohol. But all those intoxications led to countless other betrayals in return. Yeji wanted to stop and promised herself to be better when she was sober. But then the guilt caught up to her, forcing her to seek refuge in fleeting things again.

And every time, you took her back with open arms, willing to comfort her, because after every mistake, Yeji came crawling back to you in need for your love to ease her self-hatred. Everything almost felt right.

Until everything changed one night. With her body being martyred by her guilt, Yeji stumbled to your dorm and barged into the room. You were in your bed with your back turned to her, but Yeji needed you to touch her to make her forget about the reason why another unfamiliar perfume was lingering on her skin. You were pushing her off at first, but when her mouth met your neck in open-mouthed kisses, your resistance crumbled and you let her crawl on top of you, but then suddenly, you shoved her so hard that Yeji lost her balance and fell off the bed.

Pain shot through her body, making her sober up in no time, but her attention immediately turned to you.

“What’s wrong baby? Did I hurt you?”

Yeji was afraid that she might have forced herself on you and reached out to apologize, but you flinched back from her touch for the first time in her lifetime.

“You of all people have to ask this question.”

You replied cynically and Yeji was genuinely confused. She couldn’t remember a time that she had ever hurt you physically.

“What do you mean?”

She asked confused, but now in hindsight, she wished that she hadn’t opened her mouth.

It was the start of a conversation that was bound to happen, but Yeji had still not been ready. She didn’t know that you were aware of the fact that she had been cheating. It felt like someone was physically reaching into her chest and ripping out her heart, when she realized that you had slowly been torn apart by the knowledge that she had been cheating on you.

But despite seeing you so broken in front of her, she was still too selfish to let you go, causing her to beg you for forgiveness. She had had the urge to go and explore the world on her own. Nevertheless, she had wanted to come back to you in the end. Seeing the wrath in your eyes made her realize that you were slipping through her fingers right now.

“Please don’t give up on me Y/N.”

Yeji begged you, but her plea only seemed to anger you even more.

“I wish, I had never met you.”

You spat out. Your words hurt more than anything Yeji had ever experienced. She loved you with her whole heart and being able to grow up with you, had been the biggest gift. Even if she had forgotten this for a while. But she was reminded now that she would rather be locked up for the rest of her life than to lose you.

The realization just came a little too late.

You shook your head and Yeji had to watch you disappear through the door while loud sobs shook her whole body. She slumped to the ground and pulled her legs up to her chest, in desperate need to feel less vulnerable. But her chest was ripped wide open and she couldn’t stop herself from bleeding out. She had not only lost the love of her life, but also scarred you forever.

Having no sense at all for space and time, Yeji kept lying there on the floor until the sun rose. You didn’t return all night, making it clear that it was over. Only when the loud noises of the other students sounded from outside, Yeji scrambled to her feet and shuffled to her own room with her head hanging low, not caring that everyone walking past her, stared like she was a ghost.

Her bed became her only shelter the following weeks, now that you were gone. Yeji only left her room to attend the classes that she had to and to try begging for your forgiveness. Although she had been a bad girlfriend the past months, she still knew your schedule. Not matter where you were, Yeji showed up. But you always managed to slip away. Causing her to get incredibly desperate. Yeji didn’t sleep or eat anymore. In return, her academic performance started suffering, because she didn’t put any effort into her classes at all.

Why should she? She would never be someone in her life, because she was a terrible person. People like her would reach their peak in college and then be damned for a life of insignificance.  

For a whole month, Yeji kept struggling, because you didn’t give her the chance to talk with you. Until she came back home from one of her classes one day and stepped on a piece of paper when she walked through the door. Confused she crouched down and picked up the paper. It was an envelope and Yeji didn’t need a second to realize that it was your handwriting that formed the word “Yeji” on the back.

Motionlessly, Yeji stared at the letter in her hand, feeling her heart slamming against her ribcage. Her hands started to shake as she looked at the curved characters. This was the first time that you reached out to her and she wasn’t sure if she wanted to know what you had to say. Slowly she walked to her bed, where she laid the letter beside her. For another 10 minutes, Yeji had to muster the courage to finally read what you had written.

Shakily she opened the envelope and unfolded the piece of paper. As soon as she had read the first words, tears started to roll down Yeji’s cheeks.

