#year 1

it was worse than paper 1 *sigh*

i wasn't very sure about most of the 4 mark questions and one in particular was phantom limb pain which i came across in the pyqs but didnt spend too much time trying to understand cause it was a pain in the ass

i'm js glad its over

Dear Diary,

No time to write tonight.  We’re presenting our science project on Thursday, so I need to work on that.  I’ve got a math test on Thursday as well, and a Social Studies test on Friday.  Do they like, coordinate these or what?

We’ll talk tomorrow.

Dear Diary,

I caved and told Lotta and Dorian about what happened with Feste the other day.  Maybe I shouldn’t have, but I just couldn’t stop thinking about it, y’know?  Both of them were really creeped out by that.  Lotta suggested that he could be making things up, so she’s gonna research those teachers he mentioned to see if they really existed.  Dorian suggested I stay away from Feste, ‘cuz he could be dangerous.  Like actually?

Well, it’s hard to trust Dorian about this kinda stuff ‘cuz y’know, that shadow thing that he keeps lying to me about.

God, I sound crazy.

He’s probably right though.  Finn didn’t like Feste either, and Finn is really nice, so Feste’s probably actually not a good guy.  But that room he showed me was real.  How do you explain that?

Ugh, whatever.  I need to catch up on my homework anyway.

was not sure about the diagnosis of an essay and i didnt know the diagram they asked me to draw...like i wanted to revise that last min but i didn't make time for it

i had too much time left over cause it went pretty badly but i had given up entirely by the point i got to the exam hall so i was not crying in the hall this time

which is not good at all

Dear Diary,

I needed a break, so today was me in the dorm all day, binge watching reality TV.  I think most people like going out and spending time with their friends on their day off, so I actually had full control of the TV for the entire day.  It was nice. 

I’ve been so stressed lately, maybe I should take a little more time to just do nothing.

Yeah, I think I’ll do that.

I managed my time poorly.

The mcqs were a bit difficult for me and most of the 4 mark questions were the ones I wanted to but didn't get time to revise in the morning.

I felt horrible about myself while writing this cause it was easy actually but I couldn't remember everything I wanted to write.

The worst part is that I tried like I really really tried.

It was easy for everyone and they all seem to be happy about it but I was on the verge of tears in the exam hall.