#withdrawrals

omg thank you, I have one idea that I might explore soon, stay tuned!

Hope x Josie x Lizzie

We spent every waking moment together and even when we were sound asleep, I felt like we were still hanging out because I fell asleep in his arms. We fooled around every SINGLE DAY. We made breakfast together. We took showers together. Laid by the pool and beach on the same chair. We woke up at 6 am for the sunrise one morning. We didn’t let go of each other on the dance floor at the clubs. When I didn’t feel good he rubbed my tummy all throughout the night to take care of me and when my feet hurt from my heels he lifted me and carried me on his shoulders. He showed me how to skip rocks and took long walks with me on the beach. He was proud of me when I drove 4 hours despite my driving anxiety. He made me wear his boxers and t shirt to bed. One night I was crying because one of our so called “friends” was being incredibly hurtful and he wouldn’t let me go to sleep until I vented and stopped feeling bad about myself. He constantly whispered that I was beautiful in my ear, held my hand wherever we went and made me sit on his lap at every chance we had. Every day I woke up to his smile and fell asleep in his body heat and I didn’t want it to end one bit because it felt too good to be so accepted and cared for by someone else. And as I type this I realize that I’m very much addicted to his love and I’m suffering withdrawals now because we became even more attached to each other on this trip. He’s not perfect and we obviously had some downs during our time together but I’m so impressed by his concern to make me happy that I feel like I’ve finally done something right. I went down south assuming I’d be in the sun everyday but who knew I had sunshine in my life all along?

This video is totally what I needed.