You were apologizing to her, although Yeji had burdened herself with so much guilt that you should never have to apologize to her ever again. As she was scanning the words, Yeji had to take several breaks, because her sight would get too blurry to be able to read. Your words were nothing but loving, but painful at the same time. It hurt to hear that Yeji had been holding you back from loving yourself. And your words held a certain finality. It was clear that you didn’t plan to come back to her.

You had intended to set her free with your words. And they probably would have if you weren’t the love of her life. Even if you were sure that Yeji wasn’t the one for you though, she knew that you were the only one for her. She was glad that you could finally be the best version of yourself, but at the same time Yeji also knew that she had squandered the chance of ever being truly happy again.

After having read your words over and over again, Yeji eventually folded the paper and put the letter into her bedside table. She laid on her back, staring at the ceiling, thinking about everything that led her to this point.

All this time, she had tried to find her purpose in life. You had always seemed to be the obstacle that stopped her from finding it. But now Yeji finally understood. Some people were meant to be successful businesspeople. Other were meant to lead whole nations. But not Yeji. She was supposed to be loving you. You needed to lose her to love yourself, but Yeji needed to lose you to understand that her place was next to you.

You had been kind enough to give her this place for free, but Yeji had forgotten to appreciate it over time. And now it was simply too late. Of course, she wanted to run back to you. But who was she to hinder your journey of self-love? Yeji wanted nothing more than for you to finally see yourself the way she did. Even if it meant that you could not get back together again. Because you couldn’t truly love yourself, if you returned to someone that didn’t know how to cherish you. Therefore, Yeji needed to step back to be able to give you the happy ending that you deserved. Even if it meant that she was all alone in the world now.

Without a purpose.

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Although it was hard for Yeji, she had stuck to her decision. The campus had been big enough and apart of some random encounters, the two of you had never seen each other again the rest of her college life. Yeji had continued to struggle through her classes and eventually graduated. However, despite generally enjoying her major, she had never managed to fill the hole that you had left behind. No matter with what or who she had tried to distract herself, it never felt quite right. But she learned to live with it and to move on.

After her graduation, she had moved to the big city and now five years later, she was just standing in the supermarket to buy some snacks and beverages for a little celebration, she had planned with her colleagues later because of her anniversary. Yeji loved her job and it helped her to fill the void that she felt every time she came into an empty apartment in the evening, only being able to imagine you waiting there for her.

Automatically Yeji’s mind drifted off to an alternate universe where the two of you would go grocery shopping together. A light smile graced her lips as she was trying to choose a snack and remembered how you always used to bicker about what to eat. Mindlessly, Yeji grabbed some mochis and turned around without taking in her surroundings. Suddenly, however, she ran into another person and let all her belongings fall to the floor.

“Oh my god, I’m so sorry. I was lost in thought.”

She stammered while crouching down to pick up her groceries.

“Y-Yeji?”

A familiar voice asked and Yeji whipped her head up in shock.

She looked directly into your beautiful eyes and her breath hitched in her throat.

“It is you!”

You exclaimed happily with a wide smile forming on your lips.

Yeji’s shock paralyzed her and she kept crouching in front of you, causing you to laugh.

“Don’t look at me like I’m a ghost.”

You chuckled and Yeji finally shook her head in hopes to get her brain to work again.

“Y/N... what a surprise.”

She mumbled, still in disbelief.

Her eyes automatically scanned your body. You somehow managed to look even more beautiful than the last time, she had seen you. Your hair was longer, and your body seemed to be well-trained. A feeling of pride started to fill Yeji. You seemed to be doing well. And judging by your natural behavior, you were also over her, opposing to herself.

“I hope, it’s a good surprise.”

You winked and Yeji started to blush.

You definitely had to stop being flirty. Even after seven years, Yeji was still fragile. You were and would always be her blind spot.

Seeing that you had managed to make her flustered, you giggled even more and decided to take the word again.

“So what have you been up to?”

You asked nonchalantly, but Yeji didn’t know an answer.

Missing you. Was the answer that came first to her mind, but she could hardly tell you that.

“Um... I’m working for an entertainment company just around the corner.”

Yeji, therefore, stuttered and you looked impressed.

“Wow, Yeji. That’s great! I’ve always known that you weren’t such a great singer for nothing.”

You smiled, making Yeji feel even weaker in her knees.

“And you? Are you living here?”

Yeji asked, not being able to hold back her curiosity.

“Yes! I worked abroad for a while after graduation, but now I came back and just accepted a job here.”

