#waterlilly

Yoongi:

8oW, Well rx, 5oW, Temperance rx, KoC, 6oW, 2oW, 7oC rx, Justice, 8oP rx, Hermit, 5oS rx, 3oW rx, 6oS, 10oW rx, 3oP

If i let anymore cards come out we'd be reading a novel of his life omg. So, his journey started rather quickly. This man hit the ground running and did not stop until he was forced to stop. He was forced to become stagnant within his journey because there was too much conflict around him, both spiritually and in his personal life. It seems as though there was some sort of event that happened that caused him to lose his patience, likely due to the conflict that jump kicked him into this healing journey. He became extraordinarily emotionally intelligent and became rather in tune with his emotions and the emotions of others to the point of being able to help others heal in the way that a therapist would. This led to a lot of success in his life, spiritually, physically and emotionally however it feels like that all hit a rather abrupt halt as well. It feels as if his journey takes a lot of sharp twists and turns as if he is zigzagging through timelines somehow. The pairing of six of wands with the two of wands reversed reminds me of that Tiktok audio that goes "I hope you're hungry, for nothing!" He seems to have reached a level of success in his journey with such great speed that both he and his guides had no idea what to do next. Literally they were unable to figure out where he should go next because the second stage, the people that were involved weren't yet ready. Instead he focused on clearing his view which again, led him to such swift success it became blinding. By that I mean, he ended up spending a lot of time reflecting on himself, looking deep within. Since he had a lot of free time with a light workload, he spent a lot of that time soul searching. A lot of that time surrendering to the truths of his traumas, his deepest darkest emotions, his ego, his insecurities. It feels like a lot of radical acceptance. It seems as though he refused to move on and leave things unfinished. I believe, even with how emotionally tumultuous it was, it was something that brought him a lot of joy and comfort because he would feel reinvigorated after a good healing session. I think the only time he moved forward was when all of his towers fell. By that I mean, the six of swords in tarot often comes after the tower in "lore" of tarot and towers are structures built from our life experiences and since life isn't always great to a lot of people, there are bound to be rotted wood beams and weakened bricks. Once he was sure the work was done, he took his trip to return as a free man, free from any emotional baggage that could hinder any future relationship he gets into. His focus now is working together with others in a harmonious environment. I think there are times where he still doubts himself, it's normal, but he has grown so much and is genuine such a strong pillar. During the meditation, I saw him shake his head and then images of confusion and delays came to mind. I found that to be interesting.

KoP, 3oP, Tower rx, 8oW, 4oC rx, QoP rx, 10oP, 5oS, 8oP rx, Hermit, QoW, Justice, KnoW, 7oP

It seems as though right now, he is incredibly happy to be with his friends on stage. I think he feels as though he is the most stable he has ever been and has been putting a lot of effort into group work. I feel as though he feels like he is in his element. With the tower reversed, I feel as though he is not holding onto anything too tightly. It seems as though he is thanking his lucky stars that he had the chance to do all of the healing work early because things are moving very quickly and with ease for him. With the four of cups reversed I feel as though he wants for nothing, as in he allows everything that has been vetted into his sphere while also allowing whatever must leave to leave without friction. It seems as though once something falls out of sync with his highest good, he lets it go in peace and love, gently but firmly. His goal is to build legacies that lasts for generations, he really wants his presence to mean something, for his mark on the world to be a positive one. He reiterates it once again, he is thanking his lucky stars for being able to get all of the hard healing and shadow work done early so that he can enjoy the time he has now. He has built such a strong connection to himself that his journeys to the bottom of his self are rather swift as well. He's much more lively because of it. Especially with justice here, it feels as though he is doing everything from the stand point of being someone who is fair and righteous. Even if spiritually he may be moving a the speed of a bullet train at 2x. It seems as though he is quickly approaching a time where things are starting to catch up to him and he has more spiritual and personal work to do and he seems quite happy for it. I feel as though this work will be taking place in his physical life, and possibly may be something we'll see the effects of as it pertains to Water Lilly.

AoW, Strength, Emperor, QoP rx, KnoS, High Priestess rx, Hierophant

You know that one scene in spongebob where you see inside of his head and it looks like an office with many little spongebobs running around while things are on fire and papers are flying everywhere?

