#ventish?

Sometimes I feel my insides.

It's disgusting.

I hate it here.

I wished I was just non-existent.

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Uhhhh sunday drawing I guess haha

Ah.

I'm bored af

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Iove drawing Sunday in an unsettling way :3

He's my comfort character.

He's so me.

I am Sunday.

Trust guys.

Sorry, you didn't watch the hit animated kids series "Supa Strikas" growing up? You didn't watch Khumba either? Lmao what an uncultured swine. You didn't have a real childhood. Disney? What on earth are you talking about? Why would I care about some American company?

Florida? Is that like in Canada or something? Idk man we weren't taught this in school so I don't know anything about the United States. It's not my fault. Texas is that place where nobody can read and everyone's gun obsessed idiots living in shacks, right? "The Deep South" that's just Texas idk what you're talking about. The hell is "Appalachia?". Hey don't get mad at me, I just said it's not my fault I wasn't taught this in school! Otherwise I'd know there are whole cities there already!

Whaaat you haven't listened to the song "Uzizwa Kanjan" by Jazzworx, MaWhoo & Thukuthela? Do you live under a rock? It was trending all over tiktok and is constantly playing in clubs! What you don't understand it cause it's Zulu? You haven't heard it cause you aren't on our side or tiktok" lmao what a lame excuse 😂 You should just get better at the language and pay more attention instead of being on just US tiktok

Yeah, so we went all the way to Mpumulanga and stayed in such a larney condo! I didn't expect such a nice stay or such lekker food! Dit was 'n fantastiese tyd! Wat, jy kan nie verstan nie? Ag, shame. Jy is nie baie slim nie, is jy? If you really don't get this, I feel bad for you and your education 😒 So what if it isn't your country? You should know anyways!

And you've never had koeksisters or biltong or milktart or bobotie? What??? Do you just eat sad scraps all day? Sad. You don't know anything about the boer wars??? About apartheid? Lmao what's wrong with you don't you know our history is way more important than yours ?

/SARCASM ALL OF THIS IS SARCASTIC

So simple thing like broccoli pesto with bread tastes like meal at 5-star restaurant after eating for 3 months mostly cheese, ham and bread (excluding lunches).

I am trying not to cry from happiness and embarrassment 💔. I wish you can always afford food and if you are a minor- responsible adult that can provide food, twin.

My mother lowkey sucks but i can't report her because it will only make things worse for myself. Fuck the system.

Nothing wrong with the religion at all and if it works for you then it works for you and thats totally okay.

Unfortunately though I have extreme religious trauma from Christianity due to the household i grew up in, and the church i went to that still heavily affects me to this day.

So whenever these clients ask why I don’t believe in god i just tell them that I have very bad memories from church and a lot of events in my life have caused me to fall out of religion.

They never care though, no matter what i say it always goes back to “Well god himself would never do that to you, and without him you’ll never make it far”

Ive made it this far without him. Despite how much trauma and anxiety this religion has done to me I made it out and i pushed forward, not god.

I never say this though, i just kinda dissociate and nod whenever they continue to talk about it, because they never ever genuinely listen to me.