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I don't want my old role back but my god the guy who's been doing it since I handed it off is fucking terrible.
It's been two years. He's still asking me questions about basic procedure. And I just had to tell him the difference between "creole" and "Haitian Creole".
For context: the role is coordinating translations.
*screams into cafeteria coffee*
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Good: Therapy
Less good: Attempts at writing derailed by aftermath of therapy.
Conclusion: bed.
Tired. Hot. Everything kinda sucks. Sad. The only reason I'm on the clock and not driving immediately downstate (instead of waiting til I'm off shift this afternoon) is because I have a bill that needs to be paid IN PERSON and a training session I've already rescheduled twice.
I just wanna curl up in a nice dark icebox somewhere so my brain can unmelt, and then write until I pass out.
I miss writing.
Nothing discourages me more than looking up an author who's my age (or younger) and seeing their bios and realizing they've got MAs and fucking PhDs in Creative Writing and Literature and have done all sorts of things Related to Writing Fiction Professionally, while holding down an additional intense Real Life Job...
Meanwhile, I'm over here with a generic English degree, working as a dead-end office drone, and barely able to write a Patreon post, let alone a novel.
And like yes, my life looks very different from Their Life and I am not Them and blah blah circumstances blah.
Comparison is an unhelpful little bitch!
But lord, she's loud.
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Medically speaking, I would like a do-over on this summer, please. 🙃
Description: a screenshot of a tweet from A.F. Linley (aka my alter ego in the hat). Text reads: “Struggling to be creative in the midst of *gestures at everything*, it’s very hard not to take every patron who cancels a subscription as a reflection on me as a writer.
“It’s not. I know it’s not. Sucks though, right along with everything else.”
(link to tweet)
It’s Day 3 of feeling like the world’s worst hack writer and friends, I am really over this.
