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shane hollander fancam but it's mcelroys saying "boy"

(insp by tag from @skywalkery)

louis de pointe du lac - the archer || youtube

Shane & Ilya // I Will (Mitski)

I will take good care of you I will take good care of you

It's all creeping back. Paris and the, uh, what, what, what? But there's… all of it coming back. There's, uh, Paris. Paris. Can you hear that? Can you hear that, hm? Can you hear her? She's calling me.

But you know what? It’s still so sad to feel like you’re completely on your own. And when you’re enraged, sometimes that’s just the sadness of needing so much that you don’t have. Your anger forms a shell around you to keep you safe from how sad you are [...]

You want to live in a community. You have extra love to give, you always have, and you want to give your love to people who can give it back. You have a vision of how people should live: connected, attuned, with clear boundaries and respect but also with clear devotion, taking care of each other. That’s joy to you. It’s time to make your vision a reality. Turn this anger into action and stand up for the quality of connections you long for. It’s not too late. It’s never too late.

My God, my God, whose performance am I watching? How many people am I? Who am I? What is this space between myself and myself?