#wegotarat

Here is the survey!!!

Please take the Tumblr Survivor Demographics Survey! TBH, this is mostly used for my own curiosity, but I know there are other people around here who are interested in data like this, especially since this community has gotten so huge.

This survey will be open until November 1st, and then I’ll compile the results into a post and share them with you all. Maybe also in a podcast form? Idk. We’ll see how November Jules is feeling.

Bailey

Well slap my ass and call me sally 

Ricardo

Ugg, i hate Survivor auctions. Last time i didnt get shit and i'll be mad if i dont get anything this time again. Like bitch fuck this auction, im gonna grab those 500$ and go to the fucking mall. Watch me get some chanel and gucci shit while u enjoy ur shrek 2 dvd binch 

I. JUST. FOUND. THE. FUCKING. ZINGARO. IDOL OMGGG. I literally was going to sleep like 10 minutes ago, but i was looking with the names from each season, and i was at caramoan and i was like, c'mon, let's not leave this jsu half way, so i go with fuckign eddie fox (that i was like this one is easy ill just do it by mnd, and thanks god i didnt do it bc i would have fucked up) and IT WAS THERE. So like, Adrian already showed me how it looked with the deprana idol when it was already found (also, 10/10 for that picture use lol) so like, i know it hasnt been founded. I just hope i really did get it because im so excited, im like shaking rn. This is a miracle, a dream come true tbh. After a season with like 10 fucking idols, i finally have one in my hands and im fucking ecstatic im gonna die. Also the auction was today, and this time i did get stuff, so yayayay. I got an amazing letter with the most iconic speech ever and i got an extra vote so woo. Also i know what miss adrian has and i talked to him about some other stuff about the game. I'll make a video confessional explaining everything because rn im like shaking BECAUSE I HAVE A MOTHER FUCKING IDOL (and also it's 3:30am and one can only say many logic and smart stuff before passing out) 

Adrian

Hey it's me! The one that is always certain that his brown ass is gonna get fucked over by all these whiteys! Okay so I didn't leave and my name wasn't brought up at all so I feel good about that,  I hope I can still fly under the radar in terms of voting out, like that would be my best bet. Looking at the tribal I'm pretty happy with how it went. I didn't trust Jared so i'm glad he's gone and then he leaked a F2 that I had with Steven which is hilarious omfg Like first of all I'm not getting anywhere near the F2 and even though Steven is my #1 idk if it would be a good idea to have him sit next to me tbh moving on, Bailey was pissed that he didn't know about the plan and I told him my side of the story which was completely true, I didn't know that he wasnt informed of the plan! I voted last minute...I was bust with a film assessment ! so i  feel like I have calmed that situation down but i feel like he is still majorly pissed at Ric...meh it aint me! The reward was glam, I got an extra immunity necklace that I will probably use at this upcoming tribal and I got a thing that can remove someone from the jury I also stumbled across what looks to be the Zingaro Idol, so if I do get that I have it and if I don't that means Ricardo has it and he didn't tell me he found the page... but if i do get that I would have the Zingaro idol and a extra immunity? glam af like I know that the Drepana idol is out there, hiding under Jerri Manthey is a good idea! She is a queen!

Christian

I realized I haven't said anything about Justin being voted off...at least I don't think I have. I honestly miss Justin. </3 He was such a great person and ally. We clicked right away on the first night of the game. I like Elise a lot, but as I was reading the votes from the last tribal before merge, I wanted him to make it. Ashley is my number one ally in this game, but so was Justin. :/ I trusted him a lot in this game, but at the end of the day him and Connor had to be split up. At least that's what The Idols (Jacob/Ash/Ken/Myself) wanted and thought what was best. I have to say Connor is one lucky person in this game, considering he was supposed to leave 100 years ago lol. 

I love dreprana roots (Myself/Ash/Ken/Jacob/Connor/Elise), but I would also love to flip the script. Even though I know it might be a little too soon for that *sigh*. But you know what they say, keep your friends close and your enemies closer. Seriously how amazing would it be to flip the script, vote out someone from drepana roots and align myself with the internationals? Or maybe that's just wishful thinking. I'm gonna slow my roll, and not get ahead of myself. At least for right now *insert emoji upside down smile* 

