Perfect Face and Perfect Body (Kun x Reader)
Summary: Kun's out pretty often, being an idol and all so naturally his girlfriend Y/n is home alone a lot. Seeing him and other beautiful/handsome idols has definitely done a toll on your self image, but luckily he seems to always be there just in time.
"I think Imma head to bed now, goodnight babe! Go to bed soon 😙💚" You texted your boyfriend Kun who you assumed would be staying overnight at the studio again. Not that you blamed him, he's been working extra hard thanks to the upcoming comeback with him and his whole group.
Ding.
You check your phone. "Goodnight my love🥰 Sweet dreams~ Don't worry I only have a few hours left of work and I'll get some rest."
You smiled and turned your phone off, putting it on the charger and you went to the restroom. Brushing your teeth, washing your face. You sighed and looked into the mirror. You knew you shouldn't stare too long but you couldn't help it. You started moving your head around in the mirror, getting a better look at some of the insecurities on your face. You sighed as you put your hair up.
You didn't want to go to bed in this mood so there was only one thing to make it better, a shower concert always cheered you up. You took a deep breath and got a speaker and hooked up your phone. Of course you put on a nct song to start. You turned the water on and let the bathroom steam up. Once you hop into the shower, your mood instantly improves, you sing and dance in the shower as loudly as you want since you are home alone afterall.
About an hour or so passes by time you get out of the shower still humming along to the music as you brush your hair and wrap it in a towel. You go into your room and look for some clothes to change into. Finally you get a glance of your body and try to brush it off and stay in your good mood but you sneak another glance.
That glance turns into a look, until it's a full stare and you start to pick about insecurities of your body. Turning to your side and looking at your stomach.
"Has it gotten bigger? I only had a few snacks yesterday," You whisper to yourself worried as you play with it, sucking in and whatnot.
You feel your eyes begin to water as you overthink and wallow in the self-loathing. Quickly going over to your wardrobe and putting on the baggest clothes you can. But even that doesn't stop you from turning more and more in the mirror until you spiral and sit against the bed, fighting the tears falling down. You bury your face into your sleeves as you finally just cry. It felt pent up, like you'd been holding it for days. Perhaps your dear body wasn't the reason for the tears, you were just stressed and this was the tipping point. Everytime you tried to brave it and stop crying, the tears seemed to be heavier.
You thought you heard moving outside your room but you knew you were the only one home and couldn't seem to move right now anyways. Even when there were footsteps in front of you and a familiar feeling looking at you, you wouldn't look up.
"My poor baby, it's been a tough week hasn't it?" You heard Kun say as he settled next to you on the floor, putting his arms around you and leaning his head against your still wet hair.
You eventually hug back and bury your face in his neck, so close as if you were trying to disappear. But he didn't mind, he soothed and held you as tightly as you wanted. The two of you sat there for a while, and he waited until you wanted to talk.
You pulled away and sniffled, "I- I thought you wouldn't be home tonight.."
"Taeyong offered to finish something for me so I could come home to you." Kun brushed some hair out of your face. "I'm glad I did, what's wrong my love?"
"I... don't know..." You couldn't find the words and just bit your lip anxiously. "I-I guess I've been in this funk or something.."
"You're burnt out it seems. I know you've been working hard all week, without breaks, right?" Kun asked, he spoke so softly to you with worry yet kindness in his eyes. "It's late we should go to bed."
But you shook your head no, "I'm not tired."
Kun stood up anyways and lifted you onto the bed, "Ok fine, I have a better idea then." He wrapped some blankets around you and turned on the tv and gave you the remote, "Choose a show/movie I'll be right back."
"Ok?" You said unsure of what he was doing, you settled on Encanto (a great movie) and waited for him to come back.
When he did he had two cups in hand. Kun scooted next to you and handed one, "Hot cocoa, a great drink to snuggle up to and feel good." He smiled when you took a sip and nodded in agreement.
Though you claimed to not be tired, the warm cocoa and the movie playing quietly in the background, mixed with the warm kisses and cuddles from Kun worked easily to put you to sleep. Of course, that was Kun's plan, he knows you better than anyone and knows you'll feel better after some well deserved rest.
He shot a text to his manager before settling down next to you. He took the next day off to look after you, making breakfast, a lovely binge-watch of the newest show you've been interested in. The whole day, Kun made sure you were relaxed and happy. And honestly, it's all you could ask for. It made the rough weeks ahead seem more manageable thanks to such a sweet boyfriend.
