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Yet my feelings have become a chaotic mess

“Oh she? She’s not worthy of love” is what they said

Their prophecy definitely has been met

And no one hears me scream or cry at night

Fighting my own demons until its light

But who would love a broken girl anyway?

It’s in my lonely bubble I was meant to stay

Yet I try to become a better version of me

Change my looks, try to become skinny

Because that’s what it is all about in todays society

Yet the internet yells to accept my flaws, oh the irony

When the internet is the reason behind my insecurities and anxiety

“Men won’t love you with that body and face”

How has everyone been?!

For a few years I went off this app, but recently I’ve felt the need to come back on here to annoy you with my thoughts and pictures.

You may wonder, where have you been?! Well:

• I graduated

• I now work with kids!

• I fell in love with London and you can find me overseas a lot!

• I got my first heartbreak

• I am now trying to find out what I want in life

So, welcome back to my little world. I’ve missed you.

Love,

Lo

If you are reading this, share something that made you feel proud of yourself this year. Let’s make a thread filled with self love

So go be your own moon

Shine on dark days

Sunday.