Does anyone else have travel anxiety? Like, "Yes, I would love to fly to Spain and get on a ship and cruise the Mediterranean for a week," but also, "Here are all the things that could go wrong and I don't know what to do about it..."

Okay today is going pretty smooth the alpaca wasn't there at the bus stop this morning so I got to talk to my friend who she normally Hogs and keeps from talking to us of course she's at the employment office she has finally stopped saying uh-oh every time she has seen me so my message got through to her finally the stupid bitch can learn something so the lesson here is if you want someone to stop doing something you imitate them because obviously that's how they learn but she did try to start things in the cafeteria you know I walked in and said nothing was looking at my phone having to look up and she like nodded towards me with my friend Hannah and the alpacas stupid pussy boyfriend who is now on my shit last because he's just as bad as her who knows bullying me so mature you know I used to feel bad for him but now I know he's just a part of the thing cuz he enables her I guess she's trying to like say oh she's my friend like what are you going to do because she heard me talking to her I don't care I'm the one who's going to be her friend in the end because she's going to be alive Who You Are and how immature you are..there was a party because today is vacation day today vacation officially starts after work I'm excited because maybe this vacation will help me feel better about everything maybe I'm just burnt out... okay I'm a person on vacation time I have my eye appointment my eye was fine my eyes are healthy what happened a few months ago I freak thing or a neurological thing the doctor said he's fine I did my chores the apartment I went off on social worker kind of sorry about that it's just that if I don't feel like I'm at home somewhere I let people know that's the way I was raised if I'm not happy I love people not but I'm on my second life I'm almost home I feel like he's doing is I keep sending my boyfriend and invitations to come stay at our house with the thing is I don't know if that's going to affect next week and what I see him on Christmas regular week I don't know anyways I'm sitting next to the very sweet girl she's sleeping next to me and then there's this guy who keeps happening and usually I'm okay with it but it's not witness and it's making me anxious maybe it's because like I'm still on survival mode but yeah I only have three more stops until I am at my stop and then I need to transfer it to the bus that will take me 3 minutes away from my house and then I started watching minutes and then I'll be home... sorry I'm late on this but I finally made it home yay I'm with life fam my brothers cuz my parents are out of town but my friend just told me something the alpaca has a little bit of a brain because today she heard me talking to one of her friends and being chummy now she's trying to do it with Masha clever girl... except Marsha doesn't like you cuz she knows the real you the only reason you're even doing that is because I interacted with your friends and I saw you nod your head at me today literally you have no personality of your own you do not know how to today oh no today was just a great vengeance oh my gosh let's see if you can behave yourself doing during this vacation because I swear to God I'm already planning your demise because of what you did to my friend don't make it worse for yourself move on and torture someone else someone weaker the news since you must have control also something like to insult my boyfriend and purse my boyfriend guess what you're boyfriend is a spineless bitch and I hope he steps on a

0 hours of sleep and 10 projects later I have finally handed in all my work for moderation. Now if you will excuse me I am going to take a 5 day nap.

alright, in a couple hours we'll be leaving for the airport, so this is probably gonna be my last post for a while. the only way i'm gonna be able to communicate with people while i'm in mexico is via twitter and skype on my vita, although i can only make calls on vita skype. i might be able to use tumblr on my 3ds, but it'll probably be on the crappy moblie version. i'll make sure to take a good amount of videos and pictures, so see you in two and a half weeks!

still wondering if i should take videos using the camera i got from stahl and failed to return >.>

gonna leave for mexico tomorrow night. we'll be gone for two and a half weeks, but i'll probably still have internet at where we're staying

Last day of work