and what was the first top fanart you ever drew and how did the process/finishing felt!
man i don't have many secrets I feel like i'll speak about things freely depending on the people. irl secrets are very different from online secrets. secrets is a difficult concept. This is kinda trivial but the 'secret' im keeping from the largest number of people right now is that there's this person who i don't like and she wants our 11-person friend group to go get malatang for her bday after school. and I'm gonna tell her and everyone else i have family stuff up when in reality i'm gonna sit in the art room and stare at a wall and abstractize shapes and colours. She's always been a bit annoying to me but i usually dont mind. recently she's been more annoying and I don't wanna spend 30 nz dollars for food I don't really like. and company that I don't like either. I also already spent 30 dollars on a birthday gift for her. I'm not dropping 60 dollars if not more, on someone i don't like.
These two were the first pilots fanart I ever drew! I think the first one doesn't really count because it's not really. anything. I drew it in June 2024 right after i watched the navigating mv for the first time. I started it during the evening and I remember csp crashed on me so i had to redo half of it and that. wasn't fun lol. it was the first time it had happened to me. I remember being really proud of it though and also being a bit nervous to post it on instagram bc it was my first post of a new fandom. I attatched the 2026 redraw version as well :)
i'd say this was my first proper fanart though. this one was also drawn in june 2024. I was trying to go for the vessel colours lol. I have a couple sketches for a redraw but Idk if that's gonna happen anytime soon with the amount of work i have to do. This one was fun bc it was out of my comfort zone in terms of colours. I remember feeling distatisfied but in 2024 till like mid 2025 I was always distatisfied with my fanart for them lmao. fake you out still remains one of my long term favourites from them though.
