#westan

I feel like I am sitting right beside taylor near a fireplace watching her sing this incredible album while I am in the middle of an actual storm in south India swaddled in blankets watching folklore : the long pond studio sessions on my laptop.

This is so different from what taylor has done so far, it is a cross between a secret session and a concert and a documentary which makes it so special to both taylor and me, a fan who has never gotten the opportunity to be at her concerts. Even though her live concerts are so invigorating and fun with the big stage and lights, the screaming fans and the buzzing energy, this feels so different and personal because looking at taylor singing those songs we can see what she felt when she wrote that song and how happy it makes her. The entire studio lit up with the love those three angels were exuding. I mean, looking at Jack Antonoff playing those instruments with gusto and Aaron Dessner talking about the creative process inspired me in so many ways because we can clearly see the passion they have for this project and the music they created. Despite being legends in their respective métier, look how excited they were!!!! I LOVED their discussions and their views on the various aspects of the album, how their life has changed due to this album and how this album felt like a release.

The entire documentary made me feel SO many emotions and I am : a mess.

ALSO WILLIAM BOWERY WAS JOE. WE WERE ON CRACK BUT WE WERE RIGHT. We love and stan a musical power couple.

I finally got around to joining the crazy- demon- obsessed- angel- loving -death -prone fandom that is Supernatural !! There is so much to obsess over in this show and I’m living for it.