Pulse Point: chapter 9 The help that wasn't wantedÂ
The help that wasn't wantedÂ
Chapter 9:Â
Heâd tell it later like it was nothing. Like the kind of thing that just⊠happened. But in the moment, it wasnât nothing. The fire escape groaned the second his weight hit it metal screaming in that sharp, warning way that every instinct in his body recognized too late. âGo, go move!â Abbott barked, already pushing the last of his team through the third-story window ahead of him, smoke pouring out behind them, heat licking up the sides of the building. He stepped back onto the fire escape, one hand bracing the railingâjust for a second and then it gave. The whole thing collapsed. Metal tore loose from brick. His boots slipped. And then he was falling. Not far enough to kill him but far enough. He hit the lower platform hard, shoulder first, the impact jarring up his spine, knocking the air clean out of his lungs. Pain shot through his arm instantly, sharp and bright, something wrong in the joint that he didnât have time to think about. His back scraped across rusted metal, fabric tearing, skin catching, heat still clinging to everything. âAbbott!â someone shouted. âIâm good,â he snapped back automatically, and kinda winded, even as he pushed himself up with his good arm, jaw clenched so tight it ached. âKeep movingâ And they did because he didnât give them another option. He stayed in it. Cleared rooms. Broke down doors. Took hits he shouldnât have taken and ignored the way his arm refused to fully cooperate, the way every movement pulled something deeper out of place. Another teammate had to shift to cover his side. He noticed that, cataloged it, tucked it away but he didnât stop. He never stopped. Not until it was over.
By the time they got him into the car, the adrenaline had worn just enough to make everything worse. âYou need an ambulance,â one of them said, glancing at his shoulder again, at the way it sat just slightly off. âIâm not calling it in,â Abbott shot back, leaning his head against the window for half a second before forcing himself upright again. âDrive.â... âYou canât justâ ⊠âI said drive.â And they did. Because that tone didnât leave room for argument. The ER doors slid open like any other night. No heads-up. No prep. No chaos waiting for him. Just the hum of a normal shift. Abbott walked in alone and for a second just a second it almost felt like he could keep it that way. Until⊠âDr. Abbott?â Kit of course it was Kit. Her voice caught him before anything else did, cutting through the noise like it always did, and when he looked up, she was already moving toward him, eyes scanning, taking him in too quickly, too carefully and then her expression changed. âWhat happened?â she asked, already at his side, already reaching for him before she could stop herself. âNothing,â he said easily. Too easily. âItâs fine.â... âItâs not fine,â she shot back immediately, her hand hovering near his arm before finally settling lightly against it, testing, careful. âYouâre hurt.â
âIâve had worse.â
âI donât care.â That stopped him. Just for a second. Long enough for her to guide him toward a bed, her hand firm now, no hesitation in it. âSit.â patting the bed âI can take care of itââ Say it again âSit.â And something in the way she said it was sharp, controlled, just this side of anger made him listen. Barely. He lowered himself onto the bed with a tight exhale, trying not to show how much it pulled at his shoulder. She noticed anyway of course she did. âCan you lift your arm?â she asked, already grabbing supplies, already moving like sheâd done this a thousand times. He tried, but it didn't go well. âYeah,â he muttered. âThatâs fine.â... âThatâs not fine,â she said again, softer this time, but no less firm. She stepped closer, eyes flicking over the cuts along his face, the scrape along his jaw, the blood dried into the collar of his shirt. âI need to see your shoulder.â
âI canââ
âYou canât,â she cut in, already reaching for the hem of his shirt. âYou physically cannot, so stop pretending like you can.â There was a beat. A charged one and then she started cutting. The fabric gave easily under the scissors, falling away in pieces, exposing skin that was already bruising, already marked with shallow cuts and scrapes across his chest, his shoulder, his back where she could see it. And suddenly she was very aware of how close she was too close. Her fingers brushed his skin as she worked, careful, clinicalâbut not entirely steady. Heat crept up her neck, into her face, the awareness of him overwhelming in a way she hadnât expected. Abbott felt it too. That shift, tension. The way her hands lingered just a second too long before pulling away. The way his breath caught was not from pain. Something else, something worse, he absolutely did not need. âYou donât have toââ he started, voice rougher now. âI do,â she said quickly, not looking at him. âYouâre my patient right now.â still trying to work on him âThatâs not⊠âStop.â That did it. She lifted her hand and stepped away taking off her gloves to prove a point. The argument came fast after that because he couldnât just sit there. Couldn't just let her take care of him. âI said Iâve got it,â he snapped, trying to push himself up, immediately regretting it when his shoulder screamed in protest âAnd I said you donât,â she shot back, stepping in front of him, blocking him from moving. âYou canât even lift your arm, Abbott.