Kenneth

[12:52:41 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: BTW don't be mad at me when you see my list this challenge is literally designed to show people's cards and I don't want them to know I'm trying to work with you until we can flip the tribe [12:53:21 PM] ricardo: Yeah, I think it can end up having something behind it, but who knows [12:53:36 PM] ricardo: Haha it's fine dw [12:53:43 PM] ricardo: Even tho I think we might be able to do so [12:54:26 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: I think so too depending on whats happening [12:54:47 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: the only issue I'm seeing is no matter what another one of zingaro is probably in danger next [12:55:21 PM] ricardo: I mean, elise is not here for this tribal, os there's only 9, if us 4 returnees get a way of having an extra vote, we are golden [12:55:32 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: but that's the issue lmao [12:55:58 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: I tried to use that to convince someone to flip and they said they didn't want to flip in case there's a returnee alliance [12:56:33 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: so I think Adrian might have to go next in order to lock a solid alliance vs us having to use idols and auction stuff to get majority for one round [12:57:01 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: but after that its got to be actual swings at people in power [12:57:14 PM] ricardo: Here's the thing, there's also Bailey and hes from the minority of Pizarro, if hes given an opportunity to be back on top he would do so [12:57:43 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: but bailey is with elise from what ive been told [12:57:50 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: which is why he voted jared out [12:58:14 PM] ricardo: Or maybe he didn't actually do so [12:58:54 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: ideally I think you/me/steven/bailey/two others from drepana could stick together [12:59:21 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: and that way at final 6 its fair game [12:59:51 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: but the only way I could possibly flip people by the sound of things is to convince them that Adrian would get votes from yall [1:00:16 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: because he's a vet he's close with people who have a lot of connections [1:01:01 PM] ricardo: Yeah, however hes still one of our votes. Yeah voting him would dismantle the opportunity to us having an alliance, but would also put us in the minority [1:01:25 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: not if the 6 of us voted together [1:02:26 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: I asked to see if anyone wanted to take a shot at someone on our old tribe but everyone said they didn't want to stick their neck out unless they knew they were protected [1:03:20 PM] ricardo: The problem is that we don't even have 6 votes garantized, while with him going for a deprana, we already have 4 with all the returnees, and 5 if we add Bailey [1:03:51 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: ok but what happens when elise comes back and pulls bailey back over [1:04:00 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: its 5-4 with all the returnees in minority [1:04:32 PM] ricardo: Yeah but youre willing to do so, and there's already an entire tribe willing to vote for them, and with u is complete [1:04:53 PM] ricardo: Well, if we vote Adrian then its a minority of 6-3 [1:05:04 PM | Edited 1:05:45 PM] ricardo: And it's not exactly us at the top [1:05:06 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: yes with us in the 6 [1:05:48 PM] ricardo: We would be doing others people's dirty works [1:05:53 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: and in that 6 it would be you/me/steven which is already half the vote [1:06:14 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: well they have to go either way [1:07:00 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: if bailey really is swayed by numbers he'll be much more willing to work in the 6 than in a 5 [1:07:10 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: cause if he's the swing he's just gonna go to his friend's side [1:07:22 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: if he knows his vote wont change he'll vote with majority [1:07:32 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: like we've seen [1:07:39 PM] ricardo: Okay but what happens if elise and Bailey are together and decide they want to go the others [1:08:04 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: then it would still be 5-4 without bailey [1:08:21 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: only difference is now within the 5 you/me/steven would control the votes when everyone outside the group left [1:08:34 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: vs in a 6 where it could potentially tie [1:09:04 PM] ricardo: The problem with this plans, is that there's too many "if's" and stuff that could change really fast, there's idols, there vote negators and God knows what else there is in the game [1:09:20 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: but that can be said for any plan lol [1:09:58 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: from the looks of it mine has a lot more thought put into it though which makes me feel secure in it [1:10:18 PM] ricardo: Yeah, ht even if there was none of them there's still a lot of those, we are pretty much playing eith fire rn, and we either get burned or make a campfire, because with that plan, we might not end with no numbers because we aren't 100% the others would do that stuff [1:11:01 PM] ricardo: Yeah but also when you over think stuff they end up reaching, and idk I just don't feel safe voting for one of.our vote and hope and pray we also have other 3 more [1:11:08 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: if you make it a game based on tribal lines then you automatically lose though [1:11:34 PM] ricardo: It's not about tribal lines, is about numbers [1:12:11 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: shaky numbers shakier than the ones I think I have [1:13:45 PM] ricardo: I don't think so tho, I said names and I'm 100% they are secured, you gave me 3 names, 2 of them being us, and the other 3 are just anyone else that might wnat to jump in [1:14:23 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: well Ive pretty much locked mine in [1:14:31 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: I just haven't been like "ok ricardo/steven/bailey are in" [1:14:58 PM] Kenneth 🐸☕️: but i don't want to put their games out there unless i know there's something happening

Kenneth

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n1Y2FTnG9Mw&feature=youtu.be

Elise

Can I just say exile is AWFUL, and that reward challenge was AWFUL! The worst people got the better stuff, my dumbass bid scarcely and awkwardly, this was an all around mess. It was funny seeing Jared get blindsided and expose what he supposedly knew. It's just weird seeing how everyone basically retracted into their original tribes after merge. Battle of the Tribes?? Seems like it. 

Adrian

So Kenneth wants to get rid of me, Kenneth wants to get rid. of. me. okay okay okay cute mate don't try and target me! The americans are all so fucking dumb, if you are on the bottom you need to flip! If you want to flip then fucking flip, don't give fucking give caveats! you shit monkey god i hate americans

Christian

The Idols (Me/Ash/Jacob/Ken), The Fatal 2 (Me/Ash); I still need to bring the name up to her lol,  The Noob Squad (Me/Ash/Connor/Elise/ex-member Justin :/), Drepana Roots (Me/Ash/Ken/Jacob/Elise/Connor), and now Me/Ash/Adrian/Steve..... OKAY I think I'm good on alliances. I should feel comfortable with all of this, but the second you feel comfortable in this game is the second you're voted out. And I never feel comfortable. I should get confused with the alliances I'm in, but thankfully I know how to keep things straight and so does Ash. I love her so much. This is exciting. 

Ricardo

https://youtu.be/rwV5zuhDNYA

Christian

No offense, but I hate that Ash pulled me into an alliance with Adrian and Steve. I already want out and it hasn't even been a whole 24 hours. U G H. 

Steven

Not feeling comfortable going into this tribal at all. All my allies possess some sort of power. Bailey has a negator, Adrian has immunity and frankly I think Ricardo has an idol because both tribal idols are gone. I just feel like my time is up because I'm the easiest target, like Jared was. So many different alliance ideas are occurring and I feel like I'm getting second hand smoke with each piece of info I receive. I'm the after thought outside a bigger thing. Maybe I'm just going insane for no reason. I really want to make it past my 10th place in Easter Island but my gut tells me I'm gonna go and there isn't anything I can really do about it. Ken to my knowledge wants to attempt to blindside Adrian but include Ricardo and myself in the plan. This is a huge red flag to me because if Adrian is immune, you might as well take out his supposed F2 right? That's why I'm pissed off with that luck based immunity. There was no way an original Zingaro would win that purely based off numbers even if people were going to strategically place people to hide alliances or some shit. Nobody is taking the time to speak with me privately, big red flag huh? On the other hand Adrian has been talking closely with Ashley and now there is a formed "alliance" of Adrian, Ashley, Christian and myself. There is a chance for us to take control of the game but I don't entirely trust them despite being on good terms with both of them. We don't know who exactly who is at the bottom and telling them Kenneth could just be like feeding info into the palm of his hand. Adrian is playing the immunity necklace. It's like, idk. I feel like I'm gonna get scalded by whichever pot I stick my hand in. Bailey is *supposedly* vote blocking Ken & Christian and voting Ken which would mean the Zingaro 4 would have a majority for the vote unless of course Bailey is pissed off with us for not telling him about the vote. I feel like a piece of shit lying straight to Ken's face who is telling me that he'd do all these things to keep me in the game and telling me that I'm probably in the most favourable position with all the Americans, ie, the goat. I mean fuck it I've been the goat and got votes to win. I just feel like there is a *little* emotional manipulation because I would literally feel like a shit fuck if someone tells the truth. I hate having to play the rat. But I need that cheese. I wanna survive so bad. He wants to vote Ric because Ric shut him down so I said I'm down and gave my word but fuck I feel like shit. Ric i irrational so I'm saying nothing. Ken should be going tonight if everyone is telling the truth. I don't know what to expect. My gut still tells me I'm somehow gonna get fucked and go home with 2 votes but who knows. I have no power and all I can do is touch wood and cross my fingers. Still think that these games are driving me batshit crazy. 

