#whatever bro

as we speak people are going around my city going door to door handing out flyers with antisemitic messages and shit and literally TAKING FUCKING NOTES ON THE ADDRESSES THAT DON'T ANSWER THE DOOR OR REFUSE THEM.

but you know. what fucking ever. not a single one of my goyische irls who live with me in this city have talked about this. cause fuck you if you're jewish. like. i get my online friends not talking to me about this. they're not in sheffield. they don't know what's going on.

i'm fucking livid.

it's getting to a point where my relatives are telling me to carry a weapon on me.

suddenly, children that were ripped away from their parents were able to meet them again, and spouses were able to reunite with their significant others. street rats that were trafficked, and were wronged in every possible way, were able to keep on living, due to his help. every cold case in fawcett finally had an answer, all because of the big red cheese!

which begs the question, if captain marvel took so much time and care to find these missing people, why hadn't he found william "billy" joseph batson yet?

the kid went missing a few weeks after captain marvel was introduced to the public, but there were no signs of cm even acknowledging the kid. if it had been the same as it was before, no one would have known about the homeless boy. but it wasn't. and it was so. so odd.

all cases that captain marvel took upon himself to complete had always ended with some sort of ending, yet billys case was the only one left cold.

even when captain marvel moved on and had taken up two sidekicks, people were still bubbling with questions. because honestly, who just spends all of their time playing hero? why was cm so insistent on ignoring that specific case? was he even human?

it never seemed like captain marvel ever took any breaks off. ever since the 1940's, he's always been seen helping the city, or earth- or intergalactic worlds. how could anyone have that much motivation to go on for that long? why did mary marvel always insist that cm needed to take a break? that cmjr and her had it covered, and to just rest for one day?

it was concerning, and not helping his case at all.

even some jl members were concerned- superman and batman most of all. some of it came from curiosity regarding the cases, and most came from concern for their fellow teammate. even then, that conversation was quickly shut down.

who knows, maybe one day captain marvel will get tired. maybe one day he starts missing how it was before, knowing that thought was stupid. after all, being an abandoned, starving, freezing child in the winter was worse than being some superpowered demigod. even if his stomach still left empty despite how much he ate. how he could never properly sleep. he knew no one would mourn billy batson, and he knew how heavy this job as the champion of magic could be.

so he stepped up. he decided that billy wasnt needed. he decided that, even if he couldnt sleep at night, he could still make himself useful. since, yknow, theres no shortage of problems anywhere in the world, he could help. day and night, non-stop. the sort of repetition that he would be tired of if not for the people in captain marvels life. he decided that he didn't need to say the magic word, unless something dire ever happened.

but, its been so long. did he even remember what he even looked like at this point?

how long has he forgotten his own face?

how long has he forgotten the adrenaline, the emotions, the thrill of living?

how long has he forgotten the times he spent huddled under an alleyways garbage can, with only the clothes on his back to warm him up? how long had he forgotten the times he spent with others that actually looked out for him? the actual him?

but. whats the use of feeling mortal again, when the only thing you should be doing is protecting others? to put yourself before anyone else? to help and inspire?

maybe one day, he'll figure out that he's tired.

maybe one day, he'll decide to take a break.

maybe one day, he'll say that word again.