when no one is looking, it's a little easier for john to let walls come down. perhaps its his age, perhaps its the fact that this assignment had nearly killed him, perhaps its the fact that there was someone waiting for him on the other end of it nowadays. any number of things have culminated in his newfound willingness to be honest. he's getting too old to keep these cards so close to his chest.
he's sprawled on the couch with @waruins settled on his chest, a movie he's never seen playing softly in the background. this might be the most peaceful he's felt in years, even with his injuries. everything aches. he probably shouldn't have the extra weight of another person atop him, but the last thing he wants is for her to move. john's comfortable. comfortable enough, even, to speak the truth.
" i have a daughter. " his voice is a soft rumble, " her name is tallulah. "