Ashley

Stress. Stress levels are over 9,000. I came so close to playing my idol tonight... But I guess that was me being paranoid??????? Idk. This tribal is gunna have me shook though. I hope my alliances have pulled it together right.... Also I'm starting to have some doubts about my alliance with Christian, we just don't talk other than tribal times. Its different with Adrian, but I still have no idea whether I can trust him. 

Jacob

Jared

Who the fuck voted me?! I am pissed I was trying to have a perfect game and then Elise or Justin had to fuck it up. Anywho, I'm pretty certain when we merge, Zingaro is fucked since were in the minority. I'm just gonna pray for a miracle and hope someone from Drepana doesn't like their tribe! 

I am not feeling this new merge tribe, they were being mcbitches. Christain was just like "Wow" and then Elise and Ashley are just like "OMG REUNION!!!" and I'm over here sitting on the log doing a britney spears gif. I mean I am literally miserable. They better let the tribe name be #buygloryonitunes. 

Bailey

lol I won my first reward but like hello what kind of clue is "the password is said by a contestant" like there is 32 seasons, many confessionals, if it even is a confessional like merging in the Original Zingaro minority is not fun to start with and now the idol fuck lol. Maybe i should tell everyone the wrong clue to get there trust.... 

Jacob

I'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xAUkHDIaoSI 

Adrian

MERGE! okay so merge happened and I talked to everyone and tried to like get in their good graces because I feel like I will be the first target mainly because I did win the immunity last time and i feel like I am gone at first tribal which sucks because I really wanted to be in the jury! like why wouldn't you want me in the jury? I'm a cunt and i'd probably say something snarky to the F2/F3 But I have been busting my ass to not be on the chopping block! I have tried to get people to like me and to work with me  so let's hope I can work some shit and stay and try and make myself a power player in this game....will it work? probably not...will I be coming in 11th place? most likely xo

Steven

I think I've booty bounced my way to the bottom of the totem pole. Man do I feel so out of touch with everyone and everything. You'd think that for my third time I'd not be slacking on conversations but damn I'm so overwhelmed and flustered and nervous and have no idea what to do. I'm just scared that we're not in the jury phase yet I guess? That is the next goal. I've tried a bit to get around to everyone but I just have this nervous air about me that lots of these people know each other previously and that I'm a black sheep. I'm super paranoid right? Like I know my bond with Adrian is good but I'm literally freaking myself out because my first season I was the goat and my second I overplayed on the merge vote which ultimately destroyed my game. I know I won't win this immunity. I'll write another confessional about my conversations. Yep. I'm crackedt. 

Did I ever say Justin deleted me on Skype? LOL. I highkey cackled for 8 minutes at the thought. Awkward reunion ahead huh?! 

Ashley

Flag immunity challenge. I am NOT creative enough for this shit.

Jared

So I heard that Connor is telling people to vote me, and the only person not from my tribe I told that too was Ashley, so either Ashley fucking ratted me out, one of the old Zingaro ratted me out even though I was not even the one that brought it up, or people are just threatned by me bc idek?? Like im the least threatning out of everyone from Zingaro since 3 of them have won a comp and the other is a returnee. But GJ little rats if they vote me out, I just gotta pray I make jury so I can drag their asses to hell at the Final Tribal Council. But yeah I am going guns fucking blazing now!! Watch out!! Jared is not going home! Im speaking it into existance and I will watch it harvest. 

Christian

sooooooo how about tonight's vote. it's been pretty hectic today and a lot of scrambling trying to get this vote right. but if everything goes as plan jared will be leaving and not connor. i pray that jared doesn't have an idol, or someone has an idol and plays it on him. i'm not even going to think about that. i don't know what's up with people, but they can never keep connor's name outta their mouth. it's good for me though! and ashley. <3 

Elise

I've legit done one, rip. But now here I am, and I'm a wired mess. Bailey got me all sorts of fucked up, trying to vote off original Drepana members so he can get his numbers in Zingaro then boot me off, like sorry hun, not happening. Love you tons, but like, I'm not here to help your game. I'm here to win. 

Ashley

This vote is getting messy. Everyone is telling different people different things and it be getting cray. Hopefully this can just go smoothly and we can just get the original person we wanted out. I'm afraid new alliances are forming, and tides may start to turn. Tribal lines will hopefully be invisible soon. 

