#userbec

so … tumblr’s initial termination email mentioned that i was able to contact them, if i thought they’d made a mistake by terminating my account. when i was previously terminated, it said that the termination was final, so this was something different and it gave me hope. but after a few days, i realised that they had blocked my email from sending them any messages. and they refuse to take any action regarding my blog, if i don’t message them from the email associated with that blog.

i’ve lost hope of getting it back, bc ik staff could not give two shits about my account.

that being said, i’m still upset that i’ve lost almost 3 years worth of hard work, effort put towards my gifs, icons and themes. literally spending days on gifsets, weeks on themes, all gone. my sideblogs are gone, including wandamaximoffdaily, which is the most heartbreaking outcome in all honesty.

with this blog, i literally don’t care about making any of those again and wasting my time on it only for tumblr to terminate me again. i’m over it. i’ll most likely be here to interact w my friends, support content creators, and vent from time to time.

genuinely i feel this could be a blessing in disguise, it was stressing me out having to worry about keeping my blog up to date with gifs and all that .. uni and work should have been taking up all my time, but i still kept giving tumblr almost as much priority as my assignments, which was a big problem. now with my blog gone (twice), i’ve lost any and all motivation to gif, make icons, make themes, etc. i love it.

i’m excited to lurk and shit post from time to time.