There are more than a million people in the world, and more than often I still feel alone. Alone and drifting in an open abyss where there is no way to stop, no way to drag me out.
Then there is you drifting along in the same abyss. Was I really alone all this time or just drifting in such a direction, that I never came across anyone else. It’s the first time in a long time that I’ve had anyone else around and inside this darkened abyss it brings a smile to my face. We start drifting together, chatting, laughing. We don’t come across anyone else but we seem to be getting coser to something. A change in the realm of shadows we call home. It’s terrifying... Even though it scares me, that we slowly getting closer and closer to the unknown, I know that it’s where we should go.
It’s warm and bright. Why is it like that? Why does it get like that? It’s this really wonderful feeling, both of us are smiling. So why is my stomach knotting? Why am I so scared that it makes me want to pull away. Yet... You give me that smile, you tell me that we can do this. You remind me that I am no longer alone in this path anymore. A tight hug... I’m ready to continue on. To pass through the door, ready to step into the future.