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It's been so long since I rendered something for myself that was purely self indulgent ^^' Of course it had to be my werewolf boy Red, I missed him <3 Not sure yet if I'm going to add a BG to this, I quite like it as a spot illustration, but I'm toying with ideas and open to suggestions
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Why Jacob was the worst possible option, after being the best
A Jacob Black (Twilight) rant, which is surprising coming from someone who would choose wolf's and wolf alike creatures every time without questions for any other possibilities, because i love them simply that much. Oh and Jacob was my favourite character for a while (till he became an ass)
Very opinionated and very long, and simpy at the start ^^''
(Art doesn't belong to me)
For starters I need to clarify that Jacob before turning is a completely different person and will be treated as a different entity, than the other one. Because my love only goes to the first and my hate only to the second. And also there is no way shape or form that Jacob from before would do all that crap he does in the series.
(My secret theory is he was abducted the night after the cinema (or Billy arranged it to happen) from aliens that then proceeded to replace him on Earth with a douchebag /lh )
Anyway, Jacob Black till the middle of New moon (aka turning) was an absolute sweetheart and deserves the world, moon and everything nice. He is amazing. His handling and treating of Bella are great and so cute. The fluff was really enjoyable and easily the best part of the whole book (or maybe even the whole series).
He didn't treat her like she was necessarily broken, he didn't even know what was wrong, yet thought trial and error (and empathy) he found a way to make their hang outs possible and enjoyable. Bella got triggered by even the radio? Okay, he shut off any. Bella dislikes touching? Okay, he didn't do it. Bella froze by the meer mentioning of the Cullen's? Okay, he never spoke of it again even when he was fuming that Edward did that to her. Bella dislikes anything with romance in it? Okay, they never watched those movies. Bella wanted him to repear two absolute beaten and unfunctional motorbikes? Okay, he did the impossible but also did it slowly so she would spend more time with him.
There are endless more examples to be honest. I'm kinda mad this part of the book is so short in the end, because needless to say, Jacob is great there. He is a good boy, someone who is clumsy regarding emotions and love, obviously crushing on Bella, yeah sure, but he would never do something to hurt her. He is the sole reason she got better in the first place. He knew he most likely didn't have any chances with her, but did it regardless. He wasn't nice as an upfront to get her in his bed, he was nice because he was a good person and also valued their friendship over his feelings. He treats her like a person, like a friend. Sure she is difficult sometimes, but that is just how she is, and he accepts it without questions. This is simply how he is.
(Maybe that's very personal, since his handling of her triggers and trauma is deeply satisfying for someone with PTSD and various strong triggers)
And even if Bella would reject him, he didn't become an ass about it. Ultimately, yeah he had a massive crush on her, but he didn't pressure her about his own feelings. So seeing what he does later in the series makes simply no sense coming from the same person. This Jacob would and could never. He would do and show that she is safe with him and he is always by her side.
But while I'm very fond of this version of him and think he deserves the best, I'm strictly the opinion that Bella on the other hand doesn't really deserve him. Bella is a problem there. On one hand she comes from the opposite of good reasons to him, it's absolutely selfish and she does use him for her own benefits, besides absolutely not being open for any romantic relationship (and was honestly a little unbearable at times). On the other hand, I'm pretty certain that if they'd had more time and better writing this could be a really fantastic slow burn friends to lovers story!
Before this starts to sound like a simp mantra, let's get back to the other side of this mess, also called the asshole Jacob Black is after turning.
Do you remember the sweet, caring, lovable, clumsy sweetheart? Yeah well forget him, because he was thrown in the trash, put in the mixer, got into Luna's tummy and was shitted out over some bridge. But hey, what we don't do for the sake of a conveniently attractive badboy Dude that treats everyone around him like crap and is insufferable -.-
While I would understand him for being extremely hateful and angry at everything and anything after his turning, due to hormonal changes, shattered worldviews, withheld information, the vampires/reasons for this, bodily changes and feelings of loneliness and freakiness beside having to side with someone he really dislikes, for like some weeks, maybe moths, but no whole fucking years. And not to Bella of all people. Billy? Sure. Sam? Probably. Vampires/Cullen's? Absolutely. But not Bella.
You love this girl, right? Why do you treat her so absolutely shitty then?? Like an object? Like you are entitled to her? Like she owes you something? You two weren't married, she didn't cheat on you. You had a crush and she chose someone else. Does this suck? Yeah of course, but it doesn't justify his fucked up logic.
There are other reasons why Eclipse is my leat favourite in the franchise but Jacob is a big ass reason in it. He has no right to act the way he does, to manipulate and threaten Bella. Do I like how Bella acts? Mostly not really, but that doesn't mean Jacob is at right there in any way.
Bella is not his property, if she chooses someone else (yeah even if this one is not the safe option, I mean he isn't either) it's not your place to complain like she did something wrong. You can be unhappy with her choice but you can't kiss her without consent (which is sexual harassment/assault by definition btw) or trick her into "consenting" for a kiss so you don't go kill yourself in a battle if she doesn't and then having the audacity to laugh at this to her face??
Leah gets so much hate for being "insufferable" and mean while Jacob is 30 times worse. I mean everybody is annoyed with Jacob but Leah is the most open about it and while I think she needs to do some growing, I could never hate her. Because in comparison, she actually did lose someone unless Jacob who only lost my respect and his reason to be an option in the beginning.
To be honest, I was so confused when I first looked online for others regarding Twilight and found out about Team Edward and Team Jacob, because it is...well it was honestly very clear it will be Edward since at least New moons epilogue.
I did like Jacobs POV in the fourth book but...well I didn't agree with him, I'm just a huge sucker for different perspectives and we got more wolf content. But then again, every time I hoped for some reason with the self proclaimed badboy who accidentally used Wattpad as a real life guide, my hopes were only shattered with the worst of the worst. By the end of it I was so unbelievably fed up that I wanted him to simply be gone.
And this is the reason why I hate the whole Renesmee thing. Not because it's "wrong", I'm too deep into wolf/werewolf lore there to think that because imprinting simply isn't something sexual or romantic for f sake, do research, it's simply a wolf thing that was poorly used, but because Jacob doesn't deserves anyone. He's so shitty, so bad, so insufferable annoying and creepy, he doesn't deserve the happy end. Which is why it's a bad happy end. It works with Quil and Claire because Quil is not an ass.
Like mentioned above, it is truly a statement of my hate towards Jacob because I love Wolfs, Wolfs are my life, I love werewolf stories, I love the lore, I basically live by it, I love lots of the other members of the pack, I write fanfics, heck I write Twilight FFs, I would choose wolves over everyone and anything. It's why I was so shattered with Jacob, why I was so disappointed (and still am). And it hurts even more because he was so sweet and great at the beginning. I love him there. And I never understood why it was important to change his core character for him simply being a stupid hot badboy...
While I agree with Jacob with his heart to heart with Edward that Bella and him would get together if they had more time, I also think it wouldn't work in the end because of his nature he developed after turning. Which is a thing not all boys go through because Quil, Embry, and Seth (+Leah) are still wonderful afterwards. So it's a Jacob thing, not a wolf thing.
I want my sweet boy back tho, not necessarily with Bella, but with someone sweet and caring just like him :(
(Art doesn't belong to me)
Anyways, thanks for reading this long very opinionated rant, here a cookie 🍪, have a wonderful day ^^
