#uuggghhhhhhh

it's sooooo stupid that neurological issues come with physical symptoms. my hands shake like crazy because my brain is wired wrong and i'm supposed to just live with that. i can try and hide it all i want with a pencil brush so it looks like my lines are almost supposed to come out looking shaky or uneven but the second i switch to a new program where i don't have that luxury (like magma) that whole defense goes out the window. im going to gnaw my own fingers off.

OOP! TIME TO GO BUY SOME MEDICINE 'CAUSE I CAN FEEL A FEVER COMING ON AND I CANT AFFORD TO MISS A DAY OF CLASSES!

it’s so hard concentrating on work knowing my family is about to be slammed by a cat 4 hurricane that is being labeled ‘life threatening’ and ‘catastrophic’

I actually hate the secret sibs writing. its like. all the near misses. turning the corner just as the person leaves. it’s all bad timing. ggghhhhhhhhh. fukin CALL EACH OTHER?? YOU GOT PHOneS???? 

I ran out of this special soap they gave me when I got my nips pierced and since I just needed a product and not a professional service, I went by a shitty tattoo/piercing place by my job on the way home yesterday to see if they had any. So I went in there and the girl looked at me like I had 3 heads for expecting them to carry an aftercare product and like?????? I've been spoiled by seeking out high quality people to alter my body and was not prepared for such a subpar experience

uugghhhhhh i keep on cryinnngggg whyyyyy

Dude its SO HOT.