Yeah, that's his spirit team right now... See, Yoongi is the cat that found the fast forward button on the remote and presses it when his human is 2 seconds late with his lunch. Things for him are genuinely moving at the speed of light- at Mach Jesus if you will. Things that weren't supposed to happen for many years are happening within the next couple of months, and way fewer years. It feels as though eh is currently preparing for something and I can't help but feel as though it is the arrival of Water Lilly. It seems as though he is peacocking at the moment. Mustering all of his might and strength to seem bigger and more beautiful, more like a reliable mate to Water Lilly who is currently still trying to find which way is up and which way is down. It seems as though poor Water Lilly is also being dragged at "jesuschristlordhavemercyonmeiwanttolive" speeds as well and is barely able to keep their head above water. They're fine, they're in scuba gear but the river is genuinely moving at the speed of sound so it is still terrifying. I can't get the image of Yoongi's face with a peacock body out of my mind. With the knight of swords, it seems like his knowledge is whats causing some of this swiftness. It's an interesting dichotomy because Water Lilly seems to be denying their intuition similarly but wildly different to Bluebell where as Yoongi's intuition is doing wonders for the both of them. It's like he is extending his energy to his divine counter part. Its funnier when you realize that the Hierophant is the counterpart to the High Priestess in tarot relationships.

Bonus: Sun, AoC

As I was picking up my cards, the sun and the ace of cups fell out and I instantly got the image of Water Lilly basically drowning while Yoongi, the literal mermaid who can breath under water is going "you're fine :)" (Water Lilly is also a mermaid but refuses to believe it)

Double bonus:

10oC rx, PoC, 10oS, 8oC rx, 6oP, Death, AoP rx, Chariot rx, 6oS, 3oW rx, 10oP, Hierophant, High Priestess rx

A double bonus because I wanted to ask specifically who Water Lilly is to Yoongi. During the meditation I saw the night sky scenery, with zero Light pollution, all the stars of the universe in every color you can imagine. To him, Water Lilly is like the northern lights. To him, Water Lilly is someone who has been through quite a lot and despite all of it, they choose to bear their heart on their sleeve similar to how he does. It's a strength he admires so dearly, to defy the odds and still choose to be loving, to not let the world harden you rather to greet it with softness. He really wants to give them his all. He see's that they have been in unfortunate situations, where they have potentially been backstabbed or mistreated. I'm sensing something akin to the betrayal of a parent. Your parents are your first exposure to everything in the world, they are meant to love you, guide you, teach you, and protect you; and when they do not, when they fail to do the minimum it is a betrayal so profoundly deep that it will affect your future relationships and your ability to connect to others. It seems as though Water Lilly is currently caught in a circumstance where they cannot yet leave. Not for the lack of trying, but they aren't allowed to, and are not meant to leave their current situation as of yet. He wants to offer as much support as he can, so that this situation can come to a final close, but he is limited in his options especially in the physical realm. It seems as though that Water Lilly is not moving at the speed he would like- as if he doesn't realize that he can rival the flash. He iterates that they are moving, at their own pace, taking their time to clear out the channels and restore the flow, just that they have yet to truly find where to go. Both Yoongi and Water Lilly wants to build a long lasting life of abundance and greatness, but the path to that as of right now is not yet clear. It seems as though he really wants to drive home the notion that their dynamic is similar to the dynamic of the hierophant and the high priestess. They are truly divine counterparts, similar in skill and life journey, it's just that Water Lilly is not yet tapping into their full potential.

Water Lilly:

PoS, QoC, 10oC rx, AoP, KoC, Judgment rx, KoP, PoC, 10oS, Fool rx, KnoW, Strength, Well rx, 6oS, 3oW rx

I'm seeing something about an old red car. I believe there are two instances that profoundly kickstarted their journey. I see them in something similar to a bar? It's a dimly lit place where people can mingle, it's somewhat smokey as though there is a fog machine and there is someone in the corner of this lounge offering readings. I believe that it is during one of these readings they found out more about a connection that they have, and the reader told them something specific about their old red car and the very next day it happened and that sealed the deal for them.

Starting off the reading with page of swords was an interesting choice because the page is a scholar. It seems as though Water Lilly has always had an interest in the occult and the metaphysical and thus took many chances to learn more about it. I feel as though through the integration of spirituality in their life, they learned to step into their highest self and power. They learned a lot more about themselves, their style of love, and the type of love that they desire. I feel as though this is specifically prominent because they did not have great romantic experiences. It seems as though more often than not they fell for the wrong person, I believe somewhat as a punishment to themselves. By that I mean, they might have been attracted to the wrong type of person because some sort of experience or trauma has led them to believe that this is the type of love that they deserve. With the ace of pentacles I feel like this reading and this experience with the old red car truly solidified the seed within them that there is someone out there who matches them greatly. Someone who matches them in style, in creed, in love, and desires. However, they doubted themselves so intensely. They felt as though because they come from an unstable home and a "meager" background, they could never compare to someone like him who stands "tall" above most and is in a powerful, stable position. The idea of them offering him their love as the only thing they have feels like a social death to them. They feel as though that would be the most dumbest and cringiest thing they could do, that they'd make a complete fool of themselves therefore they play it safe. they don't take leaps of faith which I feel contributes to the lack of speed they have yet, they are active and proficient in their spiritual work. It seems as though they either didn't realize or still don't realize that their proficiency and the effort they put into their spiritual journey is exactly what is bringing them closer. It seems as though they have convinced themselves fully that they have no idea where to go or what to do, while actively traversing their way down the river and making all the right turns unknowingly.

