#whining time

The worst feeling is feeling cold but hot

to be honest since I decided I'll probably start diy hrt after I'm in a safer place to do so the future seems brighter sure but also more uncertain. what the fuck am I supposed to do why are my opportunities suddenly limited and why does it feel like everyone hates me institutionally. I mean sure I'll have to deal with it but it's so fucked up. what did I ever do to anyone

i hate this work culture and i hate my job and the shitty vacation and sick time policy because today i drove in with a godsdamned bucket for me to throw up into because of pain from period cramps and migraine combination pains and it is 1000% because i had no time to be able to take the day off and no one to cover my stuff if i stayed home and so i drove an hour both ways and it was probably stupidly dangerous on the way back because i got pretty out of it from the pain and im still not even sure what im saying rn but like there was no option for me to work from home and i can’t wait for someone to actually respond to one of my applications to work somewhere closer to home for the love of the gods please

i want........ to go get my muffins......... my choco muffins.....................but.....................need to move for that....................agh.................

:( blocked by a cool poster yet again............. life not fair

trying to be someone's cute anon but i keep trying it with folks that won't answer like what ammmm ii doing wroooooooooooong

hnnnnnnnnnnn new cheese powder is shit,,,, cut off all my want for the macaronniiiii