#writtenwhileedging

I think like every time I exert power over someone at work, it makes me unhappy. I know that fundamentally, I do this work because I want to support my wife and loved ones. That alone makes the labor worth it.

You know what I wish? I was there was a once-a-year-day at work when all the people I had power over could do what they wanted. I don't mean free-use all-day-rxxx fantasy scenarios. Just that they could do what they wanted at work, and if I disagreed with it and tried to exert power over them to make them change what they were doing, they could just tell me no, my idea was stupid, they were sick of hearing me bitch about something they understood better than me, and I should stay in my fucking place and go cry in my office and let my makeup run.

And it's just one day. The next day everything goes back to normal. But it would make every other time I tried to use my power feel like a joke. A performance. They'd still do what I said - they have to - but with a smirk, them knowing that we both remember how weak I looked when I had power-by-fiat taken away.

Hi! So for edging, I think the thing to remember is that it's about keeping yourself in a state of arousal. I actually think "edging" is the wrong word because it's not actually about staying on the actual edge of an orgasm the whole time.

For example, for me, I'll use a vibe for a while, but when I find that it's really getting me troublesomely close, I won't *stop*, but I'll switch to playing with my tits. That still keeps me in my state of arousal, but doesn't keep me as close to cumming. Then I go back. Then I fuck my throat. Then spank and slap myself. Then vibe (oh it's so good!), then pinch and roll my nipples, etc.

Even if there are multiple ways you can cum, I bet switching between all of them with an unnatural rhythm will keep you desperate and horny, but without feeling like you constantly have to completely stop.

Of course, I don't deserve privacy or dignity. I'll make it a poll to let others decide which of them is the most humiliating. All legit real google searches (or tumblr/reddit/instagram/pornhub etc searches)

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