#violet exacts

dead girls don't just appear out of thin air

he was the sun, and she the earth.

Her hands are the same cold as mine,

why haven’t i posted? got really busy with life and trying to get back on my feet after over a year of not leaving my house because i was so deep in depression. i keep trying, though i have a lot of struggles mentally and physically because of all the medication i took throughout the years. i keep feeling like my organs are failing one by one and im still not doing great mentally. had a lot of shit situations with my family, that took a toll on my mental well being a lot. i need to move out soon to another house, and seeing how much i lack energy and how im in so much pain everyday and i don’t even know why is depressing. but enough of babying myself, let’s get to another topic.

even though life is hard for me, what i already mentioned, i have the best boyfriend in the world, im so in love with him, and he’s my biggest supporter. he’s patient, loving, caring and he’s just all i could’ve ever asked for. he’s the reason i keep trying and why i didn’t give up like i planned to before meeting him. im safe, he’s always there when i break down.

now about exacts!!

really debated lately should i sell them or not.

didn’t and don’t have money for them anymore for complicated reasons i’d rather not talk about here. and even if i had money soon i would get bashed for buying them by people around me since they don’t understand it and they wanna treat me like im a full adult (at 17) that got bills to pay (i don’t) and everyone would make me feel so guilty about it that i wouldn’t enjoy it as much.

i love them a lot, i feel extremely attached to them, having them was my dream since i was 14, and once they were my reason to live as dumb as it sounds. unfortunately i no longer have money to keep collecting them, even though i would love to, they are really expensive and i don’t have a few hundred dollars just laying around like that to spend :,( i know i could get a lot of money from selling them but i would be extremely sad if i did. don’t know what should i do honestly :<

(excuse how messy i put them cuz i was too lazy to do it neatly)

pieces i own:

-free people trapeze slip

-gypsy rose cardigan

-free people spending time pullover

-free people floral lace fit and flare dress in black

-free people regal macrame tunic

-free people crafty lace cuff thermal

-see by chloe holes sweater (cropped sleeves version)

-anthropologie horkelia shift dress

-splendid tab shirt in viola

-apc madras dress

-free people lost in the forest pullover in cream

-free people all over lace pullover

-the kinks shirt (custom, since there’s no way to get the one violet wore cuz it was custom made for the show)