Hi! I send your requests were open for Sanemi and I was wondering if you could write anything about a jealoussss Sanemi š«
pairings: sanemixreader/sanemixf!reader
answer: I love jealous sanemi, but I love mean jealous sanemi more!! heās def very territorial towards you even before having you as his lol. Anyway Ice Breathing is so cool so I use it here. I will be using ice breathing in my new fic as well >_< anyway!! Enjoyyy
The Hashira meeting, always your favorite day because youāre going to see everyone againāespecially your friend, Giyu Tomioka, the Water Hashira.
The headquarters is never deserted, with so many kids Master Ubuyashiki has taken under his wings, the estate is always filled with swords clanking and wooden dummies breaking. The weather is always humid if itās not winter, because of the sweats and blood spurting everywhere. Screams and groans from the kids, laughter of them having fun doing their stuff? Itās always a good day in the Demon Slayer Corps, regardless of the grim nights that haunt every day.
You sit comfortably on the edge of the floor in front of the meeting room door, facing the big field as kids train so hard with all their hearts and strengthsāyou smiled, reminiscing those days when you were still new.
āThe Ice Hashira is here early.ā A familiar voice rests on your ears, you snapped back to see Giyu Tomioka has squatted down behind you, patting your head.
āGiyuu! How are you?!ā You squeaked, turning your body so fast you basically slammed his whole body down to the ground, hugging him tightly.
Sanemi halts his steps, he was about to say hi to you after arguing with himself throughout the journey to the headquarters, but seeing you so friendly with Giyu pisses him off that heās doing the opposite.
āOi.ā A gruff sound chimed in, sounding mean and unflattering. āWhy are you acting like a goddamn kid?ā Sanemi Shinazugawa, the Wind Hashira, tilted his head aside in disgust, his jaw flexing tight.
Giyuu, whoās lying flat on the floor, tilts his head up to see Sanemi upside down, his expression flat and unimpressed, ānot your problem, Shinazugawa.ā He muttered, getting up slowly.Ā
Giyuuās eyes change when he sees you again, on all fours in front of him, he giggles just thinking about how you resemble a happy dog meeting his owner, he pats your head again.
Sanemi tightens his fist, ready to punch Giyu if he laid his hands more on you.
āI miss you, ice.ā Your excitement almost leaped out of your body. You have been closer ever since last year when you trained hard for your Hashira test with him. You and Giyu have always seen each other as siblings. Heās the big brother you never had.
Sanemi heard that and almost exploded. He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes before grumbling in annoyance again, watching you too friendly with the black-haired man.
āYa donāt have somewhere else to do this?ā Sanemi still complains, arms on his hips.
āIf you donāt like it, you should leave.ā You said to him, stuttering. You walk in front of him just to cross your arms against your chest, showing him that you are not going to deter, even if youāre actually afraid of him.
For the Hashira test, you need to grind your power more, but your ice masterās settled in one of the highest mountains in Nepal, so you couldnāt possibly reach him for training. After weeks of studying the root of your technique, it turns out ice breathing breached from water, but aside from that, it also needsā¦wind.
Oh yeah, you remember those days. The hell of months you train under his wing. Ice Breathing breached from two: water and wind. The training with Giyu was amazing, almost like playing gamesāit was easy, so easy that you wake up happy and go to sleep ecstatic. But the second part of the intense training was with Sanemi. You have the biggest fat crush, a crush thatās like a pimple ready to explode. But the crush never reciprocates.
Youāre always so nice to him, nicer than youāre with Giyu, but Sanemi just never gets the gist. He treats you so mean, sometimes doesnāt even talk to you. And his training was like hell, it was hell on earth. But you got stronger because of him, and for that, you always have him in your heart.
Your forever unreciprocated feeling.
The silver-haired man has his eyes looking down on you, and you still have your eyes staring up at him, twinkling with eagerness and hope. His eyes flicker for a second before he looks away, his ears red.
āI donāt need to argue with the likes of you.ā He said, turning his heels around.
āWell, yeah, I donāt care!ā You awkwardly raised your voice when heās already out of your sight. You turned back to Giyu and proceeded to the meeting.
The meeting was serious, but nothing is better than hanging out with every Hashira, catching up on how theyāre doing, and everything. After the Master left, thereās still another Hashira meeting for strategies and grouping. Because since Tanjiro and Nezuko appeared, the demons have been scrambling everywhere, not just any demons. There are strong upper moons appearing more often than ever, even if itās lower moons or normal demons, they also appear strong, or at least more than one.
Itās a peculiar phase everyone is facing, somethingās brewing.
āSo for the Northeast, since itās always cold thereā¦hmmmā¦this mission is so tough as well. We need two or three Hashira rather than sending ten or twelve kids.ā Shinobu Kocho, the Insect Hashira, is thinking hard while scribbling down the map. āDefinitely, the Ice Hashira is my first choice.ā She deduced, looking at you with empty stares. You nodded.
āBut, I think I need the Water Hashira to travel with her as well.ā Shinobu added, tapping the pen on her temple like sheās deep in thought. Giyu sits beside her with no motion. He never refuses nor agrees to anythingāthat man just takes.
Sanemi, who has his eyes closed in peace, shot them open so quickly that Tokito Muichiro, the Mist Hashira, turns his head towards him, looking lost but curious as always.
Sanemi hates that idea so much more than he hates demons. What does she mean that you need to travel with Giyu? In that cold weather, youāll be all cuddled up too close with him, hugging and sleeping naked together to regulate heat?! Crazy! He can do that to you better than anyone.
