#yeah !

heyyy 🔥 this is all too late since its been on hiatus for a While but i dont forsee myself continuing the card doth protest too much for at the very least a Long time. i still love my adrulesshipping but irl stuff has been a fucking menace between multiple family deaths and terminal illness diagnoses, The Homelessness, all while im still getting a new job + i need to finish college and work on my accounting license within the next couple years. and even with that out of the equation multiple people have genuinely told me to off myself / they hope i die in gruesome ways for liking flowery in the new chap + i have been made fun of for adrulesshipping stuff and while i tryyy not to let it get to me being told im a fake tenna fan in passing one too many times nags at me when i am already going through torture and also have been in near suicidal spirals at least 5 times over the past year and almost sent myself to the psych ward out of sheer distress for my health. i am oversharing probs but i felt it was worth the mention since a lotta you were here bc of that. i still <3 adrulesshipping and i want to talk abt it i just am in the horrors too much to Write i think

worst part of moving out of your childhood house is that when you're upset and you say you want to go home, the bed that you imagined isn't there anymore