ok. wow. unfollowing him now. I knew about all the murder but I had no idea he was in love with his own son
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ok. wow. unfollowing him now. I knew about all the murder but I had no idea he was in love with his own son

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Okay guys I know I make age regression posts about all my blorbos but hear me out! For Malcolm especially, with not having seen his dad in a decade, it's normal for his brain to slip back to the him he used to be around his dad. He expects it, but he expects it to take him back to ten years ago, notebook and textbooks and detached conversations about psychology, not 22 years ago. With the night terrors and the haunting thoughts of his childhood circling his head it's no wonder those childhood feelings crop up and settle in the edges of his brain, but he's always been able to maintain at least some sort of rationality around Martin. He wants his dad, of course he does, but he knows to keep his distance, to keep himself closed off. But then. He walks through the halls of the facility, tremors from his hand up to his core, through the door, in front of the red line. And there's his dad. It's been years, oh it's been so many years. He looks delighted to see Malcolm, gentle expression on his face, calculated distance between them. And Malcolm's resolve crumbles, his psyche crumbles. It's all too much, it's far too much, the overwhelming familiarity and comfort of his dad, the logical part of his brain trying to keep those feelings at bay, trying to cement the knowledge of who Martin really is in Malcolm's brain. But it's useless, Malcolm's far too overwhelmed, his synapses feel frazzled, his thoughts are swimming, and there's no-one in his life who's ever understood him like his dad did, no-one able to offer the comfort Martin used to give him. It's been years since someone's taken care of Malcolm in the way that he craves, and here he is, standing in front of the only person able to give it to him. His lips tremble and press together, the lines in his face soften, and the carefully crafted way he holds his posture gives way. Martin notices it all of course, familiar with age regression- what else is there to do in his cell but read- and he knows that if he plays this right, his boy might never stray from him again.
I’ve been sort of Tumblr-absent for a while outside of a few reblogs. I have… uh, written a lot of Prodigal Son fic since I last posted, plus one lil TWD fic. So, here is a roundup:
[THE WALKING DEAD]
Desus
what home means now - 5k of Daryl/Jesus (alien) sex pollen with even more bodily fluids than I normally write in sex pollen or omegaverse situations
[PRODIGAL SON]
Gen
in confidence - coda to episode 12 Internal Affairs, Malcolm convincing Gil to help him
Multiple/Malcolm
volatile on the system - 8.5k trapped in an elevator a/b/o with Dani/Malcolm, and Gil/JT/Malcolm with a Gil/Malcolm endgame
Edrisa/Malcolm
oddities of human existence - 8k of Malcolm getting passed around a play party before getting his brains pegged out (sequel to this upcoming in a week or so)
Gil/Malcolm (most of which is also daddy kink)
the eighth and final rule - 19k, Gil and Martin are forced to fight in a sadistic underground fight club and Malcolm’s the prize
Attachment Theory - 25k case fic, Gil & Malcolm play fake married on the Upper West Side to catch a killer
the easy way - 6k of a/b/o, Malcolm tries to ride out an unplanned heat with fantasies of Gil
a firm and tender hand - just 8k words of kinky spanking fic for a kink meme fill
Martin/Malcolm
the world is a curse (it’ll kill if you let it) - 30k case fic, canon divergent au of the pilot where Malcolm never got fired from the FBI and goes undercover in Claremont to uncover the copycat killer
John Watkins/Malcolm
slow if you want to enjoy it - 3k of dreaming!Malcolm vs John and the girl in the box, nightmare gore
the importance of control - 5k a/b/o rewrite of Alone Time, what if Malcolm went into heat during his kidnapping
just stumbled across your pson fics! i do have to ask though, and i ask this with no ill intention, but what draws you to ship martin/malcolm? or watkins/malcolm? i can understand the whump aspect of it, but romance?
I almost didn’t answer this because I think if you really wanted an answer and have no ill intent you’d put your name on it. That said, I like talking about these ships ‘cause they’re my kind of dark, so here is the very long and detailed answer you probably don't actually care about...
First thing though, and this is independent of these ships, but SEX ≠ ROMANCE and half of my martin/malcolm and john/malcolm fics are tagged for rape/non-con for a reason. If these fics were on a bookshelf, they belong in the thriller section, not the romance section. Mine have hopeful endings, but they are definitely not happy endings.
