#wem mumbles

Anyway. I'm thinking about how The Lonely's most well known avatars are literally a family and how family doesn't mean together and can be the most isolating thing that you push onto your kids when you have them and create a cycle of lonliness and I know that was probably the Point but I just got that and now I'm sad.

I hope I never stop getting let down by straight people. It's the only time I write 😭

I came out to my mom, lowkey, which is something I never thought I'd do ever. Not fully. Also pretty sure she was drunk so she might forget but uh... kinda freaking out. Gonna explode actually. Wow.

I was thinking about this the other night before I fell asleep and just. I hated the finale for a multitude of reasons, the queerbaiting being the biggest part but also Dean dies! He died with a whimper and Chuck didn’t. I know there was supposed to be a message in letting Chuck live but the fact of the matter is they put more care in Chuck’s ending than they did Dean’s. Dean who thought he was only worth the fight. Dean who deserved a family and a happy ending. Like screw the fact that they queerbaited the shit outta everyone and having Cas not be the love interest would’ve been hated but at least he would’ve been alive and had a family. Dean would’ve been a great father and I’m so fucking sad that Sam got that and Dean didn’t.