#violet exacts

dead girls don't just appear out of thin air

he was the sun, and she the earth.

why haven’t i posted? got really busy with life and trying to get back on my feet after over a year of not leaving my house because i was so deep in depression. i keep trying, though i have a lot of struggles mentally and physically because of all the medication i took throughout the years. i keep feeling like my organs are failing one by one and im still not doing great mentally. had a lot of shit situations with my family, that took a toll on my mental well being a lot. i need to move out soon to another house, and seeing how much i lack energy and how im in so much pain everyday and i don’t even know why is depressing. but enough of babying myself, let’s get to another topic.

even though life is hard for me, what i already mentioned, i have the best boyfriend in the world, im so in love with him, and he’s my biggest supporter. he’s patient, loving, caring and he’s just all i could’ve ever asked for. he’s the reason i keep trying and why i didn’t give up like i planned to before meeting him. im safe, he’s always there when i break down.

now about exacts!!

really debated lately should i sell them or not.

didn’t and don’t have money for them anymore for complicated reasons i’d rather not talk about here. and even if i had money soon i would get bashed for buying them by people around me since they don’t understand it and they wanna treat me like im a full adult (at 17) that got bills to pay (i don’t) and everyone would make me feel so guilty about it that i wouldn’t enjoy it as much.

i love them a lot, i feel extremely attached to them, having them was my dream since i was 14, and once they were my reason to live as dumb as it sounds. unfortunately i no longer have money to keep collecting them, even though i would love to, they are really expensive and i don’t have a few hundred dollars just laying around like that to spend :,( i know i could get a lot of money from selling them but i would be extremely sad if i did. don’t know what should i do honestly :<

(excuse how messy i put them cuz i was too lazy to do it neatly)

pieces i own:

-free people trapeze slip

-gypsy rose cardigan

-free people spending time pullover

-free people floral lace fit and flare dress in black

-free people regal macrame tunic

-free people crafty lace cuff thermal

-see by chloe holes sweater (cropped sleeves version)

-anthropologie horkelia shift dress

-splendid tab shirt in viola

-apc madras dress

-free people lost in the forest pullover in cream

-free people all over lace pullover

-the kinks shirt (custom, since there’s no way to get the one violet wore cuz it was custom made for the show)

Also!! if anyone is in the UK. Zoes vintage slip dress is being sold in a size small for around the same price. Just trying to help the coven girlie's out 🫶