#writtingletters

Im 22 years old and I live in the United States. country doesn’t bother me, you could live in the States or Europe or any where! if anyone is interested i’m so down for that!

This is something that I have never even spoken about out loud, so for me to write this out is pretty big step for me. I don’t even know how to say it really. I have come to the realization that I am bi. After years of constant confusion and fear I am finally able to come to this understanding. My whole life my family has made ridiculed me about why a I’ve never had a boyfriend and constantly accused me of being a lesbian. Of course I always just shrugged it off because I thought that I really did just like boys. I slowly but surely have come to terms and stoped trying to surpress my feeling. It’s taken a while to understand that this is who I am and no one should make be feel that i should have to hide it. And now that I’ve finally said something I feel so much more like my self. Now the only thing left to do is actually come out. I honestly think that I won’t really have come out to my friends but I have no idea how to tell my family. I just want them to be okay with it. I just want to be able to say it and move on. It’s not like it’s going to change who I am, it’s who I’ve always been. I don’t have the slightest clue of what to do.

I’m k.shark. The k stands for the first letter of my first name and shark is an inside joke only people close to me will understand. I’m hoping to use this as my pen name on here to conceal my identity, for at least a little while anyhow. I’ve never really had the chance to express my through writing even though I’ve always been fairly good at it. I don’t have a clue where to start! I’m 19 and I live in Kansas. I’ve lived in a small town in Kansas my whole life and I pray that I won’t stay here for he rest of my life. I am a cosmetology student and am absolutely ready to be done with school. As of right now all I do is go to school five days a week and work at a grocery store the other two days. So yeah my life seems pretty fun doesn’t it? And yes I know, I have horrible grammar and punctuation no need to remind me of it. I try my best. So yeah that’s all I have at the moment. I swear I’ll try to keep havhnf random late night urges to expose my secrets while staring into the luminous abyss that is my phone. Oh yeah. That sounded real artsy didn’t it?