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binged Heated Rivalry today. Iâm going to be so totally normal about this for sure Iâm not going to cry or scream or go insane about it at all

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I spent my weekend watching Soul Mate starring Ok Taecyeon and Hayato Isomura. Absolutely devastating - I started crying in episode 5 and didnât stop until I reached the finale.
I particularly liked the juxtaposition of Japanese and Korean drama approaches, and of course both are prone to delve into the cruel and the heartbreaking, to tell stories of the worst of peopleâs lives and the vilest of humanity. This drama allows you to be happy for 0.2 seconds before wrenching those dregs away from you.
Itâs impressive to watch Ok Taecyeon morph from the ruthless villain he played in Vincenzo to a beaten-down young man seeking a place to belong. I also appreciate the bold move for a recently married K-Pop idol to take on a queer role - I think he was perfectly suited to play Johan.
The story itself focuses on the moment. The characters never have time to consider life-altering decisions, and must consistently respond with their instinctual feelings. The many faces of friendship and love are tested by the harsh realities of everyday life.
Ryu and Johan meet because they are both running away. Each of them runs away again and again until they realize they have only fleeting time left to be together.
The queer nuances to this show are what truly got to me, alongside the imperceptible struggles the characters take on to forge new meaning in a thoughtless world. The first scene that brought me to tears was Johan quietly working on his Japanese studies. A man who previously lived his life without concern for himself took the first tiny step forward to embracing something he wanted.
Ryu running to Johanâs train window to share his number, Johan sketching Ryu, who kept it on display, the two of them moving in together, later helping to raise Kanau as though she were their own â they may not have said âI love youâ until the final scene, but they were intertwined in each otherâs lives to a degree that made them inseparable across time and distance. This is less a BL than it is, as Apo described Shine (I think), a âgay dramaâ. Itâs poignant and painful.
Read the Desire novel through again the other day, and although the show is adapted so close to the source material we get most everything word for word, there is some comedic gold that got excluded.
My personal favorite is Shen Wenlang dealing with Hua Yongâs nonsense, and genuinely heâs like âwhat did I do to deserve this, even after growing up in Crime City Central I have never done anything worse than some strategic tax evasionâ đ¤Łđ¤Łđ¤Ł
Not only that but we need to give credit to Sheng Shaoyou for his impeccably timed one-liners. Heâs super cringe whenever he jokes with Hua Yong but with everyone else he is a sarcastic little b*stard.
Me and Thee has sent me down a rabbit hole of watching all the PondPhuwin series.
Never Let Me Go was heartbreaking and beautiful, although I have some saltiness about the ending. Palmâs total denial of his own happiness is frustrating but nonetheless, loved it.
We Are is far from the genre I usually enjoy, so I was pleasantly surprised. A heartwarming show, good for turning your brain off and just enjoying 16 episodes of gay college shenanigans.
Fish Upon the Sky I had actually started and dropped previously, so thatâs next on my list to pick back up and see what I think now that I am more familiar with PondPhuwin.
I havenât watched Our Skyy or any of their solo features yet. I still have other dramas to watch too, lol.
I think theyâre both exceptional and gorgeous actors, a strong pairing, with good chemistry built up over several years and multiple series.
My Personal BL Anime Rankings
Iâve been on an anime kick again recently, both BL and non-BL, so I thought it would be a good time for this post. My pinned rankings post only includes the dramas Iâve watched. Thereâs a lot less on the anime list but here we go:
Cherry Magic: Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You A Wizard?
Isekai Office Worker: The Other Worldâs Books Depend on the Bean Counter
Yuri!!! On Ice
Sasaki and Miyano
Go For It, Nakamura-kun!
This Boy is a Professional Wizard
The Summer Hikaru Died
Twilight Out of Focus
DAKAICHI
Stranger By The Shore
Given
The High School Life of a Fudanshi
Banana Fish
Orenchi no Furo Jijo
DRAMAtical Murder
BL-adjacent anime, AKA the Honorable Mentions
My New Boss is Goofy
Buddy Daddies
Kiss Him Not Me!
Free!! Iwatobi Swim Club
A Gentle Noble's Vacation Recommendation
Ron Kamonohashi's Forbidden Deductions
Prince of Stride: Alternative
The Case Files of Jeweler Richard
91 Days
Moriarty the Patriot
Noblesse
I've watched so many anime and some of them so long ago that these are what I remember have Gay Sh*t Going On. There are others with hints or subplots, which I didn't feel merited inclusion. Tell me some of your favorites!!

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Book Review - The Long Game
I finished listening to both Heated Rivalry and The Long Game. I already posted my thoughts on HR (both the book and the show), so next up is the sequel.
I want to preface this post, because I have critiques about this series, the story, and the portrayal of Shane and Ilyaâs relationship. However, this is also a series I truly enjoyed and have been watching and reading on repeat as my current obsession. This is a âI said it was my favorite, not that it was goodâ situation.
Obviously itâs very popular, because of the characters, not necessarily the strength of the writing (good not great). Ilya and Shane have the perfect mix of tension and tenderness that draws people in, and both of them (especially Ilya, which is why I love him so much) can feel relatable despite being hockey superstars. The several side couples donât hold a candle to them. I am trying to read the other books in the series, but so far I have ended up returning to Heated Rivalry. Tough Guy, in particular, has a rough start and I have yet to pick it back up.
The anime adaptation of Isekai Office Worker: The Other Worldâs Books Depend on the Bean Counter was awesome!!!
I read the manga and the novel a while ago, which I really enjoyed. The play on the tired and usually fetishized isekai trope is interesting, the MC is relatable, and the relationships between characters and story progression are good. Plus itâs got all the hallmarks of a BL youâve just got to love: black cat older bottom x golden retriever younger top, perfect mix of early sparks and slow burn, jealousy, forced proximity, touch him and you die (plus in this case, if the ML doesnât touch him, the MC dies), I love it all.
My audiobook adventures continue! Just in time for the start of Pride Month, I finally finished listening to Heated Rivalry. Am I late to the party as usual? Of course. Have I watched the show? Not yet.
It's not my usual cup of tea, but it won me over with an uncanny charm (get the reference?) that has obviously garnered its huge fanbase.
I don't think I have a lot of new opinions to contribute on this. I was talking to some friends about it after finishing the book; I enjoyed the cute, slow-burn romance, and I love Ilya. I want to put him in my pocket. I think it was well-written, although you can definitely tell it started as fanfiction. The constant sex scenes get to be a bit much, and they're a little repetitive.
It's great for what it is, which is an easily digestible romance rather than something truly poignant and unique. It pulls you in and keeps you there, and isnât that all that matters in a story? I was rooting for Shane and Ilya to find happiness, so I'm looking forward to reading the rest of the series and watching the show.