#xani-rambles

I’m not even finna fake it—last time I was on active was last year, (I think around thanksgiving break not sure), and I was talking all types of shit like “updates soon” but then life started life-ing BAD. Like frfr your girl fell into one of them annual depressive moods and I been feeling like SHIT. Plus so much other stuff going on in real life (yes even the Epstein files mess and just… everything iykyk) and I kinda spiraled and disappeared.

And I feel so guilty because I know I’m allowed to take time for myself, but at the same time a part of me always remembers that my stories are somebody’s little paradise. Like a break, an escape, something to look forward to when their life is heavy too. And the fact y’all been so patient and sweet?? I genuinely don’t deserve it 😭💔

Like deadass, I missed y’all more than I realized. Reading/writing has always been my little escape too, and I finally remembered I can come back to it instead of just drowning and going silent.

So I’m not gonna make big promises like “I’ll never disappear again” because I don’t wanna lie to y’all, but I can promise I’m not abandoning my books. Godly Things is still my BABY. Telemachus is still my BABY. All of it is still mine and still yours.

Also—good news: I’m off Monday (02/16), no work, and I did my homework early so I can sit my ass down and upload if it’s the last thing I do 😭💀

Thank y'all for missing me, for being kind, and not being weird or demanding even when my ass bascially abandoned y'all. I love y’all fr, manifesting to become a billionare to bless all my babys with weekly rotisserie allowence 🫶🏾💗 okok lemme go to sleep so I can get up frfr and not get caught up scrolling😭😭❤️ 

**Please note that this blog is intended for audiences aged 18 years and above, minors DNI. Here, you'll find a mix of both safe-for-work (SFW), not safe-for-work (NSFW), and dark content.

And just a friendly reminder, if you prefer not to see certain types of content or are under 18, it's best not to proceed further. While I cannot fully control who accesses my work, if you so happen to be a minor who ignores this warning, and honestly, can't shame 'cuz I did the same when I was younger💀 I encourage you to read at your own discretion.

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NOTE: I do NOT have a set writing-schedule! This is just a space for me to dump my self-insert writings, but feel free to ask questions/leave comments, they make my day 😊❤️❤️.... (though if you want something specifically done/requested faster, you can support me on my ko-fi.)

Also, I will NOT be responding to malicious Anonymous/Anon asks or posts; if you do, you will receive 1 reminder of this before getting ignored. It's nothing personal—I just prefer to respond to someone whose intentions are to criticism/expect me to change to their desires. If you have genuine questions, thoughts, or feedback, please reach out so we can have a real conversation, as well as get your questions fully answered and see more about what my mind is coming up with!

Hey, just wanted to put it out there, I’m poc—specifically black American—so a few times my lingo/way I see the world I live will be portrayed in a few works. Everything won’t be sexy time or just dreamless chaos, I like to worldbuild and get into the uncomfortable situations/topics, so if that’s not for you, or you can’t handle me sometimes creating male-inserts/non-binary or an array of characters with unique personalities/sexual orientations, then my works are DEFINITELY not for you. Also, please understand that anything I write is solely for my enjoyment—if anything, you guys are just tagging along witnessing my delusions come to life in real-time; if you don’t like what I create, scram and make your own…like I did 😁

P.S. The quickest and swiftest way to get blocked is by telling me what I need to do in my writing(s)... like, be for real 😐

Also, and I can't possibly stress this enough, please refrain from stealing/plagiarizing ANY of my works! I am passionate about sharing my creations on this platform, but I must emphasize that I am the sole legal owner and author of any of my works posted. Any unauthorized use or plagiarism of my work will result in immediate takedown and legal action taken. Respect for copyright is essential to maintain the integrity of my original storyline and the characters within, and if not, I have zero-problems with taking them down indefinitely! Enjoy~😊