Yeji felt warmth spreading in her body. You were always supposed to be successful. Your charms could woo everyone, and you were incredibly smart on top of it all.

“I always knew that you were meant for greatness.”

She smiled proudly, and now it was you that was blushing.

“Really?”

You asked shyly and Yeji nodded eagerly.

“Of course! I know no one that is smarter or more talented than you.”

Yeji praised you and you shoved her shoulder playfully.

“Ya! Stop lying!”

You pouted, causing both of you to start laughing.

It felt just like the old times and Yeji couldn’t stop herself from checking you out over and over again. You were looking so pretty and the way you were talking with her almost made her think that you also had some feelings left for her.

“Y/N?”

A voice of a woman suddenly called your name and you turned your head around.

“I’m here!”

You responded and a beautiful woman rounded the corner.

Yeji’s eyes flickered from her to you and a sharp stinging pain shot through her heart.

How could she have been so foolish? Had she really expected you to stay single for seven years?

You flashed the woman a bright smile before turning back to Yeji again, wanting to introduce your companion. But Yeji couldn’t hear you calling her your girlfriend. Or even worse your wife. That was supposed to be her role.

“It was a pleasure meeting you again! I’d love to chat, but I need to run.”

Yeji said quickly, causing you to look at her perplexed, but she didn’t give you the chance to say anything.

Abruptly Yeji turned around and rushed to the checkout, despite not even having all the groceries that she had wanted to buy. But with her head she wasn’t even being in the supermarket anymore anyways. She imagined you with that woman living in a penthouse, residing above the city. At the end of a long day, you would come home to her and tell her about work. And after watching your favorite TV show while sharing some inside jokes, you probably went to bed with her every night.

Yeji clenched her purse tightly while waiting for the cashier to checkout her purchase.

“Yeji!”

Your loud voice suddenly ripped her out of her thoughts, and she turned her head to see you running in her direction.

“So after not seeing me for seven years, you just rush off like that without exchanging numbers or anything?”

You panted breathlessly while looking at her reproachfully.

“I-I...”

Yeji stuttered and your glare bored right through her.

“I can’t do it.”

She finally blurted out and confusion spread in your face.

“I wish I was able to hear you talk about your life. To learn how happy you are now and to ask you about the woman in your life. But I am not. I’m still the same selfish person that you left in college. I am sorry Y/N.”

Tears sprung to Yeji’s eyes and she quickly threw some money on the counter before sprinting out of the building, hearing you call her name behind her.

But Yeji didn’t stop. She had patched up her heart with fleeting things after you had left her and seeing you again, ripped all of her old wounds open. While tears ran down her cheeks, she drove to her apartment where she threw herself on her bed and cried until she had to get ready for her meetup with her friends.

One whole month, Yeji tried to forget you after your encounter. But only knowing that you were one of the million people living in this city with her, made her toss and turn every night. She even started to question her sanity when she began to see you in every person that looked roughly the same as you, causing her to run around the city like a frightened kid.

But then after a month, Yeji started to feel normal again. She kept telling herself that it was impossible to meet the same person by accident twice in this city. There were too many people living here. She started to fall back into her old daily routine again, only that she stopped frequenting her usual supermarket. The risk was simply too high that you would make this your place to go as well.

The weeks passed by and Yeji had almost forgotten about you. Except when she dreamed about being your wife at night. Or when she was haunted by her past, reliving the day that you had left her. Especially after those dreams, she felt like a corpse in the morning and was in desperate need for her morning coffee.

This morning was no different. She had jolted awake somewhen this night with a tearstained face and being completely breathless. Over and over again, Yeji saw your reproachful eyes in front of her until she decided to not go back to sleep again and to start working instead. Now she was in line of her favorite coffee shop, hoping that they had a secret weapon against a deathly sleep deficit.

Yeji had just paid the cashier when the sweet sound of a laugh made her turn to a statue.

This couldn’t be.

Carefully she turned her head to the side to be able to throw a glance over her shoulder. About five people behind her, Yeji could see a person with their back turned to her that looked like a spitting image of you.

“Stop being paranoid.”

Yeji mumbled under her breath, remembering all the other times the past two months that she had thought to see you walking on the street.

But suddenly the person turned around, causing Yeji to whip her head around in lightning speed.

It was you.