â she snapped at him âIâve handled worse than this alone.â in a low grown of pain âYeah? And howâs that working out for you right now?â He didnât answer, and he didn't like the answer to that question. Didnât like the way she was looking at himâlike she saw right through it Through him âI donât need you toââ she then reached for a new pair of gloves âWell, Iâm here anyway,â she snapped, frustration bleeding through now, something deeper under it that neither of them wanted to name. âSo maybe just let me do my job for once instead of fighting me on everything.â That hit harder than it should have. Neither of them said anything. Then she stepped back one more time. Too abrupt and final. âFine,â she muttered, dropping the gauze back onto the tray. âDo it yourself.â throwing the gloves at him and she walked out.
Abbott sat there for a long second, alone. The shirt was cut off. Shoulder hanging wrong. Blood is still drying along his skin, and for the first time that night, he didnât feel in control. Robby didnât knock when he came in. He just walked in, took one look at the situation, and sighed like heâd been expecting it. âYouâre an idiot,â he said simply. Abbott let out a short breath. âNot nowâŠâ Abbot said, "No, actually, now is perfect,â Robby shot back, crossing his arms. âBecause what the hell was that?â Abbot tries to interrupt âI donât needââ but it doesn't work. âSheâs the one taking care of you,â Robby cut him off, voice sharp now. âAnd you just talked to her like that?â Abbott looked away, Jaw tight. âIf a patient spoke to one of your nurses like that,â Robby continued, stepping closer, âyouâd be on them in a second, yelling at them for the way they were speaking. So what makes you any different?â That landed because he didnât have an answer.âFix it, I don't care how, or I will.â Taking a beat, âand if you talk to her again, I swear to god I will come in here myself and break your other arm and let Dana watch,â furious at him . âPlus, I know you have a thing for her, and I am not letting you ruin it,â Robby finally said, walking out the door so only Abbot could hear him.Â
By the time Brendon Park came down to pop his shoulder back into place, Abbott had gone quiet. Not the usual kind of quietâcontrolled, observant, calculating. This was different, Still. His head tipped slightly forward, eyes unfocused like he wasnât entirely in the room anymore, jaw tight as he replayed Robbyâs words whether he wanted to or not. The echo of it sat heavy in his chest. Fix it. Like it was that easy. Like he knew how. Park barely spared him more than a glance as he walked in, already pulling on gloves like this was routine because with Abbott, it kind of was. âYouâre still doing this shit?â Park sighed, not even bothering to hide the judgment. Abbott huffed out a quiet breath, something almost like a laugh slipping through despite everything. âApparently.â Park muttered âYeah,â stepping closer, his eyes dropping to Abbottâs shoulder, assessing the slight misalignment, the way he was holding himself just a little too carefully. âApparently.â There was a beat. Then, under his breath âIdiot.â Abbott didnât argue. Didnât have it in him this time. Park reached for his arm, firm but not unkind, fingers pressing along the joint, testing range, finding the exact point where everything sat wrong. Abbottâs muscles tensed on instinct, breath pulling tight in his chest. âThis is going to hurt,â Park said, almost lazily but there was precision in the way he adjusted his grip, positioning him just right. âI know,â Abbott started But Park didnât wait, Didnât count down. Didnât give him the chance to brace. He just did a sharp, controlled movement quick and exact and then a sickening pop as the joint slid back into place. The sound echoed louder than it should have. Abbottâs breath hitched, a low, involuntary exhale forcing its way out as the pain spiked and then just as quickly shifted. Not gone. Never gone. But different. Manageable. The deep, wrong pressure easing just enough to let him breathe again. His head dropped forward slightly, eyes closing for half a second as the tension drained out of his shoulders in slow increments. âYeah,â Park said, stepping back like heâd just fixed a loose hinge instead of a dislocated joint. âThatâll do it.â Abbott rolled his shoulder cautiously, testing it, wincing at the lingering soreness but already trying to pretend it was nothing. âTry not to dislocate it again tonight,â Park added dryly, already turning away, already done with the whole situation. Abbott let out a quiet breath, flexing his fingers once before settling his arm back at his side. âNo promises.â Park paused at the door just long enough to roll his eyes. âOf course not,â he muttered. But then he glanced back just for a second longer than necessary. Something softer there. Something that said take it easy without actually saying it. Then it was gone. And just like that he was out of the room. Leaving Abbott alone again, with the dull ache in his shoulder and, unfortunately alone with his own thoughts.