For me, personally, I like the emotional whump of it. I don’t care about bodily injury much, but Malcolm getting all mentally raw and hurty and fucked up from a whole different sort of self-harm by throwing himself on a dick instead of in front of a bullet is my jam. (j/k i like both, but i like the heroism part, not the bullet part like the actual whumpers in this fandom). As overarching themes, I also like exploring a character surviving sexual trauma, asserting/reasserting power over an abusive authority figure, and a lack of self-worth. This is pretty much makes pson and Martin/Malcolm an absolutely perfect storm for me. Martin's fixation/narcissism and how it manifests with Malcolm and wrangling with the issues of similarity to ones abuser is also endlessly fascinating to me.
Here's the chronological breakdown of my works in these ships in the fandom so far and the main themes they explore. If you can stomach darker fics, I hope you’ll give them a try:
still your hand, still your heart - this one was written within the first six aired episodes and I wanted to explore the line between Malcolm as a victim and as a predator. Instead of chloroforming himself to get answers about what happened in his past he (spoiler) opts to drug himself and manipulate Martin into having sex with him. So essentially, he rapes Martin to make Martin more dependent on him than he is on Martin (it doesn't work, they're still terribly co-dependent)
no one to come for you - this is all about Malcolm dealing with being forcibly off his meds, his fucked up daddy issues, and again, somewhat manipulating Martin into sleeping with him. That ultimately backfires and leaves him having to deal with the idea that he might have just endangered more than himself by making Martin even more obsessed with him
the importance of control - this one is a short ABO AU of Alone Time where Malcolm goes into heat while Watkins has him, and the thing I like to write with ABO is subverting tropes, so on top of the Malcolm managing to rescue himself there's also an undercurrent of what that means if Malcolm is truly like his father and what if Martin's entire profile is wrong because he's not an alpha. This is one verse I might return to, because I keep thinking about it
slow if you want to enjoy it - the even shorter gory woundfucking one, which is just touching on how absolutely Malcolm can torture himself in his nightmares and how much he's terrified of his capacity to hurt others, even if they're just dream figures
the world is a curse (it'll kill if you let it) - is the canon-divergent AU from the pilot and the only one of the three in which Malcolm isn't a potentially unreliable narrator and Martin is actually sexually interested in him from the college-era flashbacks. this is more 100% bad choices daddy issues Malcolm, throwing himself in a dangerous situation in order to solve a case and slowly recognizing the awful power he has over Martin
So, there's your long answer, but the short answer remains: I personally like these ships cause I enjoy making Malcolm cry and get wrecked, and sometimes it's not a good cry from getting his ass slammed like a screen door in a hurricane, sometimes it's absolutely destroying his already precarious belief that Martin loves him like a father is meant to.
Prodigal Son Fics
Look, I know what I’m about and it’s this twink getting wrecked, so here are two recent things I’ve written. Pick ur fighter daddy issues:
Father figure cop lovingly topping sub Malcolm?
Game Plan - Gil/Malcolm - 12k - E - Completely shameless daddy porn with kink negotiation, facefucking, and light bdsm. Set after s1e8 family friend.
or
Trash murder dad sexual coercion with dark!Malcolm haunted by his dreams?
still your hand, still your heart - Martin/Malcolm - 13k - E - dead dove, non-con, roofies, parent/child, hopeful ending. Mind the tags.

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Fandom: Prodigal Son (TV 2019) Rating: Explicit Relationships: Malcolm Bright/Martin Whitly Characters: Malcolm Bright, Martin Whitly, Paul Lazar | John Watkins Summary:
“This is you making things difficult on yourself,” John says.
Was that the sort of thing John’s grandfather Benjamin had told him when he’d been locked in the closet? Malcolm sucks a breath in through his teeth and forcibly eases the tension in his muscles. “Story of my life,” Malcolm says glibly as John manhandles him. His fingers twist as John wrenches his arm back and he feels the bite of metal closing around his wrists. Usually, cuffs closing on him is a much more welcome sensation. “Well, except for the whole part where my father was secretly a serial killer thereby setting me up for a lifetime of therapy and self-destructive choices.”
[This is the post-s1e10 benzo withdrawal-induced whumpy trashfest that l crave so much I wrote it myself. Mind the tags and warnings. Fandom typical dubious consent.]