#vampyrism

disclaimer: this is not roleplay or delusion, but those who are roleplaying or delusional are allowed to follow and interact. please do not call me delusional, as this can trigger my paranoia and cause me to spiral into not believing my own experiences / reality, which could send me into psychosis.

hello !! my names samuel :D im 16, i use he/it, and im a newly awakened physical shifter.

i've been in the nonhuman community for about 6 or 7 years now, starting in the.. shivers, tiktok therian community, but i've identified as nonhuman since i was old enough to form the thought "im not human", and have regularly experienced mental and phantom limb shifts throughout my entire life.

i am a wolf / werewolf and an eastern dragon. i also have other kins, but those spiritual and not physical. im also pretty sure im a vampyre,,,

besides being a shapeshifter, im also a witch, irl magi / irl chuunibyou, reality shifter, astral projector, a kinetic ability practicioner, and an incarnate :D BUT, you dont need to know what even half of those words mean since this blog is entirely about me being a shapeshifter.

my irl magi / chunni account is @samagii , go follow if you're interested in my larger magical activities and duties !!

im also the host of a DID system, besides being a p-shifter im also otherkin and holothere, queer, trans (genderqueer + ftm), and am physically and mentally disabled. i consider my disabilities the result of being physically nonhuman, and as for my genetic disabilities, the result of my shapeshifting abilities being possibly hereditary.

i worship Loki and Gaia / Mother Earth, and work with Madokami / the Law Of Cycles (a pop culture deity).

dni / dnf

bigots, right wing / maga, queer exclus, anti endo, harass ppl, anti shifter, anti p-shifters / phys nonhumans, irl magical heroes, anti pop culture paganism, anti chaos magick, against self dx, fakeclaim ppl, ableist, reality check ppl w/o their consent, force recovery on those who aren't ready / dont want to recover, think fiction ALWAYS or NEVER affects reality (theres nuance !!!), think fiction can make someone into a pedo / zoo / etc, equate fictional stories and drawings of characters that dont exist to the real harm of real people (esp equating that fictional content to the harm of real children, as a survivor of grooming, csa, csem, and underage... work, its insanely offensive to say a drawing is just as bad as the photos of child me that are still out there), terf / radfem, zionists / pro israel, supports a two state solution, "cluster b abuse" believers and similar ideas of mental illness specific abuse

tags

#animal - cannibal... // this tag is on all of my posts !!

#know how a man becomes a beast when the wolfbane blooms... // this tag is for all posts related to physical nonhumanity and shapeshifting !

#im a man - im a twisted fool... // this tag is for all vent posts !!!

#even through the pain - animals cannot change... // this tag is for informational posts about physical nonhumanity, shapeshifting, and related topics !

#dig deep beneath your filling - theres an animal waiting that must come out... // this tag is for journal entries !!

#to err is human - so don't be one... // this tag is for queued posts !!!

#lately - youre the only human i believe in (i believe in)... // this tag is for reblogs !