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You curse to your breath, you hate how weak you are. "This is too dangerous, I can't let you-" you tried to push him away, acting all tough. "Don't worry Leon," you tried convincing the man but he was oddly persistent.

The party music became muffled as if the two of you only matters. As far from your memory can reach, you think it's master of none by beach house. "Miss, it would be unkind to leave you.. Like this," Leon looked at you once more.

You couldn't remember how much time passed since you are separated from your friends. Blinking doesn't even help either, stupid headache. "I have to go home," you murmured with trying to stand up from the cold floor.

"Home? I can call a cab," his voice was soft and it didn't take much time until you let him help you. "I just want to get out of here," a furrow from your brow that it feels ironic that you trust a stranger. So much help from your friends I guess.

Leon didn't say a word and took your hand out from the place. The cold breeze welcomed you making you hug yourself. "Woah," a soft sound came from your lips with a chuckle behind your back. "You still haven't told me your name, I told mine earlier," Leon said as he keep looking an eye for you.

You stated your name and Leon nod, "cute name, so um.. You don't look like a party person. Did you got lost?" he continued the conversation. As promised, he keep looking at the streets for a near cab.

You wanted to answer properly but it was still difficult, you could only manage to say broken words, "um, no," a pause came trying to calm your senses, "friends, invited me."

That was all Leon needed to know, "uh-huh, so much for them. All this trouble," he mumbled, trying to not too disappointed.

It took seconds, then minutes until Leon decided to take his phone and type something. You turned and noticed this making you question what he's going to do but Leon already guess you'll be skeptical, "relax, I'll just book you a taxi. It's scary to go out like this. What's your address?"

Is it really the right choice to trust him? At this point your desperation makes you do much things, "here," you typed to your address making Leon unexpectedly know where you live. "Don't stalk me okay?" you couldn't help but to be pouty but it was cute for Leon, "don't worry, I just want to make sure you are okay. I'm.." Leon wanted to tell the truth on his job but hesitation came to his lips, "... Just a concerned person, it would be on my guilt if I let you pass out from earlier."

Your eyes met him, "...yeah um, thanks" your smile makes Leon feel a little bit of relief. "You smile? I thought you already feeling headaches?" Leon couldn't help but to tease making you banter back, "what? I'm just.."

Leon raise a brow making you quickly defended yourself, "no! No! I'm not drunk! I'm just! Argh.. Forget it," you didn't expect Leon would laugh.

"why do you have to explain? It's not like I'm.. In police or something," he mumbled that part and he thanks his lucky stars that you didn't caught that slipped part

You wanted to reply back, you wanted to say he would look like a good police officer if he was until the car lights blined the road. "Looks like home sweet home," his voice made a lower octave and open the car door, "take care." You looked at Leon before going inside, it feels like odd but at least you are going home. The car door click and the tinted black window hinders of you waving good bye to Leon.

ok so if i havent been obnoxiously annoying about it enough or ur new here and didnt know (idk how bc im so annoying and im so sorry abt it but i spent years of school and too much money on unfortunately a College Degree (fuck america) to not talk abt it) — i unfortunately am a full time,,,,,,,adult....which means i do have a Full Time Job (yack) and am a nurse that works 12 hr night shifts...hence why i am so extremely chronically awful at texting ppl back (my moots know this i apologize to u) but that's still not an excuse..i just also am shy and get digital fatigue after being on any platform for more than like 2 solid business minutes so i really am just like a sucky human being honestly sometimes LOLLL anywayssssss...i basically had to work december 23rd, 24th, 25th, and 26th which kinda sucked bc i do celebrate christmas but it's okay bc it's my second year working christmas so it didnt really affect me...

but the kicker is that right after my four shifts i skipped sleep and hopped on a train and went straight to a rave for a weekend in a different city (bc while i am a Full Grown Adult ... i also tend to have true degenerate hobbies and am an edm junkie at the same time whoops) and proceed to partake in not so good activities for myself all weekend long (it was a two night rave) whoops so anyways then i was pretty much bedridden for two days after that.....literally couldnt move my limbs and lost my voice and was hungover as shit...

then i saw a broadway show!!!! and saw darren criss!!! IN THE FLESSHHHHH LIKE MR BLAINE WARBLERRRRR...if ur an og u know how meaningful this is to me bc i freaking am a sucker for glee..glee is my guilty pleasure and i think ive watched the show a million times through :33

anyways i overworked myself for four shifts then died then went to the the rave and died and saw darren criss and died and went to a few birthday dinners and died some more all within my four days off from work and then worked ANOTHER shift for freaking new years eve which i wasnt too upset abt bc i dont usually go out for new years eve anyways and i Heart my coworkers so it was alright !

BUT ANYWAYS. now i am here and just got back from hanging out with my friends and binging the entirety of part 2 and the finale of stranger things so if anyone wants to yap with me abt that...im HERE!

for 2026 i wanna LOCK IN !!! on this blog and be more active and reach out more to my moots and make more friends bc i promise im friendly i just suck at talking and am an Introvert. but first think i wanna kinda revamp my blog a bit and ALSOOO kinda wanna revamp my old fics...like the ones i posted from like yearrrssssss ago and even the ones from last year maybe so i'll probably start by tackling that..otherwise!!! more works coming soon i promise..im working on finding my writing inspo and groove again :3

also i think i wanna do the lil '2025 wrapped' thing i see other writers doing bc i think it's cute and im Inspired to say the least...so maybe that will be coming soon! anywhoozers...if u read this entire thing and made it all the way...i really really really appreciate you and ty for sticking through the year with me and being here with me in the beginning of 2026 <33333