#ursick

I'm around my mom and siblings but I cant talk with them because they are fake. My brother Eddie for years has pretended to be empathic and I've told him multiple times that I feel he's being fake and pretending to have empathy. He flat out said he's not here for my feelings but to listen, and his tramua has caused him to not be able to be empathic. However, my oldest brother molested me, and he still is in contact with him. I asked him if he would ever stop talking to him, and he said no. Ibe not said one word to him in days. I feel better. I always known but it was too tough to just be lonely. Anyway, I feel so alone. I started massaging my toxic dad, and I feel somewhat better, actually.