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interaction I had earlier today
Me:*drawing Henry Jekyll from TGS*
Friend 1:why is he wearing a dress?
Me: No its a coat.
Friend 2: Jekyll is a drag queen?
My brain and consequently me basically immediately: Jekyll does drag and his stage name is Edward Hyde.
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I got my nails done yesterday by a local shop owned by a Vietnamese family. I was being quiet and then then weirdest things started happening but I'll stick with one for now.
Him: Do you have any plans for the rest of the day?
Me: I have therapy.
Him: What kind?
Me: like mental health? *dread growing in my stomach*
Him: Oh, you look okay to me.
Me: (Gross) Well, I have pretty bad PTSD.
Him: Oh. Okay. Well you don't look like it.
Me:
Him: How often do you go? Like once a month?
Me: No, once a week. Sometimes more.
Him: Shit! You no look fucked up.
Me: *keeping my mouth shut about my other disabilities but I am USING MY CANE.* Invisible illness and all that.
My friend is like INSISTENT on the fact that Kagamine Len is gay, and that somehow lead to the sexualities of each Crypton vocaloid.
We agreed that Miku is gay.
That Luka is Pansexual.
That Rin is gay.
That Len is 100% gay.
That KAITO is Bisexual.
And shockingly we couldn't agree on Meiko. We argued for a good 5 minutes on if she's gay or straight.
I don't know why we did this. But we certainly did.
At this point itβs just funny whenever I talk about the weird conversations I have with my mom. Unfortunately she knows about alpha/omega dynamics, how do I know? She with a straight face told me she could see me as an alpha because Iβm very headstrong take charge when things need to get done.
I was assigned alpha by my mother who clearly doesnβt know me as well as she thinks because Iβm just a headstrong omega
me: s-sorry but... who are you? and what is this place?
?: don't worry, it's just a dream. you are safe here. your mind is here but your body is in your comfy bed. still
me: oh i see... but do you have a name?
?: your brain created me and your brain is creating this conversation. it'll choose my name
me: ok but it's creepy if i talk with an unknown... uhm... "person"
?: my name's hikaru
me: hikaru?
hikaru: you like this name so i want to be hikaru in this moment
me: ok hikaru. can i ask why i can't see you?
hikaru: in this dream there're spaces but many objects are shapeless
me: what does it mean? like a... uhm... unloaded texture?
hikaru: BE CAREFUL!!!
me: what?!
hikaru: THE TRAIN!!!
me: i don't see trains...
hikaru: that's the train
me: ...oh
hikaru: yes?
me: i see... the train is there but it has no shape
hikaru: exactly, aiko
me: you know my nam... ah yes, my brain... yes...
hikaru: oh look. it's almost morning. look at the sky
me: what's happens?
hikaru: it seems there's more than one sky
me: more skies so... more planets? more universes?
hikaru: maybe, yes, it's possible
me: ...
hikaru: oh and and the sea level appears to have risen
me: sea?
hikaru: the rocks are slippery, you are barefoot
me: oh s-shit! SHIT! GIVE ME YOUR HAND!
hikaru: but i don't have a hand...
me: f-fuck!
*fall* splash
hikaru: aiko? are you okay?
me: uhm... yes... yes... i'm fine
hikaru: you don't seem fine
me: why?
hikaru: your hand... is bleeding
me: MY BLOOD?!
hikaru: sure, why?
me: b-but THEY'RE FUCKING STARS! AND GLITTERS! WTF IS HAPPENING?!
hikaru: it came out from your hand
me: impossible...
hikaru: oh yes, it's possible
me: i don't like this dream. it's... too strange, i... i can't... uhm...
hikaru: do you prefer the real world?
me: what kind of question would that be?
hikaru: does the fear and confusion you feel here really change compared to out there?
me: i... uhm...
hikaru: i have a question
me: what?
hikaru: what happens when you bleed in real world?
me: well... it's a red liquid and it's hurts, it creates a lot of stains. if you lose a lot you die, if it gets dirty you get sick. it's just... blood
hikaru: is it the essence of being human?
me: i told you, it's just blood
hikaru: but it's inside you
me: so what?
hikaru: it should reveal who you are
me: blood is the same for everyone. nothing changes
hikaru: but your blood here is different
me: do you want to say something?
hikaru: i don't know. that maybe it's not just blood. you're not just blood. just organs. just bones.
me: i still remain a human, like everyone else
hikaru: i would really like to have a body too. be a human. breathe oxygen, eat, drink water
me: and die
hikaru: are you afraid of death?
me: who isn't afraid of it?
hikaru: every time you sleep and you don't remember your dreams it's like you died, but next day you open your eyes. your body has been still for many hours but you didn't notice
me: death is forever
hikaru: yes, it's true. but don't you think it's worth it?
me: what?
hikaru: life
me: but i didn't choose to live
hikaru: i didn't choose to be created by your brain either. and yet it happened. and in a few minutes i'm going to die. but it was nice. i enjoyed talking to you
me: are you alive too?
hikaru: it's your choice. you created me. and you can create your life line in the real world
me: it's not easy
hikaru: and it's not impossible
me: ...
hikaru: look
me: cars?
hikaru: you created the cars. now they have a shape. you can do the same when you'll wake up. shape whatever you want.
me: hikaru...
hikaru: yes?
me: do you exist in the real world? or are you just a figment of my imagination?
hikaru: you can find me, if you want... maybe i'll have a different name, i'll have a face, i'll be able to eat, drink, breathe
me: how can i find you?
hikaru: make it as easy as bleeding
me: it'll be hurt... people are strange
hikaru: oh sure, but you can heal the wounds
me: what if i can't do it?
hikaru: you tried. and you should be happy about it. that's life.
me: i... uhm
hikaru: what's wrong?
me: i'll wake up soon
hikaru: i'll be glad to wait for you, aiko. as a human
me: i'm afraid
hikaru: you can't be sure you won't find me
me: but...
hikaru: bleed stars in the real world too from now on
me: HIKARU!!!
hikaru: oh this world is destroying itself
me: p-please...
hikaru: don't worry. i can't suffer
me: don't leave me. i'm alone outside
hikaru: i'll wait you. i promise
me: HIKARU!!!
*your brain is like a computer that will eventually shut down. it can create, build, model, remember, bug itself. you're a walking, forced-to-live flesh machine on a planet with rigid, absurd rules. and then you'll perish. it'll be dark*
me: is this the way?
*don't lose your way, aiko. humanity has a consciousness that surpasses mere life on earth. you're not just a pawn in this game. you can look beyond the tunnel. and feel the essence of everything. and give new life to all that is shapeless*
me: i can feel my body. my heart. my lungs. inside my bones
*you're a extraordinary creature*
me: i am... i am...
*you're...*
ALIVE
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I think my most asexual moment for now has been yesterday, I was in this volleyball club that I go and I made a friend, we were talking about what we did in the pandemic and she said that she got addicted to porn and I was like waIT wHoT?? PeOPlE dO tHaT fOr ReAl???? (Don't ask how we got to that point of the conversation)
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