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perpetual victim of the m9 qpr drought. qp widobrave. qp team cleric. qp circus kids. hello is anyone out there. blinks up at you with my big beautiful eyes.falls to my knees. shakes my fist at the sky
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the knife monologue is one of the realest things they've ever said actually and a good reminder that mychem is a band by and for crazy people (spongebob throwing his arms out to clarify voice I'm Crazy People) and that's a good thing. heart<3
forgot that the first thing merle does when the thb meet killian is evangelize. also that he isn't initially a follower of pan. old habits and lack thereof, etc. etc. i like to think if i overdramatize canon enough griffin mcelroy will appear at my door like the ghost of fucking christmas past and stone me to death
thinking about how caleb calls astrid "handsome" instead of "pretty" and that weird predator & prey dynamic essek and astrid have where they both think they're the predator and the idea that someone CAN gut you where you stand but is choosing not to and "if there is any love left between us" and "you could come with us" and "is it him?" and "you look good" and "bren sends his regards" and "you were always a better dancer than me" and political leverage and sharing liquor and the idea of fate and the matron and the luxon and control and the awful things someone can do and have done to them in the name of ambition and wulf's hand tucked in caleb's pocket and huddling for wamth and the brush of wulf's thumb before he cuts caleb's hair and . then i tear all my hair out and dash myself against a jagged cliffside a million times until i die
what if your name was ryland grace and you had one friend that you got dinner with literally once a week (at the same time at the same resteraunt in the same booth where you order the same exact thing every week btw) (btw you live on a huge fuckoff big boat now and your phone is 10000 years old so you probably have to message her on a public computer that you share with 384747392664 naval officers and scientists and hr reps and security team members and government officials and whoever else. using fuckinnnnn facebook messenger or whatever. if you're still in touch at all) and that was the only social interaction you really had aside from the gaggle of middle schoolers you teach and maybe the occasional staff lounge chat. and your peers all find you grating or standoffish or childish and you're someone everyone has to "get used to" and you keep putting your foot in your mouth when you're having important conversations and many people in your new (boat) home do actually like you or find you maybe. endearingly strange but almost no one is actually properly close to you. and then the people you HAVE grown to trust deeply over the last few YEARS you've been working closely with one another yeah man they've been making life-altering decisions for you behind your back that they're saying are for your own benefit and the greater good. is that cool or what. and also you very literally have no life outside of your work and you have strong emotional responses to literally anything (the crierrrr) and you can't shut the fuck up about star trek or all the cool fun facts you know and you keep getting so absorbed in exciting science things that you forget to sleep for several days on end and the first person you really truly connect with for real this time is an alien from actual outer space that communicates atypically (for reason of he is an alien.) and you help save all of humanity but you still feel more at home the day you leave humanity behind forever than you ever did when you were living among other human beings. what then man. what then huh
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ryland grace alexithymia and bad no good interoception issues. also terrible horrible bad bad awful proprioception. listen closely heed my message
hey. mighty nein pcs as mountain goats songs .ok? (honorable mentions and dynamics for your perusal + spotify playlist below the cut)
FJORD
in corolla – get lonely
"salt air like a broadcast from the distant dark beyond / when my transformation comes / ... / and it was cool and it was quiet / in the humid marsh down there / i let my head sink down into the brackish water / ... / and i said, 'let them all fare better than your serpent' / the reeds pricking at my skin / 'here's hoping they have better luck than you' / all that water rushing in"
CADUCEUS
their gods do not have surgeons – songs for pierre chuvin
"they came like beasts who'd tasted blood / first a few and then the flood / coursing over hill and dale / wet paw prints on their bloody trail / return the peace you took from me / give me back my community / show us the good will you were shown / but leave us alone / ... / stand in the smoke and say some prayers / wave your hand and restore the temple of isis at memphis"
song for lonely giants – get lonely
"no one washed behind my ears / high in the trees, alone for years / ... / face in the leaves, song in my throat / fall through the air, hoping to float / practicing my solitary scales 'til they grow heavy / too heavy to carry / watching them go where they will go"
NOTT
genesis 3:23 – the life of the world to come
