Hey look, a XiaCheng doodle. So like I've been struggling a lot with art and energy and sleep lately. I have determined that, after a very short and irregular run, it is for the best that I just not continue doing Kind-of-Daily Yang Chengs. Which I figured would happen even faster than it did tbh lol. Tragically, I started it right at the tail end of a long streak of inspiration, motivation and enjoyment drawing for hours on end every day... but I am not clairvoyant and did not know at the time that the streak was just about to end. Alas, I now struggle immensely to actually draw anything at all. I keep starting things and not finishing them, or doodling something and being like "k yeah that's enough *deletes drawing*." So um. Yeah.
I'm still gonna draw Yang Cheng cuz he's my pookie, but I'm just not gonna try to stick to any sort of schedule and do things the normal way again. And I am also still trying to draw XiaCheng stuff because no one is feeding me so I have to make my own food. The only problem is that cooking is a pain in the ass and I'm not good at it!!! I be doin' my best. Also still working on fanfics that are taking ages to write because I hate myself and can't plan fics without them becoming novels teehee. 🫶