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can u draw thorax
boys will be bugs
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Hey so uh please stop telling people your allergic to something when you just don't like it.
This sponsored by my ER visit and Epi Pen stabbing.
Eugh, major downside of being on nights is that I absolutely do not have any creative energy left. Even during my waking hours at home, I have ended up just vegging on the couch with my cat. Being on a nocturnal schedule just zombifies me pretty thoroughly on that front.
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desperate for attention but i don't think anyone likes me
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So, i think ive done a whine or two on here before about how this year has been at work? Four rounds of layoffs? Absolutely shredding my sleep schedule and ability to focus? Real fun time to be a contractor for the american government, lads. But that's behind us now, ceo says that if there are any more layoffs, they probably wouldn't be until the new year. We're good, right?
We got news that we're probably going to start furloughs in november, which for us is just involuntary leave without pay, no back pay afterwards. In what I'm sure is a complete coincidence, I'm doing really darn good at this very moment on my second almost-all-nighter in a row.
Which is to say, one, i have inbox questions I'm behind on, I haven't forgotten them, i just need to gather information and words and that's a Lot right now. And two, I'm probably going to be doing some flailing soon about creative activities where i might be able to Complete Thing in relatively short order to try to reset my brain.
This has been a frustratingly consistent year of 'as soon as I get a little breathing room i can practice self care with hobbies,' and i don't know how on earth I'm still awake right now. I'm at the point where would honestly be almost nice if work pulled the trigger and put me out of my misery for a week or two, if i could be sure that would be it
In summary,
Hmmm. Contemplating what to... do with myself. I have three bookbinding objectives that are on a deadline now, which are priority number one (i keep getting sick and hurting my hands lmaooooooo), and I'm currently doing the work scramble to find 50% staffing for next month, which drains me so fucking bad. But I can already feel myself getting antsy for creative activities and the answer is NOT TO GET A NEW HOBBY, THAT IS THE DEVIL TALKING
Spreadsheet play time - yes it counts. but once i finish working up my webnovel tracker, I'll be out of obvious things to do here, and I'm getting close
Oil painting - upside: currently in a class. downside: still don't know what I'm doing. but if i buy linseed oil maybe i can decrease time between layers
Acrylic painting - this would be smart. I have my current wip out and everything. But I've been too tired to sit at a desk and focus
Cross stitch - would also be smart. I restarted my ancient wip and transcribed a major color into excel, i need to NOT lose momentum for a decade this time
Fanfic - I have multiple wips! But i can't focus :(
Art - Same problem but worse
Editing project - this actually does call to me. But i know what a nightmare time sink and rsi bait it is
Straw marquetry - the wip is bigggg and hardddddd :((((
Quilting - in work jail
Crochet blanket - also work jail plus it's too hot to weave in all those loose ends
Tatting/embroidery/bobbin lace/hairwork/gallery glass - I'd be starting from scratch, which isn't ideal
Painting another room - pushing the limits on what's creative rather than a chore
Reupholstery - have to source a basic tiny armchair i don't mind maybe killing first. Last time i tried this i got a tiny armchair i want to live, so that's not suitable yet
Summary: fanfiction and cross-stitch are probably the most sensible. Crochet is close to a dopamine injection finished object. Acrylic painting is also probably smart in the short term. But i have to finish some other things first and everything but the cross-stitch probably won't click until I secure work
nothing worse than waking up, for SOME REASON thinking "aw man it has to be right before my alarm goes off" (aka ~5am) and then realizing that not only is it not time to get up yet (it is midnight and i have been asleep for maybe 90 minutes) but that my body has now entered Travel Anxiety Mode and refuses to go back to sleep