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cause I'm gonna make this place your home

this is me trying; a collection of taylor swift songs for ptmc's prodigal son.

one: fortnight (feat. post malone) i was supposed to be sent away but they forgot to come and get me

two: anti-hero i'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero

three: the lucky one and they tell you that you're lucky, but you're so confused 'cause you don't feel pretty, you just feel used and all the young things line up to take your place another name goes up in lights you wonder if you'll make it out alive

four: the outside and i can still see you, this ain't the best view on the outside looking in i've been a lot of lonely places i've never been on the outside

five: the archer can you see right through me? they see right through they see right through me i see right through me

six: cancelled! it's easy to love you when you're popular the optics click, everyone prospers but one single drop, you're off the roster

seven: nothing new (feat. phoebe bridgers) are we only biding time 'til i lose your attention? and someone else lights up the room people love an ingénue

eight: the prophecy and it was written i got cursed like eve got bitten oh, was it punishment?

nine: high infidelity put on your records and regret meeting me i bent the truth too far tonight i was dancing around, dancing around it

ten: innocent wasn't it beautiful when you believed in everything and everybody believed in you?

eleven: this is me trying i had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting i didn't know if you'd care if i came back i have a lot of regrets about that

twelve: who's afraid of little old me? i was tame, i was gentle 'til the circus life made me mean "don't you worry, folks, we took out all her teeth."

thirteen: dear reader never take advice from someone who's falling apart never take advice from someone who's falling apart (you should find another)

fourteen: you all over me so i lied, and i cried and i watched a part of myself die 'cause no amount of freedom gets you clean

fifteen: clara bow take the glory, give everything promise to be dazzling

sixteen: peace i'd give you my sunshine, give you my best but the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me

seventeen: you're on your own, kid from sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes i gave my blood, sweat and tears for this

eighteen: fresh out the slammer and no matter what i've done, it wouldn't matter anyway ain't no way i'm gonna screw up now that i know what's at stake here

nineteen: cowboy like me and the skeletons in both our closets plotted hard to fuck this up and the old men that i've swindled really did believe i was the one

twenty: the alchemy what if i told you i'm back? the hospital was a drag, worst sleep that i ever had i circled you on a map i haven't come around in so long, but i'm coming back so strong

twenty-one: long story short and i fell from the pedestal, right down the rabbit hole long story short, it was a bad time pushed from the precipice, climbed right back up the cliff long story short, i survived

twenty-two: clean ten months older, i won't give in now that i'm clean, i'm never gonna risk it

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