Steven

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Adrian

Okay so it's been a long time since a confessional and I'm just writing whatever the fuck comes into my head! Let's go back a little to the start of the week shall we? okay so Elise and Justin are our two new members... I like justin, he makes sandwiches and that is basically all I know about him. Elise is umm alright i guess? 1 thing that has happened is my social game has gone down the toilet which is horrible tbh so I expect to be voted out soon...... Let's talk about the immunity that just past! I have fond memories of this immunity because last time I played it in Bonin it was this immunity that my tribe bombed and a person left who was trying to get rid of me....I forget this persons name (david) but whoever it was I love them..... We won which was surprising....we kidnapped christian because we thought the americans would actually play the game and not be boring predictable players but obviously we gave them too much credit because they got rid of James! :( I'm so upset because he was a perfect baby! I genuinely liked him and i'm so upset that he is gone! Now we jst have to win the immunity and save billy. also my hate for jacob has grown exponentially and I want to see him gone! He think he is so funny but he is just a dick! I bet the VL loves him because the VL is full of....questionable opinions... so in conclusion: I still hate jacob, I still hate the americans and I want to continue to win immunity xox 

Justin

Thoughts on Last Tribal I'm literally so confused. Like wtf happened I thought Connor and Ashley would vote together, and take out Will but either one of them didn't or they changed their mind to James. Jacob voted Will, or like James? idk this is a mess. KEN SELF-VOTING IS SO FUNNY bc how tf do you forget to vote. It takes 10 seconds at most, unless he's power went out idk and was unable. Before Christian left, I changed my mind about the kidnapping situation. I was like take Adrian so we could vote out Jared. If Zingero lost again, I told her to take a shot at Ken, and I would try to get Jacob kidnapped so Ken didn't have that number and take his possible idol out of the occasion. 

Ongoing Challenge Thoughts Fuckity Fuck Fuck. I honestly hate double tribals, my whole plan w/ Christian is literally ruined because Ken won immunity already on that side. No kidnapping at all? bye.The fact we're going merge at this vote most likely? keep it. 3/5 Chance that Ashley, Connor or Christian get voted out.... bye. Chances of me making it past this vote are high, but I hope Elise doesn't get targeted tho just in case. I'm legit gonna manipulate the internationals, if I have to make sure Elise and I make merge.

Adrian

Damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn Justin has the idol or it was found before hand which I doubt so justin has is fucking hell! fucking jerri manthey?! damn it all so what I need to do is win individual immunity because that is the only way i'm safe because I know that justin will come after me tbh pray for me

We are about 10 hours into this immunity challenge and a total of 3 people have CHOSEN A STARTING POSITION! Honestly sometimes I question the people on a tribe I'm stuck on......?! Will we ever finish this immunity? probs not! I just hope I'm not screwed over and they decide to host it live when I'm asleep bc unfair for me. Honestly I feel like you should either Medivac someone like Elise who has been MIA for days OR you could let us go to tribal without someone having immunity. those two decisions would be perfect #alsostillfuckingpissedaboutjerrifuckingmanthey OH I forgot to mention the whole Kenneth thing?! short story is that Kenneth is supposedly trying to flip shit around over there and that Will has flipped to be with someone called Ashley? And then Kenneth wants us to allign with Jacob....Kennether specifically told Ricardo to tell the returnees that Jacob is looking to do shit so let's assume this bitch kenneth is tell the truth shall we? If Steven, Ricardo and I make it past this vote to 11 and then we merge at 11. We would have, hoperfully, gotten rid of Elise or Justin and then we would go in with 5 v 6 looking down international lines and assuming that Will is voted out. So then if Kenneth and Jacob flip to the 3 international returnees it would be 5 v 2 v 4 we could effectively keep on shooting down the numbers until F5. That is the best case scenario and obvs wont work! mainly because I don't trust Jacob or Kenneth!! And working with Jacob would honestly be the hardest thing ever because he seems like a cunt. I'm playing a game that is underwhelming to say the least and I am disappointed. I have a strong feeling that my time is up next tribal! Say goodbye to the Brown Australian!

Justin

If I make merge, I'll make a video of me lip syncing "Stores" by Carly Rae Jepsen or TRNDSTTR by Black Coast or a mix of the both. Stay tuned. 

If I win Immunity somehow. I'm going do something pretty sneaky. ;) 

Kenneth

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjE_UT8mfCg&feature=youtu.be

Adrian

so surprise, surprise! we didn't finish the IC because our tribe is hopeless! xoxo Drepana ily so we get given the flash game of snake and let's be real, this is what I was hoping for when I read that we were doing "snake" for our IC I currently have a disappointing score of 29,550.....I doubt that it will be enough to secure me the Individual immunity but let's hope people flop with this flash game shall we? 

Jared

I am PRAYING I win this immunity. I'm not just going to allow 4 returnees into the merge, I'm not fucking dumb, I can tell they're working together. So I need this Immunity to ensure the vote wont flip onto me if the returnees figure out I'm voting one of them off. 

Steven

Lots and lots of tea to be poured, and as an Irishman I do love a good strong cup of tea. So it turns out the battle Ricardo won turned out to be a big strategy session. Kenneth decided to plonk a shitload of information on the table for Ricardo to absorb and ultimately run back to tell Adrian & myself. However this information seems to be flawed on several accounts. I'm sure that the receipts have already been posted in a confessional so I'm just gonna talk about them. I don't see Will being permanently flipped to a "NuZingaro" alliance. I'm pretty sure Will voted as he has in order to keep himself in the game, but I honestly feel he still sees Adrian as his #1 and me as his #2, which is fine and dandy. I'm sad James is gone and that I never got to say goodbye because I'm sure I had his loyalty for the length of the game. He also dished some tea that Justin & Connor are a package deal. Now I don't know what really is going on there. He also said Ashley is running shit from that side. So practically he has made himself look as if he is the least wanted of that tribe and is expendable. So he wants to make a move? I'm dubious. I'm afraid of being caught up in some big ass spider web. There was also no mention of Christian, who I made sure to get to know when she was here so I would have options at the swap. So either she's completely out of the loop or is a number for the so called power side. Secondly Ken talked about how he attempted to flip the vote at one of the tribals Zingaro has went to the swap. Firstly, why the hell didn't you do it the first tribal? Because Will was dead set on voting James or something? I find their to be bullshit in that. If you had offered the 3 original Zingaro's an alliance I'm sure they would've went for it. The second vote you said you couldn't do it even though you had Jacob (who apparently would consider flipping with Ken, vom) which would've given you a tie although you self voted. You could've had a 4 at that tribal too. The story really isn't matching exactly what he is saying. What worries me to a further extent is the fact that Ricardo seemed to sop it all up hook, line & sinker. Bitch I don't want my boat to sink so stop the lights. With a double tribal on the horizon it seems inevitable that we will go into the merge down in numbers which is not what I wanted. So despite not being swap fucked numbers-wise, boy have my stocks fallen significantly. My power in the game has sunk from #I'mWithHer to #WhoTheFuckIsHe? 

