Jul 14
You are loved and cared for
thank you :') this made me smile.
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You are loved and cared for
thank you :') this made me smile.
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It's okay that your guys trinket broke! You can allways keep the pieces and glue them back together when you have the energy to.
Besides, to be loved is to experience all of what life has right :]
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🥺 thank you. ill get some e6000 and gold paint or something... i put it away in the drawer with all my other fragile mementos. it helps seeing them all still together.
It really does seem like so many abled folks, or even fellow disabled folks who can't relate to someone else's disability, really just are incapable of extending grace and kindness.
Your post reminded me of my friend who has really terrible chronic migraines, so bad that she missed a lot of school and was unable to graduate as a result, I remember everyone always made a big deal about it when she did show up to school. A lot of the time when we plan to get together she has to cancel on me and the way she thanks me so profusely for always being so nice about her 'being flaky' as she puts it breaks my heart, she's so used to being berated and chastised for cancelling because of her migraines that me telling her that we can always reschedule and that I'd rather her stay home and rest than make herself miserable forcing herself to spend time with me is outlandish to her. But I get it because I also feel this constant need to be sorry to my partner that we don't go out and do things almost ever because I don't feel well enough to very often due to my own disabilities, logically I know I shouldn't need to apologize for being disabled, but the way I've been treated about it my whole life tells me otherwise.
Anyway sorry for the tangent, and I'm sorry the people in your life have been so unforgiving, you deserve so much grace and understanding and it makes me angry that you haven't received it.
🥺 this is so kind. thank you. i really relate to your friend. i cant even describe how humiliating it feels to finally be able to show up somewhere and have people single you out for it, turning it into a joke or other criticism. as much as i dont want anyone else to be treated that way, it's good to know it isn't just me. some people really do just fucking suck ass. and sometimes that's most people. ugh.
i am very grateful to kind people like you in this world, and i hope the guilt you feel lessens over time. i can feel mine slowly lifting, especially within the past few weeks. it feels good to not have as much of my brain occupied by critical thoughts. i want everyone to experience freedom from that if they struggle with it too, even if it isn't all at once (probably isn't for 99.9% of us really).
I am once again saying Cats Upon You
AWWW OMG THEY'RE ALL SO PRECIOUS AND BEAUTIFUL
watched jjk s3 recently. love your kirara pfp! :)
tysm!! isn't it so good??? i cant wait for more eps to come out. and kirara is just. gender goals. 10/10 character design.
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I just wanna say we see how much you're struggling, it sounds like the psychiatric system is putting you through the wringer, over and over and over again, and I know how beyond awful and terrorizing that can be. I really hope you can get some rest and safety soon
(PS. Especially as someone who, some of our alters do have BPD, we know how shitty it can be as a weaponized diagnosis. It's one thing if someone knows they have it from their own knowledge, but so often it really is used as an even more medicalized way to call people hysterical. I hope you can get your CPTSD properly recognized!!!)
thank you. i like. used to really identify with the diagnostic label. and i still fit it. but. the framing is just all wrong to me. i experience those things yes but not for why they think.
they see how i am and decide its cause before i even have a chance to tell them anything. so anything i say falls on ears that have already made up their mind, even when they don't realize that they have. it's infuriating at this point and has been for a while.
i hope i find a doctor who understands i can fit the diagnostic criteria but only find the most recent complex trauma theories helpful. that'd be cool. but like u know they're hard to find >_< i'll try to have faith still. (thank you to the few disability justice oriented trauma professionals and researchers in the world for Existing At All)
Been following for a while, haven't said much. But I'm disabled + trauma and it's nice to hear from someone who's also disabled + trauma and see how over the past year you've been able to do things like get your cat, get your wheelchair, etc. I know it sucks and I wish it was easier for you. But also every time I see your posts about, like, going out in your wheelchair, getting your tattoo, hanging out with your cat, I get to remember that there are always ways that we can make life nicer for ourselves even when it's so hard.
I worry that I'm not saying the right things or won't be taken the right way but yeah. I like hearing what you have to say and I hope you keep sharing it with us.
oh aw 🥺 thank you so much. this really means a lot. you didnt say anything wrong at all. it was exactly what i needed to hear :')
just wanted to say good luck in weaning off effexor if you choose to! that shit was Fucking Evil for me too and caused one of the worst withdrawals I've ever been through tbh goddamn
ty!! i do want to at some point in my life bc otherwise i'll be on this shit forever and who knows what That does.
i swear in 20 years we're all gonna be part of some massive class action lawsuit because of the neurochemical imbalance hypothesis causing doctors to overprescribe psych medications bringing unnecessary risks to patients and doing us harm from side effects (esp permanent ones), dependence/withdrawal, overdosing (like putting a patient on too high of a dose), and whatever crazy ass shit being on psych meds for decades does to your overall health.