"house up in clear lake where i used to live / picked the lock on the front door and felt it give / touch nothing, move nothing, stand still, keep my ears open for cars / ... / i stand by the tiny furnace where the long shadows grow / living room to bedroom to kitchen, familiar and warm / ... / fight through the ghosts in the hallway / duck and weave / stand by the door with my eyes closed / when it's time to leave / ... / break the lock on my own garden gate when i get home after dark / sit looking up at the stars outside like teeth in the mouth of a shark / i used to live here / i used to live here"
hospital reaction shot – hex of infinite binding ep
"last high tide before the undertow / gone down where the goblins go / if i had as much money as i could spend / i never would cry / i never would choose to mend / there's no kingdom, there's no road / just old sets where faulty flash pots explode"
BEAU
answering the phone - bonus track – all hail west texas (remastered)
"maybe it's the things i never learned how to do / maybe it's the things i learned to do real well / maybe it's the irish whiskey that i like to drink / maybe it's the california zinfandel / but i think something's wrong with me / ... / you came here for comfort / you came to the wrong place / i got a strong stomach and a murmur in my heart / i got a tremor in my hand, muscle twitches in my face"
JESTER
get lonely – get lonely
"i will rise up early / and dress myself up nice / and i will leave the house / and check the deadlock twice / ... / trying to stay strong, spirit willing / and i will come back home / maybe call some friends / maybe paint some pictures / it all depends / and i will get lonely / and gasp for air / and look up at the high windows / and see your face up there"
orange ball of pain – nothing for juice
"when i saw it on the bakery carousel / i knew i had to have it for my own / i eased it out and i brought it home / why don't you try some? / i already had some myself / is that the most delicious thing / you've ever tasted in your life? / is that the most delicious thing / you've ever tasted in your life? / and then the cold sorrow gripped me by the throat / and then i felt the colder sadness taking hold / i knew i had to have it for my own / why don't you try some?"
MOLLY
the great gold sheep – getting into knives
"i'm going to walk the pathways of the ancients / i'm going to let my name be known / i'm going to seek the wild haunts of this world / carve a place out all my own / ... / i'm going to write my name on everything / i'm going to leave a lasting legacy / and when my body's thrown with great force through a window / the dogs will fight for whatever's left of me / shallow grave among the weeds / where the pale worms creep / wake up and worship the golden sheep"
for charles bronson – all eternals deck
"catch a lucky break, try to make it last / rig a blanket curtain up between the present and the past / play my lucky numbers for most of what they're worth / lie about my age right down to my last day on this earth / set your sights on good fortune, concentrate / ... / and whatever they say on your page three mention / focus on the parts that make you feel good / be grateful for the attention"
CALEB
autoclave – heretic pride
"hand me your hand, let me look in your eyes / as my last chance to feel human begins to vaporize / maybe it's the heat in here, maybe it's the pressure / you ought to head for the exits, the sooner, the better / i am this great, unstable mass of blood and foam / and no one in her right mind would make my home her home / ... / when i try to open up to you, i get completely lost / houses swallowed by the earth, windows thick with frost / and i reach deep down within, but the pathways twist and turn / and there's no light anywhere, and nothing left to burn"
neon orange glimmer song (sweden)
"there's a capsicum pepper plant growing out in the yard / and i, i am a monster / i can't believe the thing i've done / ... / and there's a cold wind blowing / and there's a silver bell hanging / and there's a silver bell ringing / and i, i am a monster / i can't believe the thing i've done"
YASHA
1 john 4:16 – the life of the world to come
"the endless string of summer storms that led me to today / began one afternoon with you, long ago and far away / ... / in the cell that holds my body back, the door swings wide / and i feel like someone's lost child as the guards lead me outside / and if the clouds are gathering, it's just to point the way / to an afternoon i spent with you when it rained all day / and someone leads the beast in on its chain / but i know you're thinking of me 'cause it's just about to rain / so i won't ever be afraid of anything ever again"
concerned mother here my son ryland (540 months) cant stop making lighthearted and blasé quips about his inevitable starvation in the void of space while sitting on his shaking hands to keep them still and clutching his head breathing heavily and crying almost silently when he thinks im not looking. he doesnt get outside much and itll be another few years before he moves out of the spaceship he lives in but he has a good stable job and at least one friend. we really try to encourage healthy eating in our household but hes currently on an all-taumoeba diet with yucky grey coma food slurry to supplement at the moment. did anyone else's little one do something similiar at around this age? is this behavior something i should be worried about? what should i do? any advice appreciated much love xx
