#veilantares

somehow given the opportunity to look like anything i still think about being a really big lady, because im so tall in real life. i don't know if this is my way of saying dysphoria is inescapable so i just have to embrace it.

a mask on my face looks better on me, a machine with a vision of a self that's complete

regardless, just having two of them together means there's a bit of motivation to contrast between them. maybe something about their designs tells you about what they're like.

i can hardly make any louder a statement here than i already did by drawing this in the first place.

perhaps these two character ones in particular are meant to be about ambiguous connections. always curious about what other people see with them being together like this.

I had another round of laser hair removal yesterday, the settings were the highest they've ever been so far. hoping it gets rid of stubborn beard shadow. the physical pain was something wild but the emotional pain that i even need something like this is unbearable. at least there was a lovely park to cry in on the way home.

I Was Made A Monster and Cannot Be Approached

i see you, see me, see nothing again, in the reflection just like back then. A mask without a face is just myself again, made for the dark that comes at the end.