Jared

I AM LIVID. I really wanted to win Immunity so I could feel safe making the move I wanna make, and now idk if I want too bc the Drepana 2 could easily just tell them my plan and then they could flip and vote me out. So I'm jumping back and forth between what I should do. 

Justin

Bye. Bye. Bye. 

Steven

David: *reads out immunity scores* Me: *has heart attack* David: ADRIAN WINS IMMUNITY! Me: YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 

Justin

brb manipulating all the internationals so elise and i are safe k bye. 

Literally, I can't win a fucking challenge for myself. Ugh. Nor can I find the fucking idol and the merge is blooming. I hope Elise, Ricky, and Adrian stay true to their word because I honestly can't strategize this vote, with this defeated mindset. 

Adrian

Looks like i'm not going anywhere lmao let's be 100% here I did about 15 games and I was aiming for like at least 7500 which would have won me the immunity but I had to just overdo it and get fucking 29550 (which i'm pissed about, I would have liked to get 30k) ......lucky I didn't tell them I was using a trackpad tbh bc it would have pissed them off more also the fact that I didn't use the ball would have pissed them off too lmao idc all that matters is that I am safe at a tribal for the first time ever....let's just hope y'all aren't pulling a fast one and screwing with us! this immunity win will possibly make me a threat but let's be real I'm not the best at challenges...in fact I suck at most of them that coupled with the fact that I have sold to justin that I am on the bottom on old Zingaro (which isn't true) will probably let me fly utr a little more  so here's hoping that merge is next week, that I win some more immunities and that I take control of this game 

Justin

Fuck the Internationals. 

Steven

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCnrXsGYgU0 (song is so you're not bored reading : ) ) I forgot to mention in my last confessional that Adrian had in fact found the idol location and that the idol was gone. I trust him to tell me the truth, we're in this for the long run. However the fact the idol is gone has me shitting bricks because with an impending tribal it means one of the 2 Drepana's on my tribe could be safe tonight. That means a split is going to be the safest although it always has its risks. 3-2 with the 3 being on Justin because it is more likely he has the idol but it is also likely that he has more control in this game than Elise (per my conversation with Christian, they had apparently not spoken privately). It also scares me because perhaps one of the Drepana's now on Zingaro has it, and also have found the yellow idol. It is best that one of these is FOR SURE gone out of the game so hopefully we force it out tonight and stay safe. Justin is trying to get votes onto Jared which is getting right on my tits. Ricardo is really dubious about splitting the vote and his behavior over the last two days has given huge indications that he is impressionable and perhaps willing to drop those around him to get further. The fact he has brought up different scenarios with me is reassuring, but I gotta make sure that he feels safe and secure with myself and Adrian. If we make it through this tribal, we will hopefully merge and hopefully be jury members, which would really be awesome to mark down as another achievement. I'm just scared I might get votes, seeing as Adrian is immune and Ricardo seems to be worming into Justin's ear. Justin has spoken to me, although he has not brought up voting Jared with me, which he has done with Ric and Adrian. Hopefully the two Drepana votes go to the Jared though, I'd really be devastated  to just miss jury potentially. So I hope Ric doesn't flip and leave us more down in numbers than we already are. I also hope that some of these Americans are ready to play the game and drop tribal lines if I get to the merge. We will see, c'est la vie. 

Justin

Justin

when drepena sticks together and votes out a zingero http://u.cubeupload.com/cagayangifs/KCzACD.gif 

Kenneth

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDPMXP7Fnwo&feature=youtu.be

Justin

BYE BYE BYE THE ONE TIME I DO WELL IN THE FUCKING REWARD I LOSE TO JACOB SPEED. I HATE MYSELF. UGH. LOSING 3 TIMES? Messy. Be seen as a challenge threat when we merge? A concept I'm avoiding ;)   

(rant cf) I got no chill rn, the only two people I talked today and I was annoyed. Like I have no chill tbh. Like get with it!!! 1st we have Ricky! me: tries to be funny ricky: takes it to the extreme [8/26/16, 9:25:43 PM] justin 💥: Trying to steal my thunder huh [8/26/16, 9:25:55 PM] ricardo: I am a bih [8/26/16, 9:25:58 PM] ricardo: and sorry [8/26/16, 9:26:01 PM] ricardo: I just don't ike docs [8/26/16, 9:26:07 PM] ricardo: i had to make it a spreedsheet [8/26/16, 9:26:13 PM] ricardo: the devil tempted me [8/26/16, 9:27:12 PM] justin 💥: Devil doesn't like sexual active pre-teens [8/26/16, 9:27:53 PM] ricardo: I'm pretty sure since he likes sinners he'd love me [8/26/16, 9:28:04 PM] ricardo: also i don't got a gag reflex to he wont mind my presence [8/26/16, 9:29:08 PM] justin 💥: Bye [8/26/16, 9:29:23 PM] ricardo: i have always said it [8/26/16, 9:29:29 PM] ricardo: i know satan is a daddy [8/26/16, 9:29:28 PM] justin 💥: Bye [8/26/16, 9:29:31 PM] ricardo: and uncut [8/26/16, 9:29:37 PM] justin 💥: Bye 2nd we have Mr. Adrian! him: ill do bb18 even tho i don't watch it me:  Y?????? [8/26/16, 11:44:49 PM] justin 💥: i mean [8/26/16, 11:44:55 PM] justin 💥: their are 14 other categories [8/26/16, 11:44:58 PM] justin 💥: we can work on [8/26/16, 11:45:16 PM] Adrian: yeah [8/26/16, 11:45:28 PM] justin 💥: im doing vine [8/26/16, 11:45:34 PM] Adrian: sweet [8/26/16, 11:45:42 PM] justin 💥: so if u could do another [8/26/16, 11:45:49 PM] justin 💥: so we aren't looking at the same tag [8/26/16, 11:45:51 PM] Adrian: I’ll do bb18, even though I don’t watch it I’ll try and find something funny lmao [8/26/16, 11:46:03 PM] justin 💥: i think ricky is doing bb18 [8/26/16, 11:46:12 PM] Adrian: oaky rip [8/26/16, 11:46:22 PM] Adrian: ll do ryan loechte [8/26/16, 11:46:24 PM] justin 💥: perf i hate the men of orginal zingero!