She had never been gladder about the crowdedness of the little coffee shop. You didn’t seem to have noticed her till now. With her head ducked low, she almost tiptoed to the counter where the orders were distributed. She needed her coffee, but under no circumstances could she talk with you again. With a sharp eye fixed on you, Yeji observed your every move while hiding behind some tall businessmen. To her luck, you didn’t wait right beside her for your order, but stood a little apart from her. But then the universe decided to tease her.

“YEJI!”

The barista suddenly yelled over the crowd to catch the attention of the owner of the order, and Yeji flinched in surprise. She pushed to the front to get her coffee, but in the corner of her eye she could see that the barista hadn’t only caught her attention. Another pair of eyes shot to the front and eventually settled on her figure. Yeji gulped thickly before turning around after she had grabbed her coffee. She could feel your gaze on her, but with shaky steps she made her way to the exit.

But just when she was out of the crowd, a hand grabbed her wrist and forcefully held her back. In surprise, Yeji ripped her head around and was met by your stern look.

“So will you forever run away from me now?”

You asked upset and Yeji felt like she was shrinking underneath your gaze.

When she didn’t answer you huffed annoyed before pulling her out of the coffee shop.

“Seriously, Yeji, what is wrong with you? What happened to the girl, I knew? We were inseparable.”

Your voice grew louder with every word and tears started pooling in Yeji’s eyes.

“I’m sorry.”

Yeji eventually mumbled while her eyes couldn’t hold back her tears anymore, making them run down her cheeks.

You suddenly fell silent and looked at her in shock.

“Yeji...”

You gasped, causing Yeji to try hiding her tears by turning away her face.

But then she could feel a gentle force pressing her head to the front until it was resting against your chest. Your familiar scent streamed into her nose and Yeji felt thrown back into the past and she reflexively bunched up fistfuls of your shirt to pull you closer. Your arms tightly wrapped around her body and you started whispering calming words into her ear.

“I’m so sorry.”

Yeji repeated over and over again, not caring that she was having a breakdown in the middle of the city and that she actually had to go to work. Her tears fell without cease and you didn’t seem to be in a rush to leave her, making Yeji get lost in your embrace. Only when another person disrupted them, Yeji came back to her senses.

“Y/N?”

A familiar voice called insecurely and Yeji abruptly pulled away.

It was the woman from the grocery store who was standing behind you with a confused expression and two coffees in her hands.

“I-I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to crash your date.”

Yeji stuttered embarrassed, starting to walk backwards, but once again you grabbed her wrist.

“Don’t apologize, you didn’t. May I introduce you to Lia. My coworker.”

You clarified and Yeji looked at you with an O-shaped mouth.

“Coworker?”

She asked puzzled, flickering her gaze between the two of you.

“Yeah. Coworker.”

You affirmed, trying hard to bite back a laugh.

Yeji felt even more humiliated now and a bright blush spread on her cheeks.

“Lia why don’t you go ahead? I will join you for our 10 o’clock meeting, but I think, I have to sort some things out first.”

You smiled at your coworker before glancing at Yeji from the side. Lia agreed instantly before quickly saying her goodbyes and leaving.

“What do you say? Do you have some time to chat for a bit?”

You turned your word to her again and Yeji nodded sheepishly.

Together you walked into the coffee shop again, getting ahold of a small table in the corner.

Nervously Yeji shifted in her seat, avoiding your gaze, but your eyes were focused on her while you were taking little sips out of your cup.

“Have you ever wished that we would have ended up differently?”

You asked eventually and Yeji took a nervous glance at you, before looking everywhere in the room but at you.

“Every day. I hate that I hurt you.”

She sighted honestly and you stayed quiet for a while.

“Would you do it again?”

Your question caught Yeji off guard and she looked at you in confusion.

“The last time we have seen each other, you said that you were still the same selfish person. So would you cheat on me again?”

You continued, but this time Yeji didn’t have to think about her answer.

“No of course not.”

She responded without hesitation.

“I regretted it immediately after I had done it. But I knew that regret couldn’t make up for what I had done. So I sought refuge in alcohol, but then I only fell further.  But I’ve learned from my mistakes and I don’t really do that whole dating thing anymore.”

Yeji stated, hoping to make you feel better, but when she looked at you, you had a disappointed expression.

“That’s a shame. You had been the perfect girlfriend.”

