One of the most difficult struggles of my journey toward happiness has been accepting that heterosexuality was never meant for me. Until a few months ago, I always believed I was "attracted" to girls, even though all my actual experiences of sex were with other guys.
Because I never had sex with a girl, I called myself a "virgin," despite all the cocks I had sucked. Even after I finally got over my fear of being anally penetrated ("losing my virginity" that way when I was 19), I still held onto the belief that I was really heterosexual, and that someday a woman would fall in love with me. It was crazy.
Maybe there are other guys who have gone through similar experiences of being a "male virgin" and trying to pretend you're a regular heterosexual no matter how much gay sex you have.
Here's a clue, guys: You say you're "attracted" to girls, but why is it that girls are never attracted to you? Have you ever considered the possibility that girls can actually tell that you are gay, even if you don't want to admit it to yourself?
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