Heās stronger, bigger, heck heās thrice bigger than you and twice bigger than Giyu. His shoulders can carry you effortlessly, heās not limp like that water guy. Heās so much stronger but you never once look him in the eye for that, heās beyond pissed.
His anger is seeping out without him knowing, spiraling with his own thoughts he gritted before blurting āHuh?!ā As the whole room turned their heads to him.
āAh! So nice to travel with a friend!ā Mitsuri Kanroji, the Love Hashira, chimes in, her voice always sweet and sultry. She claps her hand in excitement but she never reads the room, like ever.Ā
Obanai Iguro, who sits beside the pink-haired girl, covers his face. āKanroji-sanā¦ā he mumbles, tapping her shoulder to stop.
āAny objections, Shinazugawa-san?ā Asks Gyomei Himejima, the beads wrapping his enormous palms shuffling. Shinobu turns to Sanemi as well, curious, lacing her grim face.
āN-nothing, itās justā¦ā Sanemi stutters when the whole room gives him attention, āI can go with the Ice Hashira.ā His voice, for once, sounded so small. Itās too small that the whole room fell into crisp silence.
Mitsuri gasped so loud, covering her mouth. Obanai glares at her to keep her quiet, she yelps.
āBut I think itās better for her to travel with Tomioka-san.ā Tengen Uzui chimed in, āShinazugawa can travel with me since our techniques are the same roots! Itās flashier to work together for the territory weāre going into!ā His excitement bleeds out of his eyes, he looks too happy.
āYes. Itās true.ā Shinobu adds. Sanemi looks at them both before slamming his sheathed blade on the tatami floor, āWhatever! Do whatever yāall want to do, I donāt care! Just give me a mission alone!ā He storms out of the meeting room, slamming the door so hard the hinge broke. Sanemi doesnāt look behind as he just walks to the field, starts screaming at the kids who are practicing.
āAhā¦ā Mitsuri huffs, āitās so hard for him to fall in love, he canāt even act right.ā She frowns. Obanai pats her back.Ā
You overheard what Mitsuri and Obanai were talking. Your back shot straight up.
Love? Who? Me? You thought, your eyes darting left and right. You never felt hot, ever. Your body was always cold, but now you could feel heat and start to sweat.
You never sweat in your entire life.
āAh! Youāre sweating!ā Mitsuri screamed, scrambling herself to look for cloth just to wipe you off. You got up and said loudly, āI will be doing my mission with the Wind Hashira! Thank you, everyone.ā You bowed before fleeing the room.
Giyuu smiled, muttering āthatās it.ā When he saw you tumbling down towards the field where Sanemi was torturing the kids.
āShinazugawa!!ā You yelled just in time before he beat up a newly joined little boy, who you assumed already got a beating from himāfor whatever stupid reason.
āWhat!ā He barked, his punch stopped midair.Ā
You halted, arms on your waist. āWhy are you punching that boy?ā You got distracted. Sanemi dropped his body on the ground as his eyes still maintained on you, eyebrows shot up in question.
Your legs quickly went to the boy, helping him as you checked for his face injuries.
āWhatās your name?ā You asked, your voice soft like honey. Sanemi scowled in displeasure. He didnāt like it when you were being so nice to everyone.
āZenitsu Agatsuma.ā The weeping boy replied, his voice so loud for a little boy. His hair was cutely bright yellow. He kept weeping when you brushed his face with your thumb, trying to erase the blood emitting from his face.
Sanemi shook, his eyes wide open in anger.Zenitsu whimpers, trying to squeal away from your touch to save himself from impending doom.
āDonāt cry, okay.ā You whispered, giving him your cloth to wipe the tears and blood. Sanemi frowned when you kept touching the boy. āWhy do you need to fix everything? Stop doing that.ā His mutters didnāt deter you. Practically, you were immune to his mean words.
āMiss, your hands are so cold.ā Zenitsu chimed innocently. You replied to him with a flat smile.
Sanemi stomps at him as he picks the boy up again, āWhat did you say?! Canāt you say thank you after sheās trying to help you?! Damn useless! Where are your manners?! Show gratitude before I kill you!ā His voice is so loud, the other kids practicing yield and cower in fear, their faces turning pale.
āShinazugawa! Put him down!ā You screamed, pulling Sanemiās buff arms to no avail. You kick his legs as well, but it doesnāt work.
āAnd you! When will you stop touching guys?! Your hands itch if you donāt touch males, is it?! Stop touching them!ā Sanemi barks at you too, his gaze presenting insanity as he smirks unamused, about to punch Zenitsu before you pull Sanemiās Haori.
āShinazugawa! Iām going for the northeast mission with you!ā You screamed your heart out, palms tight clutching his Haori and eyes closed. Sanemi pauses before dropping Zenitsu on the ground once again.
āWhat?ā He turns to you, grabbing your small palms in his huge and calloused hands. He grabs it so tightly you winced.
āYouāre going with me?ā His voice is something different. Usually, itās always had a rough end to it, the edges of his sentence always ending like itās piercing and meant to hurt youābut for this time, at least this time, his voice sounded normal, like thereās a tint of hope.
You nodded, your eyes twinkling with excitement and happinessāeveryone could see the aura you emit. It feels like youāre floating and mush with pink and butterflies. Thatās just how happy you are.
Maybe, just maybe, this isnāt just some unreciprocated crush.
āThey assigned me to come with you two, you know.ā Giyu chimed out of nowhere. Your body froze as Sanemi glares behind you with the utterly disgusted tone, āHuh?!ā