the following is not just me bitching i would actually really love some input:
how do i do WCMX. how do i do it. i used to skate but now my arms/abs are so weak so i donāt think i could do anything in my chair besides like slowly roll around the skatepark which would also be very fun and cool but.
i want to skate again i cry so much it was (is) a pivotal part of my personality and the idea that i can do it in a wheelchair is so hopeful
but idk whatās wrong with my body and idk how to get strong again or if itās even safe to workout like sometimes just reaching high up for a cup and then pouring water fully winds me and i canāt move for a while afterwards (and am grateful for when i can even do that)
atm i have a hospital transport chair that was crowdsourced and iām going to get a custom one (not WCMX, for daily use) but itās all going to be based on research and crip knowledge bc i have no doctors. so im hoping that wheeling around wonāt take so much out of me and that using a custom chair will be a lot easier (point being that i hope my chair alone doesnāt wind me so much and itās just bc this one is heavy and my arms are at the wrong angle etc)
i know i need a PT i have not seen a doctor in nearly a decade and no doctor is aware of whatās been happening to my body listen im working on it im very underinsured right now im just really going off of collective knowledge and doing what i can with what i have
also i know there are specific chairs for this but thatās not happening anytime soon
literally any input would be helpful i love u all
PS STOP SPAMMING THE WCMX TAG WITH YOUR HEADCANONS JFC like i luv that for your fanfic im so happy for you but im trying to connect with other disabled people who share interests