#vitaminddeficiency

i saw you on a random’s guy’s “blocklist” (which he made public for reasons i cannot fathom as he was lumping literal nazis with people he called “obnoxious leftists” or something like that) & i was like… ooooooookay

diamonds: how do you feel about excessively spending money?do i hate it? yes. do i do it? also yes.

lace: what is something in your life completely different from last year?I don’t hate my job, I’m not in therapy (I wish I was), I have pink hair instead of blonde.

penthouse: what would you consider your dream home? describe it.my dream home is a 4-story brownstone in the Sugar Hill section of Harlem, tucked into a kinda quiet one-way street. big trees outside. probably a small church a few doors down so I can hear them on Sunday mornings. dark hardwood floors with a high polish. high ceilings. black and silver appliances. big, big windows all around so lots of sunlight comes through and white accent curtains with heavier dark brown privacy curtains. plants everywhere. exposed red brick accent walls. a nice kitchen island so that I can serve buffet breakfasts. gigantic pillows on the floor in the living room for lounging. whole place smells like lavender and tea tree oil. framed art by Black artists on the walls. one of those big, integrated bluetooth entertainment systems so I can put on music and let it flow through the whole house. baby green (or baby blue) bathrooms with stainless steel fixtures, a tub with those mottled glass sliding doors, handlebars in the bathroom, and a walk-in shower for accessibility. I’d give the ground floor to my parents so they can come and go as they please on their own. one floor for my grandma and her caretaker. one floor for entertaining and to let people crash if they need a place to stay. one floor just for me. 

there is butch in butcher so i highly encourage it+as someone who was discouraged from speaking my mother tongue (thank u french imperialism) as a kid, i strongly support speaking “broken” french (which is basically what metropolitan french ppl think my creole is)

Oh that's so awful! I definitely feel that people should at least try to pronounce things decently when learning a new language and find the weird "haha funny look I'm white and I'm Americanizing Spanish haha I'm a gringo" thing to be obnoxious- I live in a mostly Mexican neighborhood and I feel like it would be rude of me to just not try, so I will definitely try for French too I just worry that I'll have difficulty making sounds even less present in English than those in Spanish.

7. are you a morning time gay or night time gay? 

judging by sleep schedule, probably a night time gay -w-;; i love being up early, it makes me feel like im being ~successful and productive~ and junk... i just hate getting up early. for reference today i woke up at three in the afternoon, aaaaaaaaaaa

9. opinion on brown eyes? 

theyre pretty and warm and soothing, i like them

13. what is a misconception you had about lgb people before you realized you were one? 

mmm idk... i guess when i was younger, i thought you had to Always Know u were trans, like since u were a little kid?? and even tho i had pretty strongly felt a “disconnect” with my gender from a reasonably young-ish age, like, i thought that i had to KNOW right THEN that i was a GIRL??? i didnt know that i was, like, “allowed” to like shop around i guess, and just try what i thought might make me smile and feel happy. i didnt know that was an okay way to come to understand yourself too. and idk i feel this might be a common-ish thing for young trans kids and i feel like its something that sorta... set me back, in a way. if i realized i was trans when i was younger, i feel like things might have gone differently. idk.

25. how do you determine if you want to be them or be with someone 

honestly? this ones still v much A Struggle i dont have any tips here other than, try to think hard abt it and try not to get carried away?? :/// idk i hope im not ruining the ask game

26. favourite lgb musician/band 

why do you not talk about all the things, even the things you don't know, is the real question here, why are you not omniscient & knowledgeable of all things already!!! /s smh the standards people hold brown women to

Africa, sweetie, i’m so sorry…