#vikturio

Something about losing your identity to the shadow of admiration. Just how much can you give up before there's nothing more?

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I found some of my incomplete plov fanfics (in spanish) I really want to give my ideas if someone want to take them and create a new fanfic or a one-shot.

God i love victurio, always

Yuri is the first to catch feelings, which of course he is terrible at hiding so it doesn't take long for Victor to notice

It's okay, Victor tells himself, its not like he's not used to people younger than him having crushes on him, and Yuri's got his whole life ahead of him, one innocent crush won't last long! And besides, Yuri's crush on him is quite adorable

At times he forgets he's supposed to be helping Yuri get over his crush instead of encouraging it. He'll tease him, offering to feed him, do his hair for him, practice with him, etc... And relishes in seeing the little kitten get all red in the face and mumble a pissed-off "whatever..."

There's a problem though.

It doesn't take long for Yuri to notice what Victor is doing, he's not stupid, and he certainly knows neither is Victor. It hurts to have his feelings not taken seriously, it hurts to be treated like a kid by the object of his affection when he wants to be treated as an equal, and it hurts even more that, despite all of that, he'd still rather keep quiet about it than lose what they have.

He still wants to be invited to Victor's house, he still wants to get his undivided attention, he still wants that care and praise only Victor knows how to give. As for Victor, well... It's not like he won't notice Yuri's gradual change of behavior. Instead of awkwardly accepting Victor's help, he now just lets his gaze down and nods. It feels wrong.

"Yuri..." he begins, trying to get him to look up, when not three inches from his face Yuri slaps his hand away. He's at his breaking point and Victor knows this.

He murmurs something only audible between them, "don't give me false hope, Victor"

And Victor realizes what these past months have been about; not only did Yuri fall in love with Victor, Victor too had fallen for Yuri, and had tried to cover it up with self-deception and excuses about how Yuri's feelings weren't real. But he just now noticed that it had all been real; the times he took him out for coffee, the times Yuri spent at his house, all they were missing was a title

Explaining this to Yuri was a lot easier in theory since he has so much trouble understanding it himself, and Yuri doesn't want to end up hurt

I’ve read some posts about Victor x Yuri(o) relationships being extremely problematic, so here is what I think about it.

Yes, it is problematic.

Have you seen ‘Queer as Folk’? Not an American version (which is amazing!) but the British one? Nathan is fifteen in that version, as opposed to 16 yo Justin (tell me if I’m wrong). Problematic.

People do problematic things in stories and in real life. But is the age difference itself a problem or something else? Like toxicity, pressure. I think it’s the latter. Maybe it’s better to work on awareness, spreading helpful information, resources?

I have nothing to say about the age of consent except that I doubt it works in the situation when the problem actually arises. It goes like this: two adequate people, who know the law and want to have sex, they can talk to each other and are able to wait until it’s actually legal, or work around it somehow, I don’t know, by writing erotic fan fiction... oh, yeah, one of them can’t probably write or read it yet.) If they don’t - 

Back to characters. 

What would Yuri tell you if he wanted to have sex with Victor and you said he is too young yet? Nothing pleasant, I assure you.

My day 3 piece that I never shared here from the 18oi AU week :) Victurio, mature, they’re actually Micheal and Lucifer 

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Victor Nikiforov/Yuri Plisetsky Characters: Yuri Plisetsky, Victor Nikiforov Additional Tags: Victor is an angel, victor is michael, Yuri is a fallen Angel, Yuri is Lucifer, Forbidden Love, Angst, Day 3: Supernatural, 18OI AU Week 2019: Day 3 Summary:

Chapters: 4/5 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Victor Nikiforov/Yuri Plisetsky, past Victor Nikiforov/Katsuki Yuuri - Relationship, past Otabek Altin/Yuri Plisetsky, background Katsuki Yuuri/Phichit Chulanont, Victor Nikiforov & Yuri Plisetsky Characters: Victor Nikiforov, Yuri Plisetsky Additional Tags: Angst, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Post-Canon, post-retirement, Depressed Victor Nikiforov, Recovery, Older Yuri and Victor, Aged-Up Yuri Plisetsky, two oblivious assholes in love, Angst with a Happy Ending, Makkachin and Potya are immortal, Victor is 38 and Yuri is 26, Falling In Love, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers Summary:

Nearing his 40th birthday, Victor returns to Russia, barely resembling the once legendary skater. Dealing with a divorce and depression, he believes his best days are behind him until Yuri forces his way back in his life. Slowly, Victor starts to recover and the two former teammates see each other in a different light. Too bad they are both oblivious idiots.

Total word count: 87,810

Total fics written: 16 (plus an asston of drabbles)

Fandoms written in: Yuri!!! on Ice, Harry Potter, Free!, plus a few drabbles in Super Lovers and MCU

Chronological list of fics (in the order posted on AO3, not written)

Detention in Greenhouse One JJ/Yuri P, 5170 words, Explicit, Hogwarts AU

Let Your Love Unfold Viktor/Yuuri, JJ/Yuri P, 29k words, Explicit, High School AU

have heart, my dear JJ/Yuri P, 2645 words, Mature, Angsty long distance fic

Breaking Point Viktor/Yuri P, 4589 words, Explicit, Hate sex co-written with @icicle33

Clinched and Bound Michele/Seung-gil/Otabek/Minami, 6564, Explicit, kinky consensual noncon co-written with @vixen13

A Sticky Situation Georgi/Chris, 4899 words, Explicit, Molasses smut co-written with @sprosslee and NikkoAki

Sparks Filled With Hope Otabek/Yuri P, 3264 words, Teen, Angsty injury fic written for Otayuri Seasons Zine

The Unexpected Donut Otabek/Yuri P, 2662, Explicit, PWP involving croissants shaped like penises written for NSFW Otayuri Seasons Zine

The Morning After Viktor/Chris, 604 words, Teen, Fluffy morning thoughts

A Touch of Your Love JJ/Yuri P, 3600 words, Explicit, Pliroy banter written for @phaytesworld

The First Step Viktor/Yuri P, 353 words, Gen, Yuri is nervous for his first date

When My Heart Speaks Free Rei/Nagisa, 820 words, Teen, Reigisa fluff

King of the Kitchen No ship; JJ centric, 999 words, Gen, Club 19 fic

Desire in Your Hollow Dream Harry/Severus, 3654 words, Explicit, Snape-centric angst in love with a married man

Drabble Collections:

Ashii's 2018 Drabbles mostly SFW drabbles from various fandoms

Drarropoly Drabbles A collection of Drarry drabbles for the Drarropoly event.

The other two fics I have are in zines currently in exclusivity periods:

Shining Bright, JJ/Yuri P, 4788 words, Teen, JJ tries to ask Yuri out in the most JJ Style possible. Written for Shall We Read: Issue 3! You can download this fantastic zine here for $1. 

Start With a Cold Brew, Viktor/Yuri P, 4827 words, Explicit, Coffee Shop AU. Written for Legacy: A Victurio Anthology. You can download this amazing collection here for free.

From my past year of writing...