Yeji blushed because of your statement, but at the same time her heart ached. Maybe the two of you would have went through some hardships if she hadn’t cheated on you, but Yeji was pretty sure that you still would be dating.

“But I get you. The dating thing hasn’t really worked for me either since then.”

You added, causing regret to fill Yeji’s heart.

“Because you couldn’t trust anyone anymore after what I had done?”

She asked sadly, but you shook your head.

“No... because no one could compare to you.”

You explained hesitantly before looking directly into Yeji’s eyes as if you wanted to see her reaction.

But Yeji was absolutely speechless. After everything she had done to you?

“Y/N... how can you say that? You deserve so much better...”

Yeji breathed as tears started to spring to her eyes again.

“You don’t have to worry about me anymore, Yeji. I know now what I’m worth. And I know that I deserve to be happy. But that won’t be possible if I keep fighting against what my heart tells me.”

You replied determined as if you had already made up your mind about this.

“Would you even be able to trust me again?”

Yeji wondered, because she was aware that forgiving something like she had done, was one thing. But truly getting over it was another.

“I don’t know. But I would be willing to try. I am tired of being alone, Yeji.”

You huffed and Yeji looked at you, being afflicted with an inner conflict.

On the one hand, this was all she had dreamt about. You were the love of her life after all and she wanted nothing more than to be by your side forever. But on the other hand, you also deserved someone better.

When you saw her hesitation, you nodded your head before suddenly grabbing a napkin and writing something on it.

“How about you think about it until this evening? If you think we can work this out, come to my place for dinner. That’s my address.”

You said before sliding over the napkin and standing up.

“I won’t be mad, if you don’t show up. But I think we shouldn’t see each other again, if you don’t want to be with me. Goodbye Yeji.”

You quickly kissed the crown of her head before walking out of the coffee shop, leaving Yeji behind speechless.

She looked at the napkin in her hand. There was truly an address written on it.

Now it was her decision.

Knowing that she wouldn’t be able to concentrate anyways, Yeji called in sick at work and slowly made her way back to her apartment, where she plopped down on the couch. She kept sitting there the whole day, blankly staring ahead and thinking about her options.

If she refused your invitation, she would live a life in loneliness. She was sure of that. But even worse, she could probably damn you to a life of loneliness as well. Had you truly not managed to get over her after all this time?

Yeji thought back about the two of you sitting in the coffee shop. Your eyes had always been on her. And they held the same sincerity and love that they had held all those years ago. Maybe she couldn’t make you stop loving her, but she could try to make you the happiest for the rest of your life.

Finally knowing what she had to do, Yeji grabbed her jacket and called a taxi to bring her to your apartment. With her heart beating twice as fast as usual, she rode the elevator to your floor and only realized when she was standing in front of your door that she had come emptyhanded.

Silently cursing herself, Yeji knocked three times and after only a few seconds, you swung open the door. She could see how relief washed over you the second that you saw her and Yeji was glad that you didn’t regret your offer yet.

“I’m sorry for coming emptyhanded.”

Yeji chuckled sheepishly, but you didn’t seem to care.

Instead, you almost jumped into her arms and wrapped your arms tightly around her neck.

“Thank you for coming.”

You whispered into her ear and a smile formed on Yeji’s lips.

When you pulled back, you started blushing lightly and shyly looked to the floor.

“Sorry. Come in.”

You gestured her to come inside and guided her to the kitchen where several pans where standing on the stove.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t really know if and when you would come, so the food is not quite ready.”

You scratched your neck sheepishly, but Yeji quickly squeezed your hand encouragingly.

“That’s fine. We can finish it up together.”

She smiled and you reciprocated the gesture.

You went to the stove to stir the food, while Yeji started preparing the salad. There was laying a little awkwardness between the two of you because none of you spoke anything, so Yeji decided to break the silence.

“So how was work?”

She asked and you sighted.

“Don’t even ask. I had this meeting with my boss today. And he’s the most annoying person on earth.”

You started telling her about your day and Yeji glanced at you from the side.

You were gesturing wildly as you were complaining about your boss and Yeji started to smile to herself.

She had missed this.

She had missed you.

There was a lot the two of you had to figure out. But Yeji knew that she would never be the reason again that the two of you had to be apart. The universe had made the two of you cross paths, not once, but three times. She was ready to fulfill her purpose now.

She would love you until her last breath.

“What?”

