#witchcraft things

So I decided to write a letter to Lucifer and Asmodeus to discuss my manifestations and where I really want to go in my life. This also included my path in witchcraft.

Recently looking into darkness, mysteries, and the unknown in the Universe and myself have been brought up multiple times by my team. So as I wrote the letter, I focused on how I would start this. And how the shadow work I've been doing can be beneficial to this path.

From there, I started to look at my life. Sure right now I am not at the job I wanted nor have my own place. But we discussed what do I really want. And in all honesty, I just wanted a comfortable career where I am in a town that I am comfortable. I learned where I had my masters that I preferred smaller towns or smaller cities to large ones. I did feel more anxious in large cities as well as not really myself.

So part of the letter we worked on manifestations. How to believe that I deserved these manifestations when I write them. Because there are times where I began to worry or delve into negative self talk.

And using tarot to identify what I should talk about, with whom, or why I should talk about it was very helpful in understanding some deeper things.