Robby didnât let it end there. He found Kit halfway down the hall, hovering near the nurseâs station doing some charting so she could take a breather. Her arms were crossed tight over her chest, fingers digging into her sleeves, eyes fixed on nothing in particular but he could see it all over her face. The frustration and embarrassment, Something softer underneath it that she clearly didnât want to look at too closely. âHey,â Robby said, gentler than usual. She didnât answer right away. Just let out a quiet breath. âIâm not going back in there.â shaking her head. âYeah,â he nodded, like he expected that. âYou are.â She let out a short, disbelieving laugh. âDid you not just see how that went?â she stopped typing at this point âI did,â he said simply. âAnd I think youâre taking it a little too personally.â That made her look at him in disbelief , disgust or disappointment that he said that to her. âHe was being an ass, Robby.â she quickly replied âYeah,â he agreed easily. âHe was.â That threw her off. That he doesn't have Abbot back. She blinked. âOkay⊠so why am I the one going back in there?â now she was questioning everything âBecause,â Robby said, leaning his shoulder against the counter beside her, lowering his voice just enough that it felt like something meant only for her, âthatâs not actually about you.â She didnât look convinced. âHe gets like that,â Robby continued. âWhen heâs hurt. When heâs not in control. When he canât just push through something the way he normally does.â Robby now looks at her trying to see what she is thinking. âHe didnât have to take it out on me,â she said, âNo,â Robby agreed again. âHe didnât. And I already told him that.â Her brows pulled together slightly. âYou did?â Robby snickered, âOh, yeah,â he huffed. âPretty sure I called him out on his bullshit behavior and someone not so nice stuffâ That earned the smallest flicker of a smile from her. âLook,â he added, softening a little more, âAbbott can be⊠a lot. Youâve seen that. Heâs sharp, heâs stubborn, and when heâs in that headspace, he doesnât always filter it.â while crossing his arm âThatâs a nice way of saying heâs mean,â she muttered.
Robby shrugged. âSometimes he is.â There was a beat. âBut he doesnât mean it,â he said after a second. Kit looked at him again, searching this time trying to see if he was up to something and secretly wanting to make her life miserable or not. âHeâs used to taking care of everyone else,â Robby explained. âBeing the one in control, the one who fixes things. The second that flips, the second heâs the one on the table⊠he hates it. And instead of just saying that like a normal person, heââ he gestured toward Abbot room, ââdoes that.â She let out a quiet breath, some of the tension in her shoulders easing just a little. âHe shouldnât have talked to you like that,â Robby added. âYou didnât deserve that. But donât confuse him being bad at handling his own shit with you doing something wrong.â Her throat tightened slightly at that. â Ok fine I will go back there but why choose me? why are you harping on me to do it?â The part she hadnât said out loud. â because you already started with that mess I don't want to throw someone else into the shit holeâ Robby replied âI wasnâtââ she started, then stopped, shaking her head. âI just⊠I was trying to help. I wasn't the one to make the shit hole â pointing in that general area âI know,â Robby said. âAnd you did.â She frowned. âDidnât feel like it.â Then he cut her off âThatâs because heâs an idiot,â Robby said again, easy, but then his tone shifted just enough to matter. âBut youâre a good nurse, Kit. A really good one.â She stilled and he continued. âYou saw what he needed, you stepped in, you took control of the situationâeven when he was pushing back. Thatâs not easy. Especially with someone like him.â Her eyes dropped for a second, processing that. âWhy are you kissing my ass so much, you are never like thisâ She swallowed worried that he was going to get yelled at for the way she said it but she didn't know how else to say it and too much, probably. âGive him a little grace,â Robby said after a moment. âNot because he deserves a free pass but because youâre going to see that side of him again. And if you take it personally every time, itâs going to wear you down and it will make you a better nurseâ She nodded slowly. âAnd give yourself some too,â he added, softer now. âYou handled that better than most people wouldâve.â For a second, neither of them said anything and where just looking at eachother, kit saying in her head what the fuck. Then Robby nudged his head toward the room. âGreat it looks like Dr. Park just left and he's in there trying to put on a shirt like itâs his first day with arms,â he said dryly. âSo⊠maybe go save him from himself.â That pulled a real smile out of her this time. âOkay,â she said. She turned toward the room and paused at the door to see what he was trying to do and then she stepped inside.