I just had a moment last night, I need to fucking win this current challenge because I don't know who tf Zingero will kidnap and that could effect the numbers I have going into tribal. I mean i can always pull a miracle but I don't want Elise or I to be fucked and be left alone if the other gets kidnapped. :( 

Thank you Cody and David for officially scaring me! I would've preferred "Furry/ies" over "Food Porn" to be honest!!!! 

Ashley

So..... last night I FOUND THE FREAKING IMMUNITY IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So that's neat. I screamed a little. Okay a lot. Like a lot a lot. I will be a little less paranoid that someone will just pull out an idol at tribal... at least an old Drepana member. This makes me comfortable with going ahead and trying to get Connor out once we get freaking Will and James out. Speaking of Will, he went OFF on me at tribal as well, I mean sure, I lied to him, but how was I supposed to know I could trust him? He never talked to me or any of the other Idol members until it was literally like a half hour before votes were due. What could I do? I knew he wasn't being voted out, so I just told him to vote for James because I didn't know if he would then just go and talk to Mateusz and tell him he was being voted out. We couldn't have that happen. 

Justin

Tea. [8/27/16, 6:59:27 PM] Ste: thanks for your effort in this challenge <£ [8/27/16, 7:00:44 PM] justin 💥: No problem, gotta help after floppimg in reward [8/27/16, 7:01:47 PM] Ste: I don't mind rewards its just a clue and idols suck [8/27/16, 7:01:53 PM] Ste: but you really killed this one <3 [8/27/16, 7:03:32 PM] justin 💥: i try [8/27/16, 7:05:44 PM] Ste: its appreciated :D Ste is my new fav.

CHRISTIAN AND I ARE HAVING TEA TONIGHT AND NOW I KNOW WHERE THE IDOL IS WHEW!!!!!!!! 

I BIGGER CF IS COMING ABOUT THE TEA NIGHT BUT CHRISTIAN JUST DRAGGED ELISE AND IM SCREAMING????? 

[8/27/16, 10:00:12 PM] Christian: You haven't had any long convos with Elise? Or is she not on much [8/27/16, 10:00:20 PM] justin 💥: I DID [8/27/16, 10:00:26 PM] justin 💥: i did* [8/27/16, 10:00:36 PM] justin 💥: but it's more like [8/27/16, 10:00:40 PM] justin 💥: we need to stick together [8/27/16, 10:00:43 PM] justin 💥: or we are fked [8/27/16, 10:01:25 PM] Christian : I think she's just depending on u to make it to merge [8/27/16, 10:01:35 PM] Christian: That's not how this game works [8/27/16, 10:01:57 PM] Christian: You gotta make fake alliances to get u there CHRISTIAN SCALPED ME AND IDK HOW TO RESPOND

Jacob

ANOTHER ONE. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YbD5FP_6CSM 

Justin

(Rest of of Tea night w/ Christian) Discussions talked about -What's happening at both camps -n00bie squad is now drepanaroots and Ashley, Connor and Christian are sticking together with Ken/Jacob for original drepana majority, -Apparently Ashley and Will popped off last tribal whew! -CONNOR speaking up and wanting Will out next right after that tribal? he did that! Hopefully he succeeds! -James and Will not giving a fuck on their tribe and no helping at all. messy it's like they WANT to be picked off. -Told me Idol #3 of Zingero which basically would be Drepana's but reworded as Idol #2 was the same case -I told her that Elise and I are just trying are best to survive and that i made a fake idol after that Christian dragged Elise, saying she just using me to get to merge. I was honestly just scalped. But I need Elise more than ever to stay sane. Not regarding tea, but if Drepana loses I told her to kidnap Elise because I believe I'm in a good position, I might talk to her more and just tell her kidnap a original Zingero so Elise and I numbers are locked. But I'm pretty sure I'm more friendly and active, than Elise so! thats that on thats. Shoutout to the Kidnap Twist for keeping me sane! I was tired of talking to the all the m*n on my tribe. 

Jacob

I'm back with the black bob and I'm fucking PRESSED. This cunt Ashley is really trying me, isn't she? She really wants to get beat the fuck up with my tongue and be exposed for a fake and fraudulent mess?? She's nothing but a phony troll who needs spiritual guidance in her life. Seek the lord, mess. She's now preaching the 2-2-2 split vote like it was her idea. And Connor's sad weak bottom ass wedges his head right up her punani saying, "wow that's a great idea!!!" when the fat didn't have an opinion on it 3 hours ago when I was trying to get them to do that. They can both rot, choke, be set ablaze, be reincarnated and can repeat the process. What a couple of sad fucks. Of course it's a good idea, because I came up with it. Ashley couldn't come up with the square root of 4 if she were given 24 hours and a calculator. I wouldn't be surprised if one or both of them fuck(s) me over, OR fucks up this vote, whether it be accidental or on purpose. It will be a sad day when they start thinking for themselves. A sad fucking day. Just know that Ashley does not possess the skills to think of a 2-2 split vote, nor does Connor have the ability to take into account anyone else's ideas apart from Ashley's. You're welcome for the clarification. 

Justin

Idol Searching Fuck. Fuck. Fuck I can't find anything!!!!! 

Before Christian leaves... Her: Your my number #1 Me: ok so are Connor, and Elise...... I'm such a mess. They all better be loyal when we link up at merge! 

