#yearning!

Okay I’m on my hands and knees here. right now I am obsessed with this trope?? concept??? of terrible man suffering because the one he loves was hurt by him and could never love him back. So if anyone has like. Recommendations for stuff like that. gimme. If you think you have read or written something with this vibe climb into my replies right now I’m NOT kidding!!!

I fear I am the world’s most reluctant aroace. Women..,….,,.,.. ;-; I am sapphic in theory but apparently not in practice

i thought that after i could see you in person and you wouldn’t be so perfect and airbrushed anymore i would feel less blessed by your attention, but if i walk anywhere in london i can feel your hand in mine and my city is now yours. it constantly bothers me that everywhere that i go always gets redefined by the people i’ve loved there; your stupid face and your stupid haircut and your stupid jokes, and i can’t remember where exactly on the platform i said goodbye to you but i tried to stand where i stood (even though it’s out of my way) because i can taste you on my tongue. maybe i take it to school every single day but i guess that now you’ve kissed me extra hard as it pulls into the station, the jubilee line is yours.

i want to ruin you and then i want to swaddle you in a blanket and cuddle you to sleep

I need a person to listen to my autism rants and be ok with the fact I have zero spacial awareness and nothing will ever be where they left it bc yes I did knock it over shut up you saw NOTHING

Cool kids listen to Achilles come down on loop