Fool rx, 8oC rx, QoP rx, 5oW, KoS rx, 10oP, Sun, KNoP, Moon rx, 4oC rx, Devil

In the meditation, I saw someone at the bow of a ship, standing firm, chest and head held high, braving the harsh wind cutting their face with the biggest smile. I felt they exude a lot of confidence and joy, the strength that they have, to continue to face their hardships but still prevail with a smile on their face is palpable. What's funny is that I felt as though they still weren't yet taking leaps of faith and the fool reversed and eight of cups reversed fell out immediately after. It seems as though their confidence in themselves is high, yet the confidence in their ability to adapt and survive and then thrive is lacking. It seems as though there is this energy of them moving out. They have the means to but they might be living in an area or in an economy that makes them trepidatious to do so. It's as if they don't believe in their ability to thrive and the universes ability to provide fully as of yet. I feel as though they have unimaginably high expectations of themselves. They may believe they should be at the heights of the corporate ladder, making over 6 figures a year before they can venture on their own. It is a point of conflict within their life and possibly relationship with either parents or roommates, whomever they currently reside with. I think finances might be a part of their biggest issue. They do have more than enough to live comfortably and allow themselves a fresh start to go for the career they want, but they believe they need to have an emergency fund, savings, backup emergency fund, utilities fund, months of saved car payments and insurance payments before they can make this move. It's highly unrealistic and they know it but they don't wish to feel as though they are lacking. They want stability more than anything currently. That is be something that would bring them the most happiness and peace. It feels as though they are working towards it, and also thankfully lowering the threshold to be more realistic. It feels as though they might have a third party influence here, perhaps a partner or more likely someone who wishes to be a partner. It feels a though they are not entertaining it, it's giving sly fox energy, or a spider toying with their food. Spiders could be significant, they perhaps own spiders or a spider plush. It seems as though they too spend a lot of time focusing on themselves, elevating their consciousness, letting whatever enters to enter and whatever leaves to leave. The devil is an interesting place to end this reading on as to me it seems as though they might be one to indulge in temptations. It seems more like exploration than anything. However it also feels a lot like indulging in their own shadow from time to time. That's as much as I can put and get from that.

2oP rx, QoP rx, KnoS, KoC, Judgement rx, 8oW, Well rx, PoC, KnoC, 9oW rx, 6oS, 3oSrx, KnoW, 10oP, KoS rx, Artist

it seems in the near future they finally put down this need to juggle so many things and this need to be more stable than the situation requires, It seems as though they finally release their inhibitions and begin moving forward confidently and proudly towards Yoongi. They may still experience some doubt, might have moments where they question themselves, wondering if they've been lied to and wanting to run away, but the eight of wands suggest that they would not have much time to ruminate as things will pick up incredibly quick. It seems as though they are going to be making such an incredibly swift rise in their career. I'm guessing they will be somewhere within the industry as well hence the feeling of impending "social death" for them. I think they might be a makeup artist or stylist, someone within the production side of things and may be taking on a lot of contracts soon. It's Inconceivable to them but, there is a direct upgrade from the page to the knight of cups that suggests them going from wishing yet trepidatious to confident and suave. The ability to put forth their love offer in confidence and forgoing the outcome, solely for the experience and the ability to say "I did it". They'd be willing to brace the obstacles that would present themselves and be colored surprised to see it turns out better than they had hoped. This gives them the drive to push and go even harder, building the legacy they both dream of, even if it may seem illogical it works for them. They are currently creating this chance through their own efforts.

As a couple:

9oW rx, PoC, Well rx, Artist, 4oS, Strength

The true outcome of this connection is still unknown currently. Water Lilly must first overcome their inhibitions for anything to become clearer than stated.

PoS, 3oS rx, qoS rx, Star rx, 7oS rx

As for their union, it seems as though this is not something I can discuss or see as there are too many moving pieces to place. One must not count their eggs before they hatch. It feels as though once they are confident in the security is when they shall be honest but right now the focus is on their journey, healing, and overcoming shadow and ego.

That is all I have for this reading, I hope you enjoyed! Please share your thoughts and comments, I'd love to have conversations about these readings!