You chuckled when you realized that Yeji was staring at you, but she still couldn’t avert her gaze,

“Nothing. I’m just glad, I’m here.”

Yeji admitted sheepishly and you reached over to interlace your fingers.

When you’d said that you’d take Yeji on a date, she hadn’t been expecting you to bring her to an arcade, but she was glad you did. She was used to the more traditional date spots of cafes and restaurants, but when you led her inside the giant building, she could feel herself beginning to get excited. It seemed like it had been forever since the last time she’d been in an arcade, and all the blinking games and the loud music made her feel like a kid again. Within no time at all, she was the one dragging you around, insisting the two of you play every game in the arcade, just to see how good she was at it. You were just as excited as she was, beaming widely whenever she grabbed your hand to tug you off somewhere else, proud of your choice.

It wasn’t until a little bit later in the game that something in the corner caught your eye, and you stopped, tugging on your girlfriend’s hand. “Hey, they have laser tag here!”

Yeji stopped and looked back at you, eyes wide. “Laser tag?”

“Yeah! Don’t tell me you’ve never played laser tag, babe,” you said, and she grinned, shaking her head.

“Of course I’ve played laser tag, it’s just been forever. I bet I could still kick your butt, though.”

“Oh yeah? Is that a challenge?”

“It is. You wanna play?” Yeji was grinning widely, competitive fire in her eyes, and you laughed, crossing your arms.

“Let’s do it. Loser pays for dinner?”

“You’ve got yourself a deal.”

There were plenty of people playing, so it was easy to split between two of the three teams. As she put on her gear, you stuck out your tongue at her, playfully pointing your laser gun at her and making her laugh, shaking her head. You were so cute that she almost didn’t want to compete against you, but a competitive fire was still inside her and she was determined to win.

The course was huge, much bigger than any other course she’d ever been inside, and as the overhead lights flickered off and the neon lights lit up, she took a deep breath and tightened her vest. People began to move, and she crouched down, squinting as she adjusted herself to the new light. She was going to win this.

It didn’t take her very long to find you. You’d been wearing white, so you glowed in the light, making her laugh a bit as she slipped behind the wall where you were hiding. You heard her and spun around, but before you could shoot her, she grabbed your hand and pulled you down. Her eyes had now adjusted to the dark lights and she could see your wide eyes and the smile playing on your lips. Even in the dark lighting, you were beautiful, and her mouth went dry for a moment as the sounds of laser warfare echoed from around the two of you.

“How can you look so pretty in neon lights,” she whispered, making you giggle and hit your arm.

“I thought we were playing a game, not being cheesy. Is this your strategy?”

“Nope, it’s true.” She grinned and reached over to tug on your shirt. “It was easy to find you with this on, though.”

“Yeah, I didn’t think my shirt choice through.”

“But it looks good on you, so it doesn’t matter.”

Even in the dark, the flush on your cheeks was evident. “Shh, stop being so cheesy! Someone’s going to hear us!” As you spoke, you were smiling, and she knew you weren’t mad, so she just grinned and leaned in to plant a kiss on your cheek.

“Hey, (Y/N)?”

“What?” Your eyes were wide, surprised from the kiss, and she cleared her throat.

“I love you.” Finally saying those words made her heart jump around a bit, but the smile that spread across your face made it totally worth it, especially when you leaned in to give her a quick kiss.

“I love you too.” As you pulled away, Yeji heard a sound from behind her and quickly spun around, raising her laser gun as a member of the third team came around the corner. Their vest buzzed as her laser found its mark, but as she turned around to look at you again, her vest buzzed and you gave her a cheeky grin, winking. “A game’s a game, babe.”

“Why, you.” She put down her gun and playfully pointed her fingers from her eyes to yours. “It’s on. This is war.”

“Come and get me then, babe.”

“You’d better be ready!”

The game ended much too soon, with your team in the lead and Yeji’s team in second place by 3 points. Grinning, you put away your vest and skipped over to her. “So, what’s for dinner?”

“You don’t play fair, you know that?” She put away her own vest and sighed, but there was still a smile on her lips as she turned to look at you with crossed arms. “You’ll be lucky if I don’t just get you top ramen from the store. I’m annoyed with you.”

With a laugh, you tugged on her arms until you were able to grab her hands, swinging them with affection in your eyes. As much as she’d wanted to win, she didn’t mind paying for dinner, as long as she got to see you smile like this. “Don’t lie, you love me.”