I know I am not the only one who feels this and I am sorry to those who feel this. I wish I didn't feel this but the twins Luna and Rosa are the embodiment of how I feel towards myself and my characters. Not good, not creative, not well written, not drawn well enough, my lack of creativity. Not being able to keep up.
I know I am not the only one. But its hard to not...feel that way...
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I guess you could count this as a vent drawing, I ended up personifying how my emotional dissociation makes me feel.
A primitive beast that acts on instinct, not from emotion.
I had been on medications recently, but we're having a lot of problems with getting me an appointment to get me to start seeing a doctor and the side effects of me not being on my medications for a a few days has caused me to find myself finding out my symptoms were worse than what I had realized.
I started to find myself having a lot of trouble trying to be emotionally attached to people, even those I love deeply like my fiance, I'm genuinely scared of it all, I've had to take caffeine to get some form of energy for things, but it can't fix my newfound lack of emotions.
It's terrifying really, I never knew it was this bad until I finally got the help I needed, only for life to send out even more hurdles.
I hope I can get that help again and find myself a doctor, because I'm afraid that my disturbance of emotional awareness might tarnish my beautiful relationships with people...
So I might end up posting a lot less, or more depending on how my body handles this, I'm not sure anymore.
HUHHH??????? NO, WHYYYY WOULD I EVER CRY ABOUT A DEARLY BELOVED VIDEO GAME MUSICAL PARODY CREATOR OF MINE RETIRING???? Such a silly thing to cry about!
(Though in all seriousness, I wish the people behind it the best of luck in possible future projects and overall happiness in the future, new content or not, they had truly brought in something special into the internet and I do hope that the know that <3)
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Estaba buscando un lugar donde subir algo de vent y creo que lo haré aquí, por queeeee.... aquí no lo vera nadie y en teoría no es una cuenta profesional, tampoco quiero un regaño (?) :p
Cuando era pequeña siempre quise publicar dbujos en tumblr, dibujos decentes ya sabes xD