Steven

Ashley

Steph was just voted out. That kinda sucks since I was able to lean back on her for an extra vote, and she trusted my word. But I didn't need everyone being suspicious of me if I were to try and save her from elimination again, hopefully it'll all work out. Sorry, Steph. 

Bailey

Omg so the tribe I got switched in has 4/5 of my alliance and im not complaining that Matheus is gone because he irritated me sometimes so like who cares 

Jared

I am so annoyed right now. I didn't want to fucking kidnap Kenneth. And just saying returnees, maybe make it a lil less obvious you're trying to keep the other returnee, I wasn't born fucking yesterday. 

This tribe swap is actually amazing. Like it's a 5-2 majority for Zingaro and it's lit. And even if, I feel like the other 2 will want the returnees out, and if I see an oppurtunity to take out a returnee, I will gladly do it. 

Justin

POST-SWAP FK (x7) 

POST TRIBE SWAP FK AHHHHH What are the odds, I lose all the people I'm closely aligned (Connor and Christian). I really hope original Drepena stick together on that tribe, because they have majority. Than there is Jacob who was exiled, I really want him on my tribe so Elise and I aren't alone. But we'll see. I'm just gonna gonna give an assessment of my new tribemates. Ricki - I'm so fucking glad I have him, I already know him and we already have a trust bond bless Adrian - He's gtg, I don't like his vibe Ste - Icon. Postive energy. ++++ Jared - Who? Bailey - HE SEEMS FAKE TO ME IDK WHY ___ Elise and I had a huge ass discussion on what we were going plan to do being in the minority in all. Elise says she already knows Bailey which can work in are favor, I have Ricki and Ricki has Ste so we would be a set majority. I informed her about my fake idol I created, and she loves the idea. We are in the minority and  we gotta pull all the tricks out to be safe. The plan with the fake is to a) plant it, if we find the real one or b) just say straight up we have it. We are 100% loyal to eachother and nothing is gonna separate us. I'm just going pray to the survivor gods Elise and I don't get 15th. :)

Adrian

Okay so when I finally felt fucking safe as dicks there happens to be a tribe swap!! I was certain that there wasn't gonna be a tribe swap! So I was so fucking scared when I saw that David and Cody were fucking us raw with this bloody swap! Buuuut I'm on a tribe with Steven, Ricardo, Bailey and Jared and I'm so fucking happy! However Bailey doesn't want the 5 he only wants the four of the returnees and himself which is kinda annoying because I really like Jared :\ anyway let's hope it doesnt come to that and we win immunity but on the other hand I dont want to win all the immunities until merge. I am thinking that throwing one of the challenges would be good because we could get rid of one of the americans and save an international. But that probably won't happen because if I throw that idea out there it could come back to bite me in the ass.I'm also worried about Idols esp with Justin because his answer last tribal was either pointing to the fact he does have it or he is close to it but given that they have 2 clues also it's probably really hard to find? Idk all I know is that I'm gonna work my ass off to the point that if they do have idols and play it that they don't come after me. This is the point in the game where I start saying "As long as it ain't me, I'll write down anyone's name" also fuck jacob, my hatred for him has grown exponentially 

Justin

(feeling extra cf) I MISS ORIGINAL DREPENA SO MUCH. 

Conflicted and Problematic Ughhhhhhh. I have so many conflicting thoughts ugh. I want to lose this immunity, but than I don't. -screams- Just gonna pull a Jozea and layout the scenerios. https://67.media.tumblr.com/e8923a4b1c63a24dbef2763aaf8e61fa/tumblr_inline_oajpsfC3BX1tw6e0l_500.gif If we lose: I think I'm in a good position, Elise and I can form a majority w/ Ricki, Steve and Bailey and vote someone out. We'd get Jacob w/ his idol clue next round. Elise, I and him can form a iconic trio and slay the rest of original Zingero. Worst case scenario I create chaos with my fake idol. If we win: Elise and I survive a round, we don't get Jacob and have to stick with the Zingero we trust. Hopefully original Drepana stick together and vote out a Zingero because regardless they'd have majority. I can keep the fake idol, a secret. I just have this strange feeling the old drepana members are going ~throw~ the challenge to keep Elise and I safe on are tribe and it just adds another layer to this whole mess. For now I'm just going not help in the challenge at all, I spreaded the link for votes and I'll just let faith decide if I win or not. I ALSO JUST NOTICED ELISE AND I VOTED OUT 2 RETURNEES JUST TO BE HANDED THE OTHER 3 ZINGERO RETURNEES. #ThisKarma. I'm I finally gonna vote out a newbie? or will it be a returnee again? Let's wait and find out. 

James

i am so mad like fuck this challenge why did we even have to do that what skill is involved i purposely joined this game NOT to do spamming bitch ass challenges and what do yall bring up? A damn spamming challenge. I'm so fuckin mad fuck this 

Steven

Sitting down all comfortable that we wouldn't be swapping for another round because of uneven numbers only for y'all hosts to step in and spring a surprise. I was shaking so much at the idea of potentially being swap fucked especially since the American tribe had been taking out their returnees. Luckily despite being swapped to the Drepana tribe the original Zingaros were in the majority and practically all of my core allies except James, who I am praying hard for. I would love for him to survive because I love talking to him. So we all just pulled together and made our little alliance chat and it has been all pretty. I haven't really spoken to the two Drepana members. I had a short hi hello with Justin and nothing with Elise. But hopefully we win immunity because I don't want that absolute arse Jacob coming to our tribe. He gives off such a negative opinion of himself and comes across extremely assholic. Like chill sweetie you don't have to feel like someone has shit in your cornflakes all day everyday. If we lose we have the ability to split our vote just in case their is an idol. I don't know who exactly we should put our 3-2 split onto. I feel like I can trust everyone from Zingaro although the tribe chat has been dead as have our alliance chats. I've been busy enough but I'm still trying to compete in the challenge at points. I don't exactly know if people are even adding to it at all. Who knows tbh.

