If I want to achieve my dreams
I have to stop making excuses for myself. I have to do things that I don’t like doing but know in the end it will pay off. I have to change myself on the inside and outside. If I stay who I am now I have no chance in hell in leaving the current job I have. Getting the body I want. And passing my fitness test. I have that power to change that. Sometimes I get down on myself and go into this spiral of self destruction. I can’t do that anymore. I want this to be the last time that I have to lose a significant amount of weight. I never want to see 190 anymore or 180, 170... I’m tired of giving up and starting over again. I’m tired of have one fattening meal and just throw the day away. I’m tired of feeling fat and lazy that spews into all other parts of my life. I’m tired of it. I want do to better and be better. Motivation never comes from me. It’s the daily grind that keeps me going. I have to do this man. I’m not happy where I am and I’m tired of stearing away from my dreams when I get so close. No self sabotage💪🏾💪🏾👍🏾👍🏾
