Abbott was trying and failing to pull on a clean shirt with one arm. She didnât say anything at first.
Just walked over. Took the shirt from him. âStop,â she said quietly And this time he did. âCan I finish cleaning your wound first before we put the shirt on?â before looking at the shirt and seeing how it was an over shirt that would be hard to get into âdo you have another shirt?â Abbot looked at her hand and said ânoâ then she looked at him and realized he was shirtless again and got bothered about it âdo you have one in your locker?â asking while she was turning pink in the cheeks and Abbot see this stand up and look at her and take one step closer to her âi dont know let me go checkâ before slipping out and going to his locker and he knew he had one in there he always does and by the time he came back kit was talking to Gabbie in the hallway still holding my shirt âcan i take that nowâ now shirtless, hand out for my shirt in front of both of them she both stood there for a sec speechless and Gabbie quickly said âI am going to check in on my patients nowâ before speed walking away then kit gave me my shirt back âok miss kennedy let clean these quicklyâ She helped him get cleaned up and get all the Debris out of the cuts. âIâm sorry,â he said finally. She paused. Just for a second not feeling the q-tip on his foreheadÂ
âI didnât mean to be⊠mean to you,â he added, voice low. âI wasââ... âMad,â she finished for him.
âYeah.â he slowly said âAt yourself,â she said. He huffed a small laugh. âYeah.â She nodded, adjusting the fabric over his shoulder. âYouâre still an ass.â he quickly responded âFair.â she was moving to a new spot on his chest and there was a beat. Then âWhy do you do this?â she asked. He looked at her. She stopped working on his wound so she could see too âMy therapist told me I needed a hobby,â he said lightly. âSomething active.â Her expression didnât change.âThatâs your hobby?â she asked flatly. âBreaking into burning buildings, getting shot at?â with no hesitation. âItâs not that bad.â she shot back âIt is that bad,â frustration slipping through again. âYou should think about a new hobby, because this one feels like a death sentence waiting to happen.â He didnât argue, didn't joke, just watched her. As she continued to work not wanting to ruin the moment âYou donât get burnt out?â she added, softer now. âDoing all of this? Doesnât anyone worry about you?â He signs without saying anything and changes the topic âYouâre the second person in thirty minutes to tell me to rethink my hobbies,â he said instead. âGood,â she muttered. âMaybe youâll listen.â He rebuttals âMaybe.â Then she put him into his new shirt, careful, slower now, her hands steady again but softer than before, brushing his skin in a way that felt intentional this time. The air between them shifted again, heavier, quieter. By the time she finished, the room had gone quiet again. The tension hadnât. If anything It had shifted. Deepened. She looked at him differently now, Softer, Worried and something else he couldnât afford to name. He felt it too, that pull. That dangerous, familiar edge of something he shouldnât want because she wasnât something he could have and that made her worse than anything else. Worse than the fire, Worse than the fall because this was the kind of adrenaline he didnât know how to survive and for the first time he wasnât sure he wanted to.



