Justin

when original Drepana most likely threw this challenge for Elise and I https://66.media.tumblr.com/b05503e8e7ef3f5c82334c39179e42b7/tumblr_n4uwleK9Af1twiwdwo1_500.gif 

Christian

Jared

I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! Alex getting voted out couldn't be better! That means another returnee is voted out, and there is a less chance of there being a returnee alliance when they all get reunited! Buh ba Alex xoxo 

Steven

Yeah I am totally not shitting myself that the other tribe has voted out two returnees on the bounce. Secretly hoping that they were both just problematic and that the newbies haven't a vendetta but damn it is looking like it. I just want to shake them and be like YOU COULD BE USING THE RETURNEES TO YOUR ADVANTAGE BUT NO! Gah. That Elisa girl that was on our tribe was pretty nice but perhaps too nice to the point that everyone would really like her so idk if I want to see her go far in the long run.

Justin

Tribal 4 Aftermath I'm so shocked? The plan went perfectly but wtf did everyone vote together. Like Ashley did some witch craft or something  because how tf did Jacob/Ken know. I'm not mad but like... Eh. At least another returnee went but I'm scared of Ashley connection with the others outside the core newbies. I'm going talk to Jacob, to form some partnership because I think it could benefit me long term. Gotta build up my relationship with Ashley and Elise too tbh. I think I'm in a pretty good position on the tribe. I just want to win reward to find the idol so I can plant my fake one, or just give it to someone else you never know. :)

Ricardo

So they voted Alex yikes. It really sucks because i didn't get the chance to even get him voted out like i did in uncharted:/, nah but fr it does suck, idk if they other tribe is trying to fuck the vets off or if simply Alex and Willow sucked, which is always a possibility since they aren't the golden cookies of this game, but you never know. In any case, if we win immunity, i will try to kidnap Kenneth, just to see what goes down between them. We have to get that kid, and milk him dry as if he was a cow during WWII, and just get as much information we can get from  him (that wasnt a sexual joke i swear it does sound ugly tho). I really hope a swap is not soon, because i want to get the Deprana people as low on numbers as we can, so when we make merge, we can get them down. Eventually i'll flip, but rn, the Zingaros are my mains, especially Steve, Adrian and Bailey. I'm also trying to get this idol, because in uncharted there were at least 10 an i didnt get one, so i want ti because it's always good to have one on the back of your pocket because people can be shady and i aint to be blindsided by an ally a third time. 

Justin

me: losing reward again https://67.media.tumblr.com/8ed3237f6d7a6ea69d772741e5bf79aa/tumblr_obkmsmi28w1t1zhuco1_250.gif 

Bailey

I did the challenge for like a solid 5 minutes...... The first time i did the brantsteele was my highest, all well at least i submitted. My tribe can suck a cock if they dont like it, then again they'd all enjoy that 

Steven

This challenge made me want to kick myself in the face. I hate that an immunity challenge is part if not mostly luck based considering we really do not have any control over how the website randomizes it's game. My eyes want to fall out of my head from refreshing. I just couldn't do it anymore and I scored a measly 70 point if I even counted it properly. So frustrating. We need to get ahead in numbers. A lot more shit strategically has also gone down. Bailey inquired with Adrian about alliances which he tried to redirect but Bailey suggested a 5 or 6 person group which seemed weird tbh but again, Adrian & I were the first two on his list. Next up was Mateusz who somehow magically has come to the conclusion that Adrian & I are really close and now we should all align! That's quite a change of mind from early on in the game! I do not trust Mateusz at all going forward especially if he could expose such information so it is either appease him to keep him quiet or boot him next to shut him up. Right now I only truly trust Adrian, Ricardo and James and that is the 4 I would like to move forward with. Bailey & Will are goating about and have both proven themselves to be a liability this early and we cannot risk that in an alliance. Jared I'm still iffy on. He's here and he's not. I feel like he has loose lips that could sink a lot of ships so I'll keep him under my wing. It is key that my core is safe so having all these people coming forth looking for an alliance that includes me and my number 1 is somewhat reassuring. I'm feeling good and focused right now, but this game can change on the drop of a dime! 

Justin

Ongoing Immunity Challenge #5 (This was typed before results but I want to make it separate from my end of the day cf) I literally want to scream because I legit had noooo time to do this challenge, being m.i.a. the whole day and if we lost I'm gonna scream :) 

Post IC #5 Losing again feels ugly. What are the odds the kidnap the other fucking returnee left, like it was so obvi bc the other 2 got voted out. It truly shows you controls the other tribe, the freaking returnees. Like the returnees on Zing probs have an alliance with Ken now bc he's been taken TWICE. But they can't keep him safe forever! I'm honestly so shocked I managed to rack up the 2nd highest points on my tribe, like I felt I was gonna get 20 at most oops. The target is so obvi. Steph legit DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER SUBMITTING LIKE WTF. Like girl.... you don't do shit, we spared you last round and than you do this? Like you need to go. Christian and Connor are already on board on Steph, we are going talk about it tomorrow in the newbie alliance chat, so we all can be on the same page with Ashley and Elise. Just in CASE something doesn't go as planned I went to talk to Jacob 1on1 just general talk. I want to form something but I'm to scared, because I don't want to have ties with everyone. I'm a mess. Yikessss..... I feel I'm over analyzing this game, because I feel to safe. :) BYE~ 

Ashley

This is finally becoming like a real thing, the game is actually getting stressful. Last vote Christian and I had to hardcore make a U-turn and make our alliances vote out Alex instead of Connor. We were all set to get Connor out with "the idol" alliance. But then christian and I decided it would be better to not get Connor out because he is in another one of our alliances. See? Freaking confusing. Stressful decisions are being made. Ugh. 

Bailey

If a tribe swap does occur my loyalities are out the window. I dont care who is the vote, as long as its smart for me to do it i will

James

why is ricardo talking about this guy he used to flirt with's dick. 

Steph

Sooo good chance I might be voted out tonight since I didn't get to submit but if i